Both of us hurriedly put on our clothes. As soon as we were dressed I followed Kelly back into her office closet. Tonya had brought us four shopping bags. I watched while Kelly filled them with sexy lingerie, exotic dresses and several pairs of spike heeled shoes.
Once she was done Kelly turned to me and said, "There, that should be enough sexy clothing for several very hot fashion shows."
I smiled.
Kelly walked over to the closet rod and picked up the dress she'd worn in Las Vegas the previous week. It was the dress I'd found in her overnight bag that awful afternoon before I followed her. It was also the dress she was going to wear to dinner at the Goldenrod Supper Club that night. It was still on its hanger.
Handing it to me, she said, "Here, drape this over your arm. If we try to pack it in one of the shopping bags it will be too wrinkled to wear tonight. Once we get to my car we can hang it in the back seat."
I carefully draped the dress over my arm. It wasn't all that difficult. The black cocktail dress was so skimpy that it was more like carrying a tee shirt.
Handing me two of the shopping bags, one of them filled with shoes, Kelly asked, "Can you carry these along with the dress."
"No problem."
"Good, let's go."
I followed Kelly out of the walk in closet. As we reentered her old office we were both startled to see a slender, elderly man sitting in the easy chair next to Kelly's old desk.
Kelly's face broke into a huge grin. She set her shopping bags down and ran over to the elderly man with her arms outstretched. He stood up to meet her. Kelly threw her arms around him and gave him a loving hug.
As Kelly was hugging him, he said, "Were you planning to leave without stopping to say hello?"
Kelly kissed his cheek and stepped back. "I'm sorry Wendell, I was afraid you might be too busy to see me."
He shook his head. "Kelly honey, I'll always make time for you."
Kelly turned to me. "Wendell, this is my husband Tim Jamieson. You can call him Timmy. Timmy this is my good friend Wendell Tyler."
Mr. Tyler stepped forward. Extending his hand, he said, "Timmy it's a pleasure to finally meet you. Kelly has told me so many wonderful things about you."
I shook his hand. "Mr. Tyler, it's nice to meet you too. Kelly has also said some very nice things about you."
"Please call me Wendell."
I smiled. "Thank you."
Wendell looked at Kelly. "I would assume that seeing the two of you together is a good sign."
Kelly nodded.
He turned to me. "Timmy you have a wonderful wife. While she was at JTandR we became very close friends. I rarely form friendships with the people who work for me."
He paused. He seemed to be choosing his next words carefully. After a moment he said, "Timmy it appears that your wife made some very poor choices during the past year and I gather that those choices have jeopardized your marriage. I want you to know that last Friday she spent well over two hours talking with me about this and I do believe she deeply regrets making those choices. I hope you will be able to find it in your heart to forgive her."
He sighed. "I also want to assure you that if I'd known that you weren't aware of what she was doing I never would have allowed Kelly to work as a hostess. Please forgive me for that."
I said, "I've already forgiven her and Kelly has told me about the friendship the two of you have, so I am also willing to forgive you."
We smiled at each other.
I quickly added, "But there are still some serious questions about the conduct of your firm in this matter."
He nodded. "Yes, I understand that you and Martin are currently involved in negotiations regarding those questions."
"That's correct."
"Then it would be inappropriate for us to have any further discussions about those issues."
"I think that would be wise."
Wendell turned to Kelly. "Your husband is a very intelligent man."
Kelly stared at me for a moment and then she said, "Yes he is."
"As your friend I counsel you to follow his lead in these upcoming discussions."
"I don't know anything about any upcoming discussions." Kelly had a puzzled expression on her face.
Wendell looked at me.
"We're still working on piecing together everything that's happened during the past year. We haven't yet had an opportunity to discuss either the present or the future."
Mr. Tyler nodded. "I see, well it appears that my comments may have been premature. When you told me that you've forgiven Kelly I was hoping the past had been put to rest."
"We're close, but we have a couple of issues that we still have to address. We're moving slowly. Over the past several months we've grown apart. Right now we're focusing on renewing our relationship."
Mr Tyler turned to Kelly. Picking up her hand, he held it between both of his hands. "Listen to me kiddo, during the past year you've spent hours extolling the virtues of this man. Now that I've finally met him, my first impression is that you weren't exaggerating. I repeat my earlier admonition. Kelly I know that you're bright, strong willed and independent. You like to fight your own battles, but I think this is an excellent time for you to trust Timmy. Let him work all of this out. Follow his lead. You're going to be too personally involved in this situation. It will be much too easy for you to start thinking with your emotions rather than your brain."
Kelly shook her head. "I'm confused. I don't have any idea what you're talking about."
Squeezing Kelly's hand, Mr. Tyler said, "When he thinks the time is right, Timmy will explain it all to you. Right now it appears that his priority is saving your marriage and I have to say that I agree with him. Please Kelly, just promise me you'll follow Timmy's lead."
Kelly nodded. "Wendell, in the past you've always given me good advice, so I'll listen to you now. I promise you that I'll listen to Timmy and follow his lead."
Mr. Tyler kissed her cheek. "Thank you. Kelly, I Hope that when all of this is finally over we can still be friends."
"I can't possibly imagine a situation where that wouldn't be the case."
Sighing, Mr. Tyler said, "I fear it's likely that the next few weeks will test that assumption." He paused for a moment and then he shook his head. "I'm sorry, I've already said too much."
After pausing again, he smiled at both of us and said, "I'm so happy the two of you are trying to work things out and save your marriage." He patted my shoulder. "Timmy I admire you. Many men would have strangled Kelly when they found out what she'd been doing."
I shrugged. "Despite everything that's happened, I still love Kelly. More than anything I want to be with her. If I strangled her or took the more reasonable course of divorcing her, I wouldn't be able to be with her. The only way I can get what I want is to forgive her."
Mr. Tyler looked at Kelly. "And that's why you need to follow his lead right now. Even in an extremely emotional situation he's able to think with his brain." He glanced at his watch. "I have to run. There's a party out a Eagle Lake tonight and Martin wants me to be there." He laughed. "I'm getting too old for these things. I'll probably fall asleep during dinner." He turned. As he stepped out the door he looked over his shoulder and said, "Kelly if you're still speaking to me next week, let's have lunch. Give Stella a call so she can put it on my calendar." And then, without waiting for an answer, he left.
As soon as he was gone Kelly looked at me. "Timmy what's going on? What could possibly make Wendell think that I might not be willing to speak to him next week? Have they done something awful?"
I picked up my two shopping bags. "Grab your bags, let's go down to your car. The issues that Wendell was mentioning have to do with our relationship with JTandR. Right now our relationship with each other is more important to me and I hope it's more important to you too."
Kelly picked up her shopping bags. "Of course it is, but I still don't understand."
"Don't worry, you will."
When we got to Kelly's Mercedes I loaded the shopping bags into the trunk while she hung her dress in the back seat. Once that was done we got into her car, left the parking ramp and started the drive home.
As soon as Kelly turned onto Second Street she glanced over at me and said, "Okay, what's going on with JTandR? What was Wendell talking about?"
I sighed. "Kelly, you're going to have to be patient with me on this one. I really do believe we need to finish repairing our marriage before we start addressing our relationship with JTandR."
"Why do you say our relationship with JTandR? I was the only one who had a relationship with the firm."
"No, you're my wife. You're relationship with the firm had an enormous effect on our relationship with each other, so I think we do have to talk about our relationship with JTandR." I paused. After a moment I added, "Kelly I wish Wendell hadn't said anything at all. I'd planned to wait until tomorrow or even Friday before I broached this issue."
"Is it that bad?"
"No it's not, but it's complicated. It's going to require a very lengthy discussion on our part and right now I'd rather put that time and energy into restoring our marriage. I understand that you're curious, but please try to forget about this for a little while."
"But it's not bad?"
"No, but it is extremely complicated and merits a great deal of discussion. In the end, it could actually turn out to be good."
Kelly shrugged. "Okay, I'll try to forget about it for a little while."
We were both quiet for a moment and then Kelly glanced at me and said, "What do you want to talk about?"
I smiled at her. "Tell me more about the trip to Las Vegas last week. Up in your office you implied that the guy wasn't a very good fuck.
Kelly chuckled. "You're a perv."
I laughed. "Is that a new discovery for you? Remember, while we were in college I was tho one who used to write fantasy stories about your dates with other guys. After you got home from those dates you used to sit on my face and tell me every minute detail about the sex you had while I licked your pussy,"
Kelly grinned at me. "That was fun, wasn't it?"
"Yes it was."
"Okay, the guy in Vegas last week." She thought for a moment. Finally she turned to me. "Actually, I really don't know if he was a good lay. He never fucked me."
"He never fucked you?"
"That wasn't all that uncommon. I gave him a blow job when we met in his hotel room before dinner and I gave him another blow job when we returned to his room after he was finished gambling in the casino. As soon as he came from the second blow job he thanked me and told me I was done for the night. He wanted to go to sleep. I'm pretty sure he had a good time. Some guys were like that. It was my job to give them what they wanted. He mostly wanted to be seen in the casino with a hot blond hanging on his arm."
"I can understand that. What about the guy you met at the Calvert Hotel the other night?"
"He was a nice guy, but he couldn't fuck worth a damn. He was a rammer and jammer."
"A rammer and jammer? You used that phrase earlier, what does it mean?"
"You know, he had no rhythm or style. He just stuck his dick inside me and rammed it in and out as fast and hard as he possibly could. I gave him a blow job and then he fucked me two times. He could get it up all right, but who cares. I mean an occasional burst of hard and fast is fun, but if a guy wants to give a girl a good fuck, he's got to slow down and get into a nice rhythm. He's got try to vary the tempo just a little bit. Fucking is a lot like dancing." She shook her head. "I'll bet he was a terrible dancer. He got off, but I sure didn't."
"The guy you told me about earlier, the guy at Eagle Lake the weekend before last. Did you get off with him?"
Grinning at me, Kelly said, "Oh yes, several times. He was a very nice fuck."
"So it's been over a week and a half since you've been properly laid."
Kelly laughed. "Listen to you, properly laid. It's almost sounds like you want other guys to fuck me."
I stared at Kelly. "I do want other guys to fuck you."
"Why? When we were in college I thought you put up with it so you could stay with me. That's one of the reasons I tried to stop when we got married. I was afraid you might leave me if I kept dating other guys. I didn't want to lose you."
"That may have been partially true when we first started hanging around with each other. I mean it did take me a while to get used to the idea that you were letting other guys fuck you."
I shrugged. "And I really was afraid that if I objected you would have stopped seeing me. Kelly you're so beautiful and you were always surrounded by so many handsome men. I was always worried that you were going to dump me for one of them."
"I didn't dump you because I was head over heels in love with you. Timmy I enjoy being with you. I not only love you, you're my best friend."
"I finally did figure that out." I paused for a moment and then I quietly added. "Although I do have to admit that during the past two months I started to question that belief again."
Kelly sighed. "Timmy I'm..."
"Don't worry, we've moved on from that. I'm no longer worried that you're in love with another man and except for the past several weeks, it's been a long time since I've worried that you might fall in love with anyone else. In fact, that confidence is one of the reasons I can be comfortable knowing you let other men fuck you."
"What do you mean?"
"As I got to know you, I learned that you differentiate between love and sex. When you're with other men you suck their cocks and let them fondle you and fuck you, but you're only doing it for fun. I don't believe you ever make love to them.
Kelly nodded. "You're the only one I make love to."
"I know. By the time we were juniors I was confident that when you let another guy fuck you, it really was just sex." I shrugged. "After I figured that out, I rarely felt jealous anymore."
"You never had to be jealous. We used spend a lot of time taking about that when we first started hanging around together."
"Yes we did, but there were times when I was jealous. It was hard not to be. I was afraid to tell you about it. I was afraid you might decide to stop seeing me."
"I never would have done that. By the end of our sophomore year I was already in love with you."
"And I was in love with you by then too." I smiled at Kelly. "It was my love for you that eventually caused me to not only accept the fact that you were going to have sex with other men, but to actually begin wanting you to do it."
Kelly turned and looked at me. "Now that I really don't understand."
"Keep your eyes on the road."
"Okay." Kelly was chuckling.
I continued. "There are several reasons I want you to date other men. We both know I'm a masochist. I get a thrill from the pain of knowing that other men are enjoying your body. I also enjoy the humiliation of being your cuckold." I smiled at Kelly. "And of course the fact that you date other men while I'm required to remain completely faithful to you is, in my mind, the ultimate demonstration of my total subservience to you."
Glancing at me, Kelly smiled. "That last reason gets me very excited."
"It gets me excited too." I took a deep breath. "All of those reasons are important, but they all pale when compared to the major reason."
"What's the major reason?" Kelly giggled. "I mean all of the ones you just listed seem pretty good to me." She winked at me. "Especially that last one."
"I'm trying to be serious."
"Sorry." Kelly's expression became sober. "What's the most important reason?"
"It's actually quite simple. I love you. I know how much sex means to you and I know how much you enjoy a variety of partners. Because I love you I want you to have that pleasure."
"Timmy I've never said this to you, but I really do love cocks."
I chuckled. "That's not exactly a well kept secret."
Kelly stuck her tongue out a me. "Hush! Now I'm the one who's trying to be serious."
"Sorry."
"What I'm trying to tell you is that I love cocks. I adore them. I think about them all the time. I don't care if they're hard or soft, big or small, circumcised or uncircumcised. I don't care what color they are or how old their owners are. I love them. The first time I ever saw one I knew it was special and I've been crazy about them ever since." She chuckled. "Some women love to raise flowers, others love to cook. I love to play with cocks. Encountering a new cock, a cock that I've never seen or touched before is an indescribable thrill for me. Timmy I can't explain it and from the first moment I discovered this passion I've felt guilty about it, but I can't help it. It's almost like an addiction for me. I love cocks and I want to touch, feel, play with, suck and get fucked by as many of them as I possibly can."
Kelly shook her head, "I called it an addiction, and maybe it is; but is it a harmful addiction? It doesn't hurt me and it doesn't hurt the men I'm with." Suddenly she stopped. After a moment she quietly said, "But I fear that it does hurt the man I love."
Taking a deep breath, Kelly continued. "But I need variety. I crave variety. When I meet a new man everything is an adventure. I revel in the color and texture of his skin, the way he smells, the taste of his cock and the taste of his cum. Some men are dominant in bed, others are submissive. Some of them have firm, well developed muscles, others are soft. Some guys have big cocks, some of them have little cocks. It doesn't matter, all of them are fun."
Kelly glanced at me, "Timmy does that make me a whore?"
"No, not in my mind. It just makes you a woman who has a passion for sex. You're right, it doesn't hurt either you or the men your with." Pausing, I looked at Kelly. "I do think there is one important detail that you have to consider. It doesn't hurt your partners as long as they understand why you're sharing their bed. It's important that all of them understand you're just having fun with them. They need to know that there isn't any chance at all for them to establish a relationship with you."
Kelly nodded. "That's why the job at JTandR was so wonderful. It was purely business and fun. Everyone knew that."
I touched Kelly's knee. "A minute ago you said you fear your appetite for sex hurts the man you love."
Kelly nodded.
"I'm that man. I assure you that as long as I know about what you're doing it doesn't hurt me." I smiled at Kelly. "So it seems to me that as long as everyone knows it's just for fun, it doesn't hurt anyone at all."
Smiling back at me, Kelly said, "I definitely married the right man.
For a moment we rode together in silence. Finally I said, "Kelly there are a couple of questions that I have to ask you. The first one may seem trivial to you, but it's extremely important to me. I expect you will find the second one to be very difficult."
Sighing, Kelly nodded and said, "Yes, I know you're right. We have to do this. Go ahead, I'll tell you anything you want to know."
"Tell me about the weekend of the Superbowl. That was the first time I began to worry that I was losing you. Do you remember that weekend?"
Kelly stared straight ahead. Her hands were gripping the steering wheel so tightly that her knuckles were white. She didn't answer.
I said, "Kelly."
More silence.
I waited. Several seconds passed. I again said, "Kelly."
Finally she answered. Her voice was a barely audible whisper. "Yes, I remember it very well. I don't think I'll ever be able to forget that weekend. Timmy I'm so sorry about what happened."
"It's okay, I'm done being angry with you. I just want you to tell me about it."
"Timmy, I'm not so sure this is a good idea. It might be better if you never hear about some of the things I've done."
"No, if our marriage is going to work, we can't have any secrets. If we do, it won't be long until you start hiding things from me again."
"No! I promise I won't do that."
"Think about it Kelly. It will be perfectly innocent at first. It might be a handsome man who gets you really hot. A guy like Chris Kendricks. You discover you have a little crush on him. It's nothing major, just a passing fancy. You start seeing him once or twice a week, but you decide that it would be better not to tell me about him. It's just a little fling, but you're not sure I'll understand and you don't want me to make me jealous. It's not long before you have to start lying to me to cover up your dates. Once you've started lying the guilt follows and we've both learned that the guilt soon turns into anger."
"Timmy, I'll never have a crush on anyone but you."
"Kelly honey, can you honestly tell me that you didn't have a crush on Chris Kendricks?"
Sighing, Kelly answered, "No I guess I can't, but it was just a little crush and I never stopped loving you."
"It's okay, you're going to have an occasional crush on one of your lovers. I suspect it's inevitable. I'm confident in the strength of our love for each other and I believe the only way one of these crushes can hurt us is if you try to hide it from me. When it happens you need to let me know. You have to tell me all about him. That way we can share your excitement."
"Timmy won't that make you insanely jealous?"
"A little, you'll have to reassure me that you still love me.
"Of course I'll do that, but will that be enough for you?
"Kelly we have to rely on the strength of our love for each other."
"Do you promise you won't leave me if I have an occasional romance with another man?"
"You can rest assured that I"ll never leave you."
Kelly smiled at me. "I promise that no matter what happens, I'll always stay with you. You'll always be the most important man in my life."
"That's all I need."
We both stared at the road in silence. After a moment Kelly said, "Timmy I think there still may be some things that happened while I worked for JTandR that shouldn't be discussed."
"Did you do things you're ashamed about?"
"No, but I'm afraid you might be ashamed of me."
"But you're not ashamed about anything you did?"
"No it was just sex. Sometimes it got a little kinky, that's all."
"Did anyone ever make you do something you didn't want to do?"
"No, everyone was always very considerate of my feelings, but sometimes I did things that might shock some people."
"You mean like your sisters and your mother?"
Kelly laughed. "Yes like my sisters and my mother."
"Did you enjoy being kinky?"
"Yes, very much. It made me feel wicked."
"Then I suspect you're going to want to do some of those things again. Are you going to lie to me when that happens?"
Kelly whispered, "No."
"Don't you think it's better to just get it all out in the open?"
"Do you promise not to hate me?"
I laughed. "Yes Kelly, I promise."
I paused for a moment and then I said, "Kelly I'm pretty open minded about sex. You're my wife and I'm urging you to brazenly date other men. I'm asking you, no begging you to cuckold me. Over the past year I've allowed you to gradually turn me into your personal slave. That's pretty kinky. I think it might shock a whole lot of people."
Kelly took a quick glance at me. "Do you really see yourself as my personal slave? I mean full time, for real."
"Yes, I think I do." My entire body was tingling with excitement.
"Timmy, that makes me so hot. My pussy is dripping wet."
"And my penis is rock hard. Think about this. If I really am your slave, then I actually don't have the right to judge your behavior. You're my superior. You're free to do anything you want. If you like, you can even rub my face in it after you've done it."
Kelly giggled. "Timmy you really are just as kinky as I am."
"That's true. I am just as kinky as you are, so there really isn't any reason that you shouldn't tell me about all the wicked things you did while you worked for JTandR."
"Okay, I'll start with the Superbowl weekend."
Kelly took a moment to think and then she quietly said, "The Wednesday morning before the Superbowl I was in Martin Jackson's office giving him a blow job."
She glanced over at me.