"No late nights. No smoking. No drinking. Girls will hold you back. I only want the best for you, Harry.” My mother’s words, and there was more, “You'll be twenty-one when the next Olympics start. We'll have you in perfect condition by then." Yes, she was one of those mother’s who need to control, or direct, any ability their child may have. My ability? Sprinting, and aged 15, I was area champion at 100 metres.
Running had always given me a sense of power, freed my spirit. But after her take over, my mother controlled my athletic ability, and my whole social life. No late nights meant little activity with girls.
My father, a successful businessman, was sympathetic. "Greta, the lad needs a life."
"He'll have a life," my mother replied, "but it will be a successful one."
By the time I was nearing eighteen my experience with girls had been limited to uncertain fumbling and flat, dry kisses. School colleagues boasted about their experiences. Their wishful thinking, I told myself. But how did they know so much?
University after Summer became a hopeful gateway of escape from my mother's oppression. Some High School colleagues saw me as a 'Mummy's boy'. And then my mother magnified that by revealing what would become a life changing arrangement.
One night she announced the booking of a holiday for my eighteenth. Three weeks on a quiet Greek island. Where, she told me gleefully, “You can keep training, and read your study books.”
Summer camps or touring together for my schoolmates. For me? Going away with my parents. Mummy's boy, indeed.
"You're going to love it."
How true her words would be.
The Greek island was tiny. A jewel in an azure sea, the brochure said. For me it was Alcatraz, just over two miles wide at its narrowest point.
One small hotel, a couple of tavernas, and scattered villagers’ cottages. My hotel room was on the ground floor, and my parents were on the first. A quiet island was putting it mildly, most other hotel guests were there for the peace of their twilight years. The white, sandy beach was close to the hotel. “This is where you can run, Harry,” my mother enthused. “A good stretch with the occasional fast burst."
"There's no tide, so it's all soft sand,"
"Soft sand will help strengthen your legs," she said positively.
"What about the heat?" I persisted with my negativity.
"Oh, early morning, of course."
So, the routine began. Next morning, my birthday, wearing only shorts I ran barefooted. Immediately, I felt that old exhilaration, that sense of power. A struggle in soft sand, but returning I splashed through the shallows getting more grip. Finished and coated in sweat, I was happy to plunge into the refreshing balm of the water.
That evening after a surprisingly first-class meal, I joined my parents in the small bar area, cosy with maroon leather furniture. Other people were scattered about the room, and piped music issued over the whole scene.
Drinks were ordered, with an orange juice for me. Excitedly, my mother placed a small package on the table. "Happy birthday, son," she said, rather huskily, just as the piped music changed to 'Happy Birthday'. My mother began to sing, my father and other guests joined in,
I so wanted to be grateful, yet felt I was being treated like a nine-year-old. Opening the package, I found a very presentable gold watch. "It has a stop watch in it." My mother said. I wasn't surprised. But, it was kind of them and I warmly expressed my gratitude.
Moments later, I needed the toilet. There was only one person sitting.at the bar as I passed. A lady with long dark hair down her back, over a sleeveless turquoise dress. Briefly my mind registered her slender curve, waist to hip.
On my return, the lady turned, and dark eyes watched my approach. The low-cut dress gave more than a hint of gently sloping bosom. Her wide mouth smiled as I was about to pass.
"Happy birthday," she said quietly. There was a warmth about her that I couldn't define.
I muttered my thanks, ready to move on, uncertain how to say more.
"You're twenty first?"
I stopped, feeling my face redden, "Eighteenth."
Her eyebrows raised, "Really? You look more mature---and an athlete."
I just stood, wanting to ask how she knew that, but was lost in her stunning beauty.
She laughed, "I saw you this morning. Very impressive."
She saw me? How could she do that? I’d had the beach to myself. More importantly, why should she need to comment? My mind whirled. Those eyes, her hair, that clinging gown, I was breathless.
"Might I buy you a drink---to mark your birthday."
I glanced towards the booth where my mother watched, her eyes narrowed, " I don't---can't--"
She followed my glance and said simply, "Oh, I see. Well, have a good night."
Totally abashed by my sense of inadequacy, I returned to our table.
"What was that woman saying to you?"
"Just happy birthday."
"Watch yourself with women like that."
Next morning, I was running, with the sun, already warm, on my back. r. On my return run, I really turned it on along the water's edge. Breathing heavily, I eased back where shrubs grew closer to the sea. There wasn't another soul in view.
"Very impressive," the gentle call, followed by hand clapping startled me. I looked towards the shrubs, and immediately saw her, almost hidden, seated in a gap between two bougainvillea. The dark hair tied back, the open smiling face, and, my heart skipped at the illusion, only bare skin visible, as she sat on a blanket with her arms wrapped around her knees.
