About StillUndecided
Biography

“Music was my refuge. I could crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back to loneliness.” — Maya Angelou

However, I do ask that unless I request one, or you have a chat issue, you don't send me a private chat box.

How strange, the change from major, to minor...

If you look closer, its easy to see the tracks of my tears. <-- Smokey Robinson came up with this one

Nothing ventured, nothing gained, seems all the world has gone insane... <-- Newton Faulkner came up with that one

There is beauty in danger, and danger in beauty... <-- I came up with that one

Your opinion is irrelevant, I was built to be magnificent. <-- Take That came up with that one

Music is my life, I was a student studying it until I finished my degree in May 2014. Music is how I relax and where I go to escape, the chances are if I don’t reply to you I’m lost in it.

Try this for me; listen to Brothers In Arms by Dire Straits in complete darkness, with headphones, and the volume up. I get shivers every time I do.

And in the same plan, listen to New York Minute by Eagles

"Real music comes from on the inside, and your heart is the conductor of the words and the sounds and the instruments that are used to create a masterpiece for the symphony to play that leaves the audience to wonder at the excellence of what they have heard" - EroticElegance

"Music was my first love
And it will be my last
Music of the future
And music of the past
To live without my music
Would be impossible to do
In this world of troubles
My music pulls me through"

Music - John Miles


StillUndecided - Here we go, the thing everybody wants to know: What does it mean? Well, when I first joined, I was a little unsure of my sexuality, but now, that is a little more sorted. But, like the musician I am, I bent the rules, changed the game, and thus changed the meaning of what it was to be StillUndecided. Now it means that I don't know what the future is, the future for me is fluid, it is StillUndecided, subject to change at any time. I know what I want to happen with my future after uni, but I am undecided as to which of two routes to go down, to know more you'll have to ask me. EDIT Now I have finished, I still don't know what I'm doing.

I will always be open and honest with you, but this is considered to be my greatest downfall; when the openness and honesty come back to bite me when people hurt me.


Pyromania is taking over my thoughts...can you imagine that, a fire breathing turtle?



Not looking for anything from anyone except friendship, I've been screwed over and broken too many times to connect any more.

Name:
Sarah H
Sex:
Female 
Age:
22
Sign:
Aquarius
Relationship Status:
Single
Orientation:
Bisexual
Location:
In my shell, Lancashire, United Kingdom
Interests:
Archery
Baking
Ducks
Fire
Gardening
Lush
Music
Reading
Shooting
Superheroes
Turtles
Writing

I want to go skydiving.
I want to throw myself out of a plane and have a hell of a time doing it.

I was good at shooting when I was younger.
I want to shoot things again, gun or arrows.

I want to wing walk.
I want to be on a plane as it flies and feel everything.

I want to perform a massive gig.
I want to perform to hundreds of people and feel them knowing every beat of my music.

I want to write in every category on here.
I want to write and get good feedback for it.

I want to travel the world.
I want to travel and see how people live, see what they see, how they see it, but then see it all as a tourist too.

I want to help people through music.
I kind of do this already, but I want to do it more. Its so rewarding seeing how music helps people.

I want to be free.
I want to be free to say and think and do what I want to when I want to...

I want to draw and paint.
I want to do them like I used to when I was a kid and did them all the time.

I want to write a song that people know.
I want to write it and hear it places and think, I wrote that.

I want to accept who I am.
I want to accept it and know that I am good at what I do, that I am beautiful. I want to know that people like me, love me, respect me. Because I don't believe it right now.

I want to be happy.
Because I know I am not always happy.

I want to fall in love.
I want to fall in love and not get hurt, but I know hurt happens anyway, so I want to love and know how to react to the hurt.

I want to be me.
And I want a lot of things.
So for now, I am just going to be me.
Be me and know that things will happen.
Good or bad.
Happy or sad.
I'm gonna live my life and do gardening, just because nobody gardens any more.
Favorite Books:
Confessions of a Jane Austen Addict
Harry Potter Series
Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy
Revenge Wears Prada
The Devil Wears Prada
The Hobbit
The House of Night Series
The Princess Diaries Series
The Timetraveller's Wife

Asking me to pick a favourite book is a silly thing to do. I couldn't possibly pick just one. I would have to give you elements I liked in a whole long list of books, the ones listed above are those which I have at uni with me.
I love to read and I can get through books quickly. I used to work in a library while I was in secondary school and college and I'm completely used to rearranging books and even the layout of a library.
Favorite Authors:
Audrey Niffenegger
Chris Ryan
Douglas Adams
Eoin Colfer
J.K. Rowling
Lauren Weisberger
Nicholas Sparks
P.C. and Kristin Cast
Robert Westwell

Again, picking a favourite author is a difficult thing for me to do.
Favorite Movies:
A Knights Tale
Avengers Assemble
Bandslam
Bend It Like Beckham
Bride Wars
Calendar Girls
Captain America: The First Avenger
Cool Runnings
Dreamgirls
Evolution
Finding Nemo
Get Smart
Hitch
How To Train Your Dragon
Imagine You & Me
In Her Shoes
Iron Man 1, 2 & 3
Jeff Wayne's Musical War of the Worlds
John Tucker Must Die
Kingdom Of Heaven
Kung Fu Panda
Land Of The Lost
Memento
Miss Congeniality 1&2
Mrs Doubtfire
Nim's Island
Paul Blart: Mall Cop
School Of Rock
Stir Crazy
Sunshine Cleaning
The Boat That Rocked
The Devil Wears Prada
The Haunted Airman
The Invention Of Lying
The Money Pit
The Parole Officer
The Princess Diaries 1&2
The Silence of the Lambs
Thor
Wild Hogs
Wild Target
Wimbledon
Yes Man

Anything with Anne Hathaway, Emily Blunt, Rachel McAdams or Amy Adams in it.

The list above is just those I have as dvds with me at uni.
Favourite TV Shows:
Cracker
Death In Paradise
Elementary
Frasier
Game of Thrones
Grey's Anatomy
How I Met Your Mother
Lie To Me
New Tricks
Orange Is The New Black
Silent Witness
The Big Bang Theory
The West Wing
Favorite Music:
Aerosmith
All American Rejects
Amy Macdonald
Anastacia
Avicii
Bastille
Beach Boys
Beverley Knight
Blondie
Bob Marley
Bruce Springsteen
Bruno Mars
Calvin Harris
Christina Perri
Clare Maguire
Coldplay
Daft Punk
David Bowie
David Grey
David Guetta
Dire Straits
Don Henley
Dusty Springfield
Eagles
Ellie Goulding
ELO
Emeli Sande
Eminem
Europe
Everlife
Fiona Apple
Fleetwood Mac
Flo Rida
Florence & The Machine
Fontella Bass
Foo Fighters
Foreigner
FUN.
Gabrielle Aplin
Goo Goo Dolls
Gotye
Heart
Jamelia
James Brown
Jason Mraz
Jessie J
John Miles
Journey
Julie Fowlis
Justin Timberlake
Kaiser Chiefs
Kate Bush
Katy Perry
Kelly Clarkson
Keane
Ke$ha
King Creosote
Knife Party
KT Tunstall
La Roux
Lady Antebellum
Lana Del Ray
LeAnn Rimes
Lily Allen
Maroon 5
Mel C
Michael Buble
Mick Hucknall
Moloko
Natalie Imbruglia
Nerina Pallot
Newton Faulkner
Nightwish
Norah Jones
Olly Murs
Owl City
Paolo Nutini
Paper Aeroplanes
Pet Shop Boys
Peter Gabriel
P!nk
Queen
Regina Spektor
Rita Ora
Robbie Williams
Scouting For Girls
Shakira
Sia
Simply Red
Smokey Robinson
Snow Patrol
Sophie Ellis-Bextor
Spice Girls
Stardust
Stereophonics
Swedish House Mafia
Take That
The Beatles
The Cardigans
The Fray
The Hoosiers
The Killers
The Kooks
The Saturdays
The Smiths
Train
Travis
Two Door Cinema Club
Walk Off The Earth
Wham!
Whitesnake
Will Young
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Website:
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Stories Published By StillUndecided
One Or Two Things

There are one or two things I think you should know, Since you came into my life I found I love you so, Your smile lights up my way in that magical way, That only you can provide. Your eyes sparkle and twinkle and glitter and shine, The feeling inside of me knows, you're divine, My heart is on a string that hangs at my sleeve, And only you make me feel this free. Lady of mine, I hate...

Added 20 Jul 2015 | Category Love Poems | Votes 9 | Avg Score 5 | Views 215 | 10 Comments

Bright Shining Sun

You appeared from nowhere, You brought me out of this horrible despair I was in, And you changed me. It was like a light switching on, Bright shining sun, Lighting up everything about me. People see a smile in my eyes, Stretching from ear to ear. A piano newly tuned, Music joyous coming from deep within, Resonating and expanding, Moving out and out. Sunshine that appeared in...

Added 12 Jul 2015 | Category Love Poems | Votes 8 | Avg Score 5 | Views 192 | 9 Comments

Awkward Exits

I knew there was something familiar about her when I looked at her eyes. She was a friend of a friend, and we hit it off straight away. She was sweet, funny and deliciously innocent. Her skirt fell to just above her knees and her blouse was billowy in a Stevie Nicks kind of way. Our first date as a couple was a trip to the cinema to watch the latest blockbuster movie at the end of its run....

Added 11 Jun 2015 | Category Flash Erotica | Votes 11 | Avg Score 4.91 | Views 1,367 | 12 Comments

Nightclub Tryst

I knew as soon as I encountered her, I wouldn't be seeing her again afterwards. Her breath whispered against my ear as she grabbed my hips and held me tight to her front, "You're mine." She turned me, pressed me against the wall of the nightclub and unzipped my jeans, thrusting her hand into my panties before I knew what was happening. Her lips on mine tasted like alcohol and an...

Added 10 Jun 2015 | Category Flash Erotica | Votes 17 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,991 | 24 Comments

Recommended Read Attention Whore

Attention whore, Flashing lights and sirens announce your arrival, Wherever you go, Drawing every eye. Under their voices women utter, "Slut," Whilst men try in vain to hide, Rapidly tenting erections. Your scantily clad body, A few strips of material here, Some glitter there, Plenty of flesh at every angle. Your body sways and your hips rock hypnotically, Grinding into men,...

Added 05 Jun 2015 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 22 | Avg Score 5 | Views 524 | 25 Comments

Cliff Diving

Words cannot do justice to how you make me feel, It is like going cliff diving, You make me nervous, Maybe a little scared, Not in a bad way, Just a tiny bit apprehensive, But then you take me, I just jump, And I am in your arms, Like the wind, Cutting through the air, Just sailing on through, Adrenaline coursing through me, Falling into the deep blue waters, Ready to feel...

Added 03 Jun 2015 | Category Love Poems | Votes 11 | Avg Score 5 | Views 220 | 11 Comments

Do You Know?

Do you know what it feels like? Know how it feels to have your heart torn out from your chest, Stabbed by a steely blade, Flung on the floor, Stamped on by muddy feet, And abandoned to the wolves? Have you ever had to watch someone you love, Walk away from you, Knowing full well you could see them, Slink over and flirt with someone else, Take them by the tongue, And break your...

Added 02 Jun 2015 | Category Love Poems | Votes 12 | Avg Score 5 | Views 228 | 12 Comments

Touch Me

Touch me like you used to do, Controlling, Knowing where and when, Run your fingers Or the palm of your hand, Swat against my bottom, Leave a bright red print, Push me close to the edge, Teetering, Suspended on that line, Orgasm so close, My flesh between your teeth, My skin ablaze, Nipples pinched, Or cunt plunged into, Fingers or toys, Make me ache again, Your touch I long...

Added 22 May 2015 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 18 | Avg Score 5 | Views 864 | 19 Comments

Things That I Wish

There are things that I wish for, Every day that I am with you but yet not, Across the miles, Across the vast ocean. I wish that I could hold you in my arms, my love, Wipe away your tears and kiss you better, Give you shelter when you need it, And feel your breath against my ear as we talk. I wish I could pull you up when you are down, Laugh at the silly little things, Draw faces...

Added 18 May 2015 | Category Love Poems | Votes 20 | Avg Score 5 | Views 351 | 22 Comments

Something Beautiful

There's something beautiful, About the way you look tonight, The sparkle in your eye, And the way that you walk, There's something wonderful, Your happiness radiates outwards, Like the sun, On the break of a new morning. There's something confident, About the way you hold yourself, Regal yet not too aloof, Some pride in your face. There's something peaceful, In the way you...

Added 24 Mar 2015 | Category Love Poems | Votes 14 | Avg Score 5 | Views 492 | 17 Comments

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