My heart began to race.
Three hours before I had to meet her, I methodically prepared myself. I shaved twice, careful to not leave a single bit of hair on my face or pelvis.
I showered and scrubbed every inch of my body. I cut my nails and even filed them down perfectly. I didn't want anything to ruin what might happen tonight.
As I slowly cleaned and prepared my body, I felt the impending excitement throb harder and deeper in my groin.
Because of my intense denial and submissive, captive lifestyle, cleaning myself became an almost a sexual experience. I could only think about pussy, pleasure or release as I soaped and scrubbed.
I arrived at Stephanie's apartment 20 minutes early. I waited outside, patiently, full of uncontrollable, nervous energy.
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After ringing her buzzer, I closed my eyes, trying to brace myself.
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She let me inside without saying anything more than a brief greeting. She seemed very bothered, or upset or something. It was hard to tell, but it made me feel humiliated and shamed.
Her hair was down over her shoulders and her feet were in tall heels. She wore a summery dress that fit her nerdy body very well.
After a moment of awkward silence, Stephanie sat down on her sofa.
"I read your letter," she said, staring at the floor in front of me.
I didn't know what to do, so I stood there, silent.
"I have to admit, it's a lot to take in," she continued, very hesitant. "I didn't think I could handle seeing you again after reading it. I mean, what you described is so..."
Stephanie stopped herself and looked around the room for the words. She couldn't find them.
"Locking a metal device on your body... down there? I mean, that's crazy! That's so disturbing to me."
Hot blood warmed my face with shame. I was so embarrassed standing in front of her, being told how perverted I was. And yet, all I wanted to do was have her unlock my cock so I could cum. I was pathetic. And now, she knew that.
"But," Stephanie whispered, looking up at me with serious, heavy eyes. "I've never known someone to be so honest with me... and themselves before."
"To know that you denied yourself, to try and improve yourself... it's admirable. And the fact that you wanted to please me, makes me feel special. And honestly, I've never been so turned on as when I'm around you... or thinking about you."
Stephanie sat upright and adjusted her legs. I could almost see her panties underneath her dress. My mouth started to water. Her painted toes made my cock strain and beg in its tight, unforgiving cage.
"You've given me pleasure and not asked for anything in return. In your letter, you ask that I use this key and if I want... give back to you. Right?"
I swallowed hard. My whole body was shaking with anxiety. I nodded, gently.
"I want to do this for you," Stephanie admitted. "I do. But, will you still appreciate me after? Will you still want me?"
"Yes, Stephanie," I blurted, losing control of myself. I was ready to beg her. "I really like you. I want to make you happy. I think I can make you happy and making you happy will make me happy. You are different than anyone I've ever been with."
"I want to believe you... but, I know when guys are horny... they will say anything to get to fuck a girl. I know this is different... I know you're different, but still. I can't help but worry."
"I promise, Stephanie. What can I do to convince you?" I begged. "I've stayed chaste for you for so long..."
"I know something," she offered, meekly. "That maybe could prove that you care more for me than anybody else... or yourself..."
"I want to do it. Please. Anything. I'll go down on you for hours, take you shopping, cook, clean for you. Anything, Steph. You are all that I want."
"Would you, lick me... in my ass?"
I'd never licked a girl's ass before.
The anxiety at the thought was nerve wracking. But I didn't care. I couldn't think straight anymore. All I could feel was a pulse-pounding rush of horny agony squeezing in my cock, balls and groin. My prostate was so enflamed and ready to explode.
"Let me show you, Stephanie. Please. Let me lick you ass. I'd love to lick your ass and show you how much I care for you."
Shy and unsure, Stephanie turned around and bent over.
She lifted her dress up over her round bum, exposing her cotton panties.
"Alright," she invited. "Go slow. Really gentle."
I took a deep breath and swallowed the lump in my throat as I slowly peeled the thin, white fabric down off her backside.
Both her pussy and ass were pink and slightly moist with excitement. My mouth was salivating with perverse hunger.
Without hesitation, my weeks of denial and submission urged me forward and I pressed my lips to her tight, naughty hole.
Stephanie immediately squeaked with excitement and then trembled as she felt my tongue circle her sensitive pucker.
Raw, naughty waves of erotic sensation soaked into my body as I licked. I'd never tasted anything like this before and I was both humiliated and perversely turned on as I continued to lap at Stephanie's little asshole. Her wetness and mine became a mess of one as I hungered to please her.
"Ohh!" she squirmed, her feet spreading apart. "God, yes. That feels so good, hun."
Her lovely sounds only made me want to lick her more. I wanted to be covered in her dirty taste. Her holes became soaked with arousal.
My cock throbbed desperately between my legs. My balls were so swollen and tight I thought I was going to pass out.
Stephanie's fingers crept down between her legs and pushed inside her innocent, tight pussy.
I strained to look down below and watched her slender, white fingers sink into her sweet lips. I imagined how good it would feel for my cock to be in there instead. I couldn't have been any hornier. I thought my dick was going to break against the strain of the metal, crushing it on all sides.
My body refused to stop trying to get an erection and I was becoming paralyzed with pent-up desire. The only thing I could do was tongue her ass more thoroughly.
It felt so wrong running my tongue over her ring. The soft, flexible tissue seemed so alien. Mixed with the erotic, degrading act of tasting and smelling her asshole, I became a true submissive slave for her.
Stephanie began to whimper and moan. I knew those sounds from when I made her cum after our dates. Knowing how close she was, I plunged my tongue inside her rim and danced it around. I hungrily accepted the taste of her naughty ass as I listened to the sounds of her wet pussy getting fingered.
Her body began to shake. Her asshole opened up and then tightened around my tongue as her pussy made a gushing noise.
Stephanie started to scream wildly as her body erupted with pleasure I could only dream of.
I kept my tongue moving rhythmically inside the tight, pink ring of her ass until I was sure her orgasm was completely finished and that she was satisfied and ready for me to stop.