I hesitated, fearing the embarrassment of her being naked. She laughed and called, "Have you been warned off me?"
She leaned back, to reveal that she was wearing a brief blue bikini, and her words told me that she knew I was dominated by my mother.
The thought filled me with determination to crush such conclusions. I moved towards her, intending to look cool, but the softer sand made my approach more of a clumsy stagger.
"Hello," I said, seeking sensible words to say. "Up ahead of the sun?"
"Early sun is safer."
She looked up at me appraisingly, her eyes moving slowly from my knees up to my face.
I stared at her tanned skin, the smooth curve of her shoulders, the subtle rise of her breasts before they disappeared, just, into the bikini top. The enticing cleft between them held my eyes for a second or two.
"Good body," she murmured, her head nodding.
Sure is, was on my lips before I realised she was talking about me.
"Very athletic," she went on. Then, her brown eyes taking on a mischievous gleam, she added, "Like what you see?"
Flip, confident answers flooded into my head. But they weren't my answers. I could only stand there, face burning, words failing to form on my lips, my head nodding inanely.
Her face showed a measure of understanding as she rose to her knees and moved across the blanket. "Not very comfortable with the opposite sex, are you? No girl friends?"
Boasting lies were anxious to be told, but I knew they were pointless. I just shook my head.
"Come on," she said kindly, "you look so uncomfortable standing there. Is that the effect I have on you? Sit down here beside me."
Worriedly, I looked back along the beach, half expecting to see my mother in full battle cry coming towards us. The beach was empty.
As I sank hesitantly to my knees she asked, "You’re with your parents?"
"Afraid so," I said fervently, glad to find my voice.
"How long are you staying?"
I told her, at which she gave a little nod before asking, "You didn't answer my earlier question. Were you warned off me?"
I took a deep breath, "I've been warned off all females." Not strictly true, but near enough.
"Why, for goodness sake?"
I looked into her open, sympathetic face, and, like a released dam, I was suddenly pouring out the whole background to my restricted situation, ending with the promise of university.
She pursed her full lips and looked deep in thought before saying, "An Olympic prospect? A laudable goal---but such a barrier on your life."
I shrugged and stared out over the clear turquoise sea, searching for words. A ferry boat approached. "Are you on holiday?" I asked.
"Yes and no." She was leaning back taking the weight on her elbows, a pose that showed off the perfection of her body. I tried to keep my eyes focussed on her face. How old would she be? Although I wasn't good at that sort of guessing, I reckoned late twenties to early thirties.
She explained that she had an apartment on nearby Aegina nodding out across the water. “I keep a room in the Rivera taverna here to avoid the crowds.”
I glanced at my watch, and started to rise, "I'd better be getting back."
"A pity," she said with a friendly smile. "See you tomorrow perhaps."
"Yes," I said, and added bravely, "I'll look forward to it."
She laughed, and I gave her a wave as a hurried away.
Next morning, my heart sank as I ran past the two bougainvillea. The gap was empty. She had lingered in my mind all night. I ran hard to cover my disappointment. Exhausted, I was glad to make my way back at a slow jog.
What was I expecting here? She was out of my age range and obviously fairly well off. Yet she had shown a willingness to talk. And that was something new in my experience.
Approaching the gap in the shrubs, I held my breath, and then released it in a relieved sigh. There she was, sitting in the same arms-around-knees pose as yesterday, and now she waved cheerily. I swerved up the beach.
Reaching her, I blurted out, "I thought you weren't here."
Her eyes held mine, "Would it have mattered?"
I felt the blood rush into my face and I looked out to the sea.
"You know I don't even know your name."
“It’s Harry.”
"Well, Harry. I'm Laura. Pleased to meet you." And with a little chuckle she held out her hand. She shuffled across the blanket. "Come on. Sit down, you look like you've overdone it.".
As I settled beside her, she asked, "How was your day yesterday?"
"I just walked the village. Saw your taverna"
"Were you looking for me?" her voice took on a teasing tone.
"No, no, it was just chance." But I had hoped to see her. "Then I did some reading."
“A pretty boring day?"
"That sums it up."
She sat up straight and looked at me directly, "Harry, have you seen much of the island?"
"Just around here."
"Well, this afternoon I’m walking across to the north shore. Care to join me? A two-mile walk, testing in the heat but pines give shade”
To walk with her. The very thought quickened my heartbeat, but it became faster at her next request.
Reaching behind her, she produced a lotion bottle, "Before you go would you rub a little cream onto my back." Her eyes studied the expression on my face. "Please. I did my front yesterday---the sun can kiss my back today.
Her eyes held mine, "Is that all right?" She handed me the bottle and turned to lie on her stomach, legs slightly spread. ‘Wonderfully proportioned thighs,’ my turbulent mind told me.
"Not too thick," she said, and reached behind her. "Oh, just a minute.” My hand trembled as she undid her bikini top. "No strap marks."
Lips gone dry, I opened the bottle and poured a little cream onto my hand. Tentatively I leaned over her and stroked at an area just below her shoulders, letting my circling hand flow over the top curve.
She had flinched at the initial chill, but now she said, "Oh, nice touch, Harry. So gentle."
The smoothness of her skin under my fingertips sent fiery tingles coursing through my body. My hand moving down in diminishing circles, she gave a little shiver. Of pleasure? I hoped so.
The fire had reached my groin and pressure mounted inside my shorts.
My fingers passed along the top edge of her bikini bottoms, and I felt, the slight indentation of her cleft. How could that be so erotic? Added pressure in my groin.
From her position she said, rather huskily, "That was so good of you, Harry. Just one more request. Could you fasten up my top for me?”
This was an added intimacy. Would I make an idiot of myself? I was relieved to find a simple hooking system, which, even my madly trembling hands could manage.
She rolled over, sat up and handed me a small towel, "Thanks for that. It wasn't too bad, was it?"
We made clear arrangements about meeting, before she said, "Wear something you can swim in---we can cool off across there."
She gave a quick glance at my shorts, gave a little smile as I turned away and she said, "Better walk back fairly slowly."
Feeling like the most callow of youths, I did walk slowly over the sand. But, at least, a pleasant afternoon beckoned, and I’d try to be more mature than I’d been so far.
My mother asked how I would spend my afternoon, I told her I would be walking in the pines. If I'd added, 'with a sensuous woman,' she might have had a heart attack.
As arranged, at one twenty-five, I was waiting at the side of the chapel, my eyes fixed on the lane below. Within minutes, Laura appeared in the lane her tanned thighs emphasised by white shorts and a thin white blouse hung open revealing a green bikini top.
Her smile of greeting rivalled the sun which only heated me outside. Her smile beamed its way right through me. She expressed her thanks as I, boldly, offered to carry her small canvas bag.
Very soon we were walking side by side along a well-trodden route through the pines. It was so hot in the glare of the sun. Fortunately, the path bent to allow a level of shade, which was more comfortable.
As we walked Laura told me more about herself. How she'd been a journalist who'd married at twenty-three, to a property developer, fourteen years her senior. He had died six years earlier. Unsure how to react to the haunted look that crossed her face, I could only say, "I'm sorry." The place on Aegina was only part of the inheritance he had left her. I thought she’d looked well-off.
"It's good to have a little companionship now." Momentarily, her face looked so vulnerable that I had a wild urge to kiss her. Such an urge surprised me. I should just be content with the positivity of her presence.
Before long, Laura said, "We're just over halfway there. Time for a rest and some water."
We found a mound covered in pine needles in the shade. Laura produced a large plastic bottle from the bag. She unscrewed the top and handed the bottle to me.
"No, you first." I told her
"Oh, a gentleman, too," she said admiringly, touching my arm. She drank a few good hearty gulps, I watched the stretch and pulsing of her elegant throat. After I had my refreshing drink, Laura stowed the bottle away before turning to me, her eyes shining in the shadowed light. "You know what I like about you, Harry?"
The question took me by surprise. My own thoughts had been dwelling on how cosy it was to be alone among the pines with this lovely lady. But all I could do was blush and shake my head at the question.
"Exactly that," she went on, "That shyness. Your uncertainty with the opposite sex. Many men I've met, act as though they’re doing me a great favour."
She reached out a slender hand and touched my chest, "But too much shyness can become an impediment. So, to help you along would you care to kiss an older woman."
Her words were stunning, her hand on my chest was an electrode. I didn't have to think. Couldn't think. I simply leaned forward to meet her offered lips.
That moment. Like breaking through ice into warmer climes. But the intensity increased as the tip of her tongue teased along my closed lips. Resistance had no place in my mind at that moment. Blood pounded in my head as I was amazed to find, within seconds, my lips parted, and her tongue went on a search for mine.
Instinct? I don't know but, within seconds, our two tongues were entwined like playful puppies. The tingling in my cheeks seemed to spread like a fireball. My arms went around her, and my hands caressed the bare perspiring skin under her blouse. There was a strong desire for my hands to wander where they might, but I just managed to resist that. My uncertain brain pondered the risk.
Laura's hand had moved from my chest down to my belly. Any further and she would encounter my pounding, erect cock, which already felt set to discharge. Fearing what might happen then, in my weakened state, I broke our embrace.
Laura studied my face. Her eyes had a clouded look, but her head nodded her understanding. "I think you're right," she said. [JR1] “May I tell you that I found that very pleasant---no---exciting."
I was still trying to control my hammering heart, finding the words I wanted to say, “It was --you were---". The trite word 'super' was my intention but what came out was, "---a good teacher."
"Would you like me to extend your education?" Her eyes never left my face as I played with the idea of her intoxicating offer. Did she mean---everything?
"Am I not too young for the likes of you?" I asked.
"I wouldn't have offered if I thought that." she said and climbed to her feet.
"You wouldn’t mind?" I said, standing up alongside her. "I'm such a---"
"Harry, stop belittling yourself. Anyway, we need to move. Come on, let's walk."
It didn't to take long to reach the pebbly beach. We were so hot that we plunged into the refreshing coolness of the sea, where we splashed, laughed and I watched her elegant front crawl.
At one point she dived beneath the surface, her black hair streaming out behind her. I could see her clearly coming at me like some beautiful sea mermaid. Her hands slid up my waist as she came up against me, laughing and spluttering. "Close is good," she chuckled, as we stood there, toe-to-toe, her breasts pressed against my chest. Another moment for me to savour.
Walking back, she told me, “I’m crossing to Aegina tomorrow.” Seeing the disappointment on my face, she added, "Could you come across?"
"I would like to try." I had severe doubts.
“If so, catch the ten thirty ferry and I will meet you.”.
How could I be this lucky? But, how much of a fool might I make of myself? Her kiss filled me with troubling impulses. How to direct those impulses without being a complete geek?
I glibly informed my parents about my day---expurgated version. But mother had another bombshell, “I thought tomorrow we could spend a day in Athens."
My insides sagged. But mother, I've got a chance to lose my virginity. Not quite what I said.
That night, thinking only Laura, I lay awake for ages.
Morning came, but when I returned from my run, my father met me in the foyer. I struggled to remain straight faced, as he told me the trip was off because my mother had a stomach upset. The doctor had been called.
I was, genuinely sorry for my mother, but elation was lifting my spirits on high. I gave her a quick courteous visit in her room just to console her. Then I raced downstairs to tell my father that I fancied a ferry trip to Aegina.
My father only paused for a second, "I don't see why not. I'll stay near your mother though."
My luck changed, I quickly showered, put on my best briefs, belted shorts, a cotton shirt, and I was on the ferry by ten twenty-five.
As Aegina loomed green, dotted with white villas, doubts set in again. The main one---would she be there? But she was the first person I saw as I stepped ashore. I’d never encountered love before, but just what else other than the sight of her, could have sent the warm glow flooding through me. Her night black hair loosely framed her smiling face, her curves were emphasised in a pure white blouse with blue shorts. Stunning.
Laura held out both hands to me and clasped mine fervently. "I'm so relieved you could make it."
An old dark green Austin 8 was parked nearby. "Good enough to gad about the island," she said
As I climbed into the passenger seat, she asked, "Which do you want to see first? The island or my place."
I didn't know how to answer that one, "Whichever you think best."
"My place is close" she said emphatically.
Within minutes she turned right onto a wide forecourt in front of a three-storey building with a line of balconies on each level.
"Here we are," she said, as she parked, jumped out, and led me to a large glass door, where she turned a key and we were in a tidy foyer with a staircase and lift cage to the left.
Within minutes, after a very slow lift ride we entered her third-floor apartment, which was mercifully cool. A large living area decorated and furnished in chrome and pastel blues. Very impressive. In one corner stood a white desk with a portable typewriter on it. There were three other doors.
The double glass doors ahead of us really took my eye. Beyond it was a wide balcony area and the doors were open. I allowed Laura to lead me out to savour the view across a turquoise sea.
She quickly produced two iced teas from the kitchen. To be seated there drinking the cooling tea, while drinking in the vision of Laura, had me agog.
"You like my place?" she asked keenly. I told her, and once again, I couldn't believe this was happening to me. Laura at home, seemed so light-hearted, almost girlish. To me at that moment--- she was ageless.
"And now?" Her voice broke into my thoughts. She stood up and came around the table. "A brief kiss?" she suggested.
Shaking, I was eagerly moving into her arms and we kissed, tenderly at first, but more ravenously as our tongues entwined. Pressing herself against me, her hips teased my rising erection. I was in adolescent heaven
Suddenly she pulled away, "Better if we shower. You agree?”.
She smiled and snuggled against me, “At this early stage, we'll do it separately. That first door is the general bathroom. I have an en-suite in my bedroom."
She opened the bathroom door to reveal an elegantly tiