Jim and I had been married about three years when we decided that it was time to live a more respectable lifestyle and start raising a family.
If you have read my earlier stories, you know that up to this point our sex life had been nothing short of steamy and tawdry. Early in our relationship, Jim awakened an exhibitionist streak and submissive side of me that shocked and excited me.
As you may recall, Jim and my story begins during a spring break trip to Florida, when we were students at LSU. You can read the true account of these early events in my story, 'Exposing Cindy - Spring Break'.
But the gist is, on the drive to Pensacola, Jim convinced me to flash my breasts to truck drivers. It was a very naughty and exhilarating experience for this young, naïve, product of an all-girls Catholic high school. During that trip, Jim also convinced me to enter a topless amateur dance contest.
It was during the contest that we met Dave, a very attractive and charming forty-three-year-old man who was sitting at the edge of the stage, wearing a tailor-made business suit.
Dave tipped me generously while I did my first dance set, sliding two twenty dollar bills into the waistband of my g-string while I was topless on stage. When I returned to Jim's table, following my first set, Dave sent over a round of drinks to Jim and me. We invited Dave to join us at our table.
Subsequently, Dave invited us back to his beach front home where we enjoyed margaritas while relaxing in the effervescent warmth of the hot tub on the back deck of his house. The deck overlooked the beach. It was wonderful.
It was that night that Jim shared me for the first time. Dave and Jim took turns making love to me all night long. This trip to Florida clearly changed the trajectory of my relationship with Jim, and placed us into an exciting and, by most people's standards, a bizarre lifestyle.
Over the next few years, Jim exposed and shared me in many situations with several men. I responded to each of these experiences with embarrassment, humiliation - and incredible arousal. I reluctantly submitted to virtually every request Jim made.
Despite my reluctance, I always responded with a sexual arousal. Jim clearly took great pride in my wanton behavior and my ability to have multiple orgasms with strange men. To be honest, my response often amazed me. I understand that many would look at our lifestyle with distain. However, it worked for us. We remained deeply in love, and shared a level of respect, trust and affection that most couples would envy. But we both realized that this was not a sustainable lifestyle if we wanted to raise a family.
So, after several years of living on the wild side, I went off the pill and we became a conventional, monogamous couple and began trying to get pregnant. It took nearly a year for me to conceive. The pregnancy went well and, after nearly two years of behaving myself, I was rewarded with the arrival of my first son. The trade was well worth it. My gorgeous son was well worth abandoning our life of debauchery.
I was in heaven as a first-time mother. I particularly enjoyed breast feeding our son. I quickly regained my figure, lost the bulk of the weight that I had gained during pregnancy and began a rigorous fitness routine to get back into shape.
And I absolutely doted on my son. He became the most important thing in my life. (It is interesting to me, as I write about this experience, that I am reluctant to even reveal my son’s name. My name really is Cindy, my husband’s name really is Jim. But even now, years later, I feel it would be a violation of my son’s privacy to name him in this erotic story. So, you will have to accept him simply as ‘my son.’)
Yes, life was generally good. However, I experienced considerable abdominal pain and discomfort during the months after giving birth. After complaining to our family physician on several occasions, he ordered some tests to see if there was something serious going on in my lower digestive tract. I suspect the doctor ordered these tests merely to appease me, rather than to assess my condition.
Nonetheless, I was told to fast for twelve hours, and show up at a clinic at eight o'clock in the morning.
Jim waited in the ‘waiting room’ and watched our son while I went in for the tests. I had nursed the baby immediately prior to arriving at the clinic to keep my breasts from being too engorged.
I wore a simple blue and white print dress, which was flattering, but not terribly revealing to the clinic. The nurse called my name, and I was placed in a room. I was told to disrobe and don a hospital gown that was open in the back. The nurse explained the technician would be in shortly, and I should lie on the table and try to relax.
Left alone, I removed my dress, sandals, nursing bra and panties, and pulled on the hospital gown, tying it around my neck. The gown was open in the back, revealing my ass and legs. I realized that this was no time for silly modesty and tried not to think about my level of exposure. I sat on the table trying, unsuccessfully, to relax.
After about twenty minutes, a very attractive young black medical technician entered the room with the nurse and introduced himself as Jerome. He was tall, thin, with a nice build. He had an infectious smile which reminded me of Will Smith. The nurse remained silent as Jerome explained that he would be administering a ‘barium enema’ and talking some radiographs to determine if there was any blockage that might be causing my abdominal discomfort.
I had never had an enema and was quite apprehensive about the entire procedure. Jerome showed me the nozzle that would be inserted in my anus. It was about a half an inch thick and had a bulb that would be inflated once inside me to prevent me from involuntarily expelling the nozzle or the barium solution.
Jerome pumped the bulb a few times and I watched in amazement as it grew several inches in diameter. I do not know why, but the very sight of this bulb expanding, knowing that it would soon be expanding in my tight little bottom, slightly aroused me. I watched as Jerome released the pressure and allowed the bulb to deflate. I began to understand the sexual nature of the procedure that I was about to endure.
I sat on the table, wearing nothing but a thin hospital gown that covered little, while I listened intently. I was too nervous and embarrassed to ask any questions. I simply nodded as I tried hard to keep my legs together and not expose too much flesh. I realized that I was squeezing my thighs together - and stimulating my clitoris.
Amazingly, I found this entire absurd situation somewhat stimulating. I realized my nipples had grown erect and were standing out visibly beneath the thin gown. I was concerned that I might actually start lactating right there in front of Jerome and the silent, unnamed nurse.
I also became aware of the pulse in my clitoris as the technician casually spoke to me about the nozzle he was going to insert; how he planned to inflated a ‘balloon’ inside me to prevent me from expelling anything; and the details of the solution he was planning to pump into my rectum.
As I write this story, twenty years after the fact, it dawns on me that part of my arousal was undoubtedly due to the fact that after enjoying a very wild, tawdry and varied sexual lifestyle with Jim for the years we dated and during the first few years of our marriage, our sex life had been very conventional for past two years while we were trying to get me pregnant.
Being essentially naked in front of this 'Will Smith look-a-like' while he described what he was going to do to my bottom was forcing me to have wicked, naughty thoughts.
“Do you have any questions?” Jerome asked.
“Does this hurt?” was all I could think to ask. I felt stupid because I knew it wouldn't hurt but I felt compelled to ask something.
“No. There will be no pain at all. You will feel a fullness that some people find uncomfortable, some people find pleasant and relaxing. If you start feeling very full, and start feeling a strong urge to relieve yourself, try breathing heavily and fast, similar to how you might control contractions during a delivery during pregnancy,” he reassured me.
I watched with interest as Jerome and the nurse hung a large clear plastic container from a hook on a metal stand. The container bulged like an overfilled water balloon.
“We have warmed this up to body temperature so you should not find it too uncomfortable,” he informed me, causally. Jerome's demeanor was completely professional. There was nothing sexual in his manner at all. Nonetheless, I found the situation scary, embarrassing, and yes, sexy.
“That looks like a lot of liquid?” I said with obvious concern.
“It looks scarier than it really is.” Jerome smiled. “It is a two quart solution. We need to get the solution up into your large and small intestine for the radiographs.”
The nurse attached a long translucent tube to the container, and then attached the nozzle. I was instructed to lie on my side. The nurse gave me a pillow for my head and one for between my knees. She then placed a warm blanket over me.
Jerome stepped behind me, and raised the blanket exposing my bottom. Being exposed this way was arousing me, and I feared he would be able to see, or worse yet, smell my arousal. I blushed deeply and closed my eyes.
Jerome put on some latex gloves, placed a large amount of K-Y jelly on his index finger, separated my cheeks and lubricated my anus thoroughly. When the tip of his finger entered my tight anal sphincter, I suppressed my moan and bit my lip. I struggled not to clench his finger with my anus.
I could not believe I was responding this way to a completely innocent medical procedure. He pushed his finger deep inside my tight asshole and gently rotated it in an effort to get me fully lubricated and to relax my anus.
“Try to relax,” Jerome advised.
Without thinking, I responded, “Let me see how well you can relax with my finger up your ass.” I shocked myself with this statement, but it evoked a loud laugh from Jerome and the nurse.
The nurse merely said, “She’s got a point, you know.” They both smiled at the embarrassing situation I was in.
Jerome then removed his finger, leaving me feeling exposed and empty. He then used one hand to spread the cheeks of my ass, while he picked up the nozzle and placed the tip at my anal opening. He applied just enough force to press several inches into me. I felt it slide up my rectum.
He then pumped up the bulb and I felt it inflating inside me. It felt like it was growing to three or four inches in diameter. I did have a sudden urge to push it out, but started breathing heavily in an attempt to relax my natural reactions.
I lay there panting, with a nozzle and an inflated balloon in my ass.
I was fully exposed to the gaze and inspection of this handsome, young, black medical technician and the nurse. I could feel myself becoming increasingly wet and aroused. My clit was erect and pulsing slightly, and I could feel my vagina moistening and dilating.
This was insane. I continued to blush deeply hoping that my state of arousal was not evident to Jerome. I kept my eyes closed; I did not want to look into his eyes fearing my expression would reveal what I was experiencing.
I was still lying on my side, my knees slightly bent with a pillow between them. My bottom was exposed, as was my vagina. I could only imagine the sight I presented with the tube and nozzle running into my cute little ass. I felt so exposed and so vulnerable; and this combination aroused me deeply.
“Okay, I am going to release the solution into you now, " Jerome said. "Just try to relax. You will feel a warm flow into your rectum and abdomen. You will feel some fullness. Okay?”
I just nodded my head, unable to find any words to speak at that moment.
He released the clamp and there was a sudden rush of warm fluid into my bottom. The initial feeling was warm and pleasant. I rather liked it. But, within a minute or two, I felt a powerful fullness and an urge to void this fluid. The balloon was pressing against my anus from the inside and would prevent me from expelling anything.
I tried to accommodate this large volume surging into my bottom, but I simply felt like it was too much. After what seemed like several minutes I started to panic at my fullness.
“Oh, I am getting too full. I can’t take all this,” I panted. My stomach was stretching full.
A moment later, I begged, “Oh, please stop the flow.”
“Relax, breath in and out.” Jerome advised. And he reached under the blanket to gently massage my swollen abdomen, trying to get me to relax. “Breath with me, ‘hee, hee, hee, hoe... hee, hee, hee, hoe’... nice and easy. Relax,” he repeated.
I recognized the breathing approach from my Lamaze training. I tried to mimic his breathing as I felt fuller and fuller. I was losing control of my senses as my abdomen swelled to a size that rivaled my pregnancy. The pressure inside me was unbelievable. Without even thinking, I pulled away from Jerome’s massage of my swollen belly, and I rolled onto my back and pulled the blanket off me.
I lay there, the tube running into my ass, my heels up towards my ass and my knees spread, giving the nurse and Jerome an unobstructed view of my dilated and wet vagina. “Oh God. I can’t take all this. I need to stop,” I pleaded.
“You’ll be okay. Just relax. You just need to adjust to the volume,” Jerome encouraged me.
But I didn't think that could take it. I was too full. I was stretching too much. As I lay on my back, legs splayed open, my pussy gaping open for all to see, my abdomen continued to swell and my vagina continued to open and moisten. I had to stop this intrusion into me bowels; I needed to get some release.
I started to reach down between my thighs to grasp the tube. I was going to yank it out, with or without deflating the bulb in my ass. I was not thinking clearly. I just needed to stop the flow.
Jerome seemed to sense what I was preparing to do and he quickly grasped my wrist, preventing me from grasping the tube. He held my hand inches away from reaching the nozzle but, in doing so, his knuckle fell squarely on my clitoris. I did not think, I did not contemplate what happened next: I simply reacted to an unforeseen and absurd set of circumstances. I found myself moving my wrist so that his knuckle pressed firmly against my erect and sensitive clitoris.
I cannot explain how or why, but the combination of being exposed to this handsome young black medical technician, the nozzle in my ass, the fluid flowing so violently into my rectum and bowels, and Jerome’s knuckle coming in contact with my clitoris shot me over the edge with the most unexpected and profound orgasm of my life.
Involuntarily, I started to cum. I could not help it. It simply just happened.
A series of orgasmic waves literally quaked across my body as I pressed my clitoris against Jerome’s knuckles. My body tensed as I quivered for a good fifteen or twenty seconds, trying to suppress the moans emanating from me.
“Oh, oh, oh," escaped from me as I came and, at the same time, tried to hide what was happening.
As I was cumming, I felt something ‘open up inside of me’ and the fluid seemed to flow up into my upper intestines, relieving much of the pressure that was causing me so much distress. As the waves of my orgasm subsided, and the pressure on my rectum abated, I slowly relaxed my hand and allowed Jerome to move his hand and knuckle from being in contact with my clitoris.
“Cindy, are you okay?” he asked.
I sensed he guessed what had just happened, but he was not one hundred percent certain.
I nodded and sheepishly whispered, “Uh, huh. I just got to feeling too full. I did not think I could take it all.” I kept my eyes closed shut as I spoke. I could not look at him or the nurse. “It seems to be a bit better now.”
I looked up and saw the bag, which had been bulging moments before was now hanging limply, looking like a partially deflated balloon.