About StillUndecided


UNDER RECONSTRUCTION - I had my profile set to how it was for a long time, but now it is time to freshen it up a little.

“Music was my refuge. I could crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back to loneliness.” — Maya Angelou

How strange, the change from major, to minor...

If you look closer, its easy to see the tracks of my tears. <-- Smokey Robinson came up with this one

Nothing ventured, nothing gained, seems all the world has gone insane... <-- Newton Faulkner came up with that one

There is beauty in danger, and danger in beauty... <-- I came up with that one

Your opinion is irrelevant, I was built to be magnificent. <-- Take That came up with that one

Music is my life. Music is how I relax and where I go to escape, the chances are if I don’t reply to you I’m lost in it.

Try this for me; listen to Brothers In Arms by Dire Straits in complete darkness, with headphones, and the volume up. I get shivers every time I do.

And in the same plan, listen to New York Minute by Eagles

"Real music comes from on the inside, and your heart is the conductor of the words and the sounds and the instruments that are used to create a masterpiece for the symphony to play that leaves the audience to wonder at the excellence of what they have heard" - EroticElegance

"Music was my first love
And it will be my last
Music of the future
And music of the past
To live without my music
Would be impossible to do
In this world of troubles
My music pulls me through"

Music - John Miles

Relationship Status:
Under The Sea, Lancashire, United Kingdom
Local Time:
19 Jun 2018 02:32
Favorite Books:
Confessions of a Jane Austen Addict
Harry Potter Series
Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy
Revenge Wears Prada
The Devil Wears Prada
The Hobbit
The House of Night Series
The Princess Diaries Series
The Timetraveller's Wife
Favorite Authors:
Audrey Niffenegger
Chris Ryan
Douglas Adams
Eoin Colfer
J.K. Rowling
Lauren Weisberger
Nicholas Sparks
P.C. and Kristin Cast
Robert Westwell
Favorite Movies:
A Knights Tale
Avengers Assemble
Bend It Like Beckham
Bride Wars
Calendar Girls
Captain America: The First Avenger
Cool Runnings
Finding Nemo
Get Smart
How To Train Your Dragon
Imagine You & Me
In Her Shoes
Iron Man 1, 2 & 3
Jeff Wayne's Musical War of the Worlds
John Tucker Must Die
Kingdom Of Heaven
Kung Fu Panda
Land Of The Lost
Miss Congeniality 1&2
Mrs Doubtfire
Nim's Island
Paul Blart: Mall Cop
School Of Rock
Stir Crazy
Sunshine Cleaning
The Boat That Rocked
The Devil Wears Prada
The Haunted Airman
The Invention Of Lying
The Money Pit
The Parole Officer
The Princess Diaries 1&2
The Silence of the Lambs
Wild Hogs
Wild Target
Yes Man

Anything with Anne Hathaway, Emily Blunt, Rachel McAdams or Amy Adams in it.

The list above is just those I have as dvds with me at uni.
Favourite TV Shows:
Death In Paradise
Game of Thrones
Grey's Anatomy
How I Met Your Mother
Lie To Me
New Tricks
Orange Is The New Black
Silent Witness
The Big Bang Theory
The West Wing
Favorite Music:
All American Rejects
Amy Macdonald
Beach Boys
Beverley Knight
Billy Lockett
Bob Marley
Bruce Springsteen
Bruno Mars
Calvin Harris
Christina Perri
Clare Maguire
Daft Punk
David Bowie
David Grey
David Guetta
Dire Straits
Don Henley
Dusty Springfield
Ellie Goulding
Emeli Sande
Fiona Apple
Fleetwood Mac
Flo Rida
Florence & The Machine
Fontella Bass
Foo Fighters
Gabrielle Aplin
Goo Goo Dolls
James Brown
Jason Mraz
Jessie J
John Miles
Jools Holland
Julie Fowlis
Justin Timberlake
Kaiser Chiefs
Kate Bush
Katy Perry
Kelly Clarkson
King Creosote
Knife Party
KT Tunstall
La Roux
Lady Antebellum
Lana Del Ray
LeAnn Rimes
Lily Allen
Maroon 5
Mel C
Michael Buble
Mick Hucknall
Natalie Imbruglia
Nerina Pallot
Newton Faulkner
Norah Jones
Olly Murs
Owl City
Paolo Nutini
Paper Aeroplanes
Pet Shop Boys
Peter Gabriel
Regina Spektor
Rita Ora
Robbie Williams
Scouting For Girls
Simply Red
Smokey Robinson
Snow Patrol
Sophie Ellis-Bextor
Spice Girls
Straight No Chaser
Swedish House Mafia
Take That
The Beatles
The Cardigans
The Fray
The Hoosiers
The Killers
The Kooks
The Saturdays
The Smiths
Two Door Cinema Club
Walk Off The Earth
Will Young
Yeah Yeah Yeahs


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The Sweetest Thing

I'm surrounded by you You're all the noises in the world - The torrential rain The gentle breeze The crack of thunder And the butterfly's wing   I know you And how you know me Every hitching breath Every moan and sigh Every different way you cry   When I take you Everything ceases In those moments Only we two exist - My heart the drum beat Yours the flutter of the solo ...

Added 06 Feb 2018 | Category Love Poems | Votes 10 | Avg Score 5 | Views 349 | 10 Comments


Driven, Pulsing, Raging like fire, Kissing, Caressing, Burning desire. Oh God, I miss you, So much making up to do. Snaking down my chest, Your head between my breasts, Head fallen back in lustful throes, Chest raising, Nails pulling, Red lines trailing across my skin. My hand guiding yours, Down down down, Lower lover, Ignite my pyre. Teeth on my thighs, Passion between our eyes,...

Added 24 Oct 2017 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 11 | Avg Score 5 | Views 815 | 10 Comments

The Things I Wish

The things I wish, Number only a few, A happy future, For me and for you.   That I could wake up One dark grey morn, And all light I need, Situated at my side.   To feel against me, The touch of your hand, Love, you don't know How much that is in demand.   The powerful caress, Of hands not my own, Writhing and pulling, Eliciting a moan.   But the things I wish, Not soon...

Added 13 Oct 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 14 | Avg Score 4.93 | Views 582 | 14 Comments


Passion, Burning, Fervid flame, Hungry, Thirsty, Knows no name.   Life with zeal, Hear the bells peal, Dedication, Devotion, Everything real.   Will nights of lust, Chaotic desire, Wondering, Waiting, Fuelling the fire.   Nights of anguish, See it languish, Lost among the flames, Burnt too far, Cinders.   Angry shouts, What went wrong? Tell me, Can we mend this song?...

Added 27 Apr 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 57 | Avg Score 4.94 | Views 922 | 49 Comments


Clinquant: glittering as gold; glittering with tinsel; showily ornate   I see you from a distance, Standing by the cinquefoil With golden circlet upon your head.   Cleanse me with your clemency, And let me see your heart, As I see your glittering soul.   Let clarion sound, Hear the coloratura, Coalesce with me and let us coruscate together, Let our dalliance continue evermore.  ...

Added 09 Mar 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 12 | Avg Score 5 | Views 482 | 8 Comments

Beautiful Like Spring

Beautiful like spring, And how a dozen roses sing Of adoration of the one I do so love.   For your smile I'd wait a while, A tender dove, a sweeping love, The type that could ne'er go out of style....

Added 16 Feb 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 13 | Avg Score 5 | Views 489 | 12 Comments

The Loudest Silence

The loudest silence, It creeps up on you, Yet it is the elephant in the room, It lurks in plain sight, And hides in the darkest shadows. The loudest silence, It is the things you don’t say, The way you don’t feel, The way you haven’t felt for a while now, The lack of love. The loudest silence, Your heart longs for the quiet silence, Small moments, Not this glaring torture, ...

Added 28 Oct 2015 | Category Love Poems | Votes 12 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,414 | 12 Comments

Two Presidents or How I Came To Love Elena

Elena was a wonderful young woman when I met her, not that I could really understand much of what she was saying. Elena was a strange one, she wasn’t your typical beauty and she had a way about her, a glint in her eye that you couldn’t quite place. She was the child of a Catholic German father and a Jewish Czechoslovakian mother. They met when the Germans settled in Czechoslovakia and fell...

Added 12 Sep 2015 | Category Historical | Votes 24 | Avg Score 4.82 | Views 3,351 | 23 Comments

This One Is For You

This one is for you, Yes, You. You know who you are. You turned me on and went away, Leaving me tortured to the point of hysteria. You left me alone, Fingers plunged deep, Clit tingling, Body pulsing, Moving to the beat you started. I watched you leave, Helpless and wanton, Needing you to finish off. So I decided, I would imagine your hands, Your tongue, Over my skin, ...

Added 16 Aug 2015 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 14 | Avg Score 5 | Views 955 | 14 Comments

One Or Two Things

There are one or two things I think you should know, Since you came into my life I found I love you so, Your smile lights up my way in that magical way, That only you can provide. Your eyes sparkle and twinkle and glitter and shine, The feeling inside of me knows, you're divine, My heart is on a string that hangs at my sleeve, And only you make me feel this free. Lady of mine, I hate...

Added 20 Jul 2015 | Category Love Poems | Votes 9 | Avg Score 5 | Views 674 | 10 Comments

Stories Coauthored By StillUndecided


“What’s wrong?” I asked over and over as she sat with a strange look on her face. Carolyn cleared her throat before replying, "I have a wonderful surprise for you." I felt myself shiver slightly at the 'wonderful surprise' as it really did not sound like I was about to get tickets to the theatre. "What’s that Carolyn?" I asked, trying to sound calm. "Oh I know you'll enjoy this every bit...

Added 16 Sep 2015 | Category Cheating | Votes 21 | Avg Score 4.9 | Views 4,351 | 20 Comments

Captured In Sin

I looked at the clock. It was twelve o'clock sharp. I had just finished a mountain load of paperwork and finally it was my long anticipated lunch hour. I was so ready for a break from my tiresome job. I went into the break room and sat down to my usual cup of coffee and sandwich combination. When I finished I looked at my watch and discovered I still had plenty of time to visit the...

Added 05 Jul 2015 | Category Lesbian | Votes 28 | Avg Score 5 | Views 12,019 | 25 Comments

Tasting The Fruit Part 2

“Come! Your presence will either give me life or kill me with pleasure.” ― Voltaire , Candide My whole body was on fire with anticipation as I felt her hand caressing the top of my head, her eyes burning into mine filled with desire. Moving off the desk in one swift motion and over to me, "Kiss me. Let me taste myself on your lips," she said. I turned to face her, my chin...

Added 10 Jun 2015 | Category Taboo | Votes 23 | Avg Score 5 | Views 9,657 | 20 Comments


"When will you walk away?" she asked. Never before had I had someone who was always in my thoughts as I went to sleep, Never before had I had someone who was repeatedly in my thoughts when I woke up, Never before had I had someone perpetually in my dreams. Never before had a sub whom I wore something especially for, Never before worn something that would send me into a panic if it was...

Added 03 Jun 2015 | Category Love Poems | Votes 11 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,042 | 9 Comments

Tasting The Fruit

I was growing impatient as I stared at the clock, just waiting for the bell to ring, moving in my seat uncomfortably and pressing my legs tightly together. My panties growing moist as they rubbed against my swollen clit, teasing it. For the last hour I had been lustfully watching my English literature teacher, Mrs Stephens. I loved how she moved and that her skirt was skin tight and clung to...

Added 30 May 2015 | Category Taboo | Votes 60 | Avg Score 5 | Views 29,295 | 44 Comments

Feeding the Beast

My love for you is ravenous, Depraved, I long to devour you whole - Like a wolf in heat would, Animalistic. My need for you is unrestrained, Urges feral and relentless , Insatiable dark lust, Biting into my insatiable hunger, Leaving me a hostage, Captive of my own desires. I want to baptise you in my sin, Your sin, Our sin, Put you on your knees and make you pray, Though every step we...

Added 27 Apr 2015 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 7 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,213 | 9 Comments

Dark Journey

Chaos consumes us - eats away our sin, With love and passion comes the severest pain, The type where someone is always going to get hurt. The tide is going to pull you in Push you close to drowning, And fling you to the edge of safety. We cant fight our destinies, Our true selves always eventually catch up, Bring us back. Love can be illusion or a sweet intoxication, But sometimes...

Added 23 Mar 2015 | Category Love Poems | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 824 | 6 Comments

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