“Music was my refuge. I could crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back to loneliness.” — Maya Angelou How strange, the change from major, to minor...If you look closer, its easy to see the tracks of my tears. <-- Smokey Robinson came up with this oneNothing ventured, nothing gained, seems all the world has gone insane... <-- Newton Faulkner came up with that oneThere is beauty in danger, and danger in beauty... <-- I came up with that oneYour opinion is irrelevant, I was built to be magnificent. <-- Take That came up with that oneMusic is my life, I was a student studying it until I finished my degree in May 2014. Music is how I relax and where I go to escape, the chances are if I don’t reply to you I’m lost in it.Try this for me; listen to Brothers In Arms by Dire Straits in complete darkness, with headphones, and the volume up. I get shivers every time I do.And in the same plan, listen to New York Minute by Eagles"Real music comes from on the inside, and your heart is the conductor of the words and the sounds and the instruments that are used to create a masterpiece for the symphony to play that leaves the audience to wonder at the excellence of what they have heard" - EroticElegance"Music was my first loveAnd it will be my lastMusic of the futureAnd music of the pastTo live without my musicWould be impossible to doIn this world of troublesMy music pulls me through"Music - John MilesStillUndecided - Here we go, the thing everybody wants to know: What does it mean? Well, when I first joined, I was a little unsure of my sexuality, but now, that is a little more sorted. But, like the musician I am, I bent the rules, changed the game, and thus changed the meaning of what it was to be StillUndecided. Now it means that I don't know what the future is, the future for me is fluid, it is StillUndecided, subject to change at any time. I know what I want to happen with my future after uni, but I am undecided as to which of two routes to go down, to know more you'll have to ask me. EDIT Now I have finished, I still don't know what I'm doing. FURTHER EDIT Right now, I am at a standstill, or rather, a sit down would better cover it.I will always be open and honest with you, but this is considered to be my greatest downfall; when the openness and honesty come back to bite me when people hurt me.Pyromania is taking over my thoughts...can you imagine that, a fire breathing turtle?
The loudest silence, It creeps up on you, Yet it is the elephant in the room, It lurks in plain sight, And hides in the darkest shadows. The loudest silence, It is the things you don’t say, The way you don’t feel, The way you haven’t felt for a while now, The lack of love. The loudest silence, Your heart longs for the quiet silence, Small moments, Not this glaring torture, ...
Added 28 Oct 2015 | Category Love Poems
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Elena was a wonderful young woman when I met her, not that I could really understand much of what she was saying. Elena was a strange one, she wasn’t your typical beauty and she had a way about her, a glint in her eye that you couldn’t quite place. She was the child of a Catholic German father and a Jewish Czechoslovakian mother. They met when the Germans settled in Czechoslovakia and fell...
Added 12 Sep 2015 | Category Historical
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This one is for you, Yes, You. You know who you are. You turned me on and went away, Leaving me tortured to the point of hysteria. You left me alone, Fingers plunged deep, Clit tingling, Body pulsing, Moving to the beat you started. I watched you leave, Helpless and wanton, Needing you to finish off. So I decided, I would imagine your hands, Your tongue, Over my skin, ...
Added 16 Aug 2015 | Category Erotic Poems
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There are one or two things I think you should know, Since you came into my life I found I love you so, Your smile lights up my way in that magical way, That only you can provide. Your eyes sparkle and twinkle and glitter and shine, The feeling inside of me knows, you're divine, My heart is on a string that hangs at my sleeve, And only you make me feel this free. Lady of mine, I hate...
Added 20 Jul 2015 | Category Love Poems
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You appeared from nowhere, You brought me out of this horrible despair I was in, And you changed me. It was like a light switching on, Bright shining sun, Lighting up everything about me. People see a smile in my eyes, Stretching from ear to ear. A piano newly tuned, Music joyous coming from deep within, Resonating and expanding, Moving out and out. Sunshine that appeared in...
Added 12 Jul 2015 | Category Love Poems
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I knew there was something familiar about her when I looked at her eyes. She was a friend of a friend, and we hit it off straight away. She was sweet, funny and deliciously innocent. Her skirt fell to just above her knees and her blouse was billowy in a Stevie Nicks kind of way. Our first date as a couple was a trip to the cinema to watch the latest blockbuster movie at the end of its run....
Added 11 Jun 2015 | Category Flash Erotica
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I knew as soon as I encountered her, I wouldn't be seeing her again afterwards. Her breath whispered against my ear as she grabbed my hips and held me tight to her front, "You're mine." She turned me, pressed me against the wall of the nightclub and unzipped my jeans, thrusting her hand into my panties before I knew what was happening. Her lips on mine tasted like alcohol and an...
Added 10 Jun 2015 | Category Flash Erotica
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Attention whore, Flashing lights and sirens announce your arrival, Wherever you go, Drawing every eye. Under their voices women utter, "Slut," Whilst men try in vain to hide, Rapidly tenting erections. Your scantily clad body, A few strips of material here, Some glitter there, Plenty of flesh at every angle. Your body sways and your hips rock hypnotically, Grinding into men,...
Added 05 Jun 2015 | Category Erotic Poems
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Words cannot do justice to how you make me feel, It is like going cliff diving, You make me nervous, Maybe a little scared, Not in a bad way, Just a tiny bit apprehensive, But then you take me, I just jump, And I am in your arms, Like the wind, Cutting through the air, Just sailing on through, Adrenaline coursing through me, Falling into the deep blue waters, Ready to feel...
Added 03 Jun 2015 | Category Love Poems
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Do you know what it feels like? Know how it feels to have your heart torn out from your chest, Stabbed by a steely blade, Flung on the floor, Stamped on by muddy feet, And abandoned to the wolves? Have you ever had to watch someone you love, Walk away from you, Knowing full well you could see them, Slink over and flirt with someone else, Take them by the tongue, And break your...
Added 02 Jun 2015 | Category Love Poems
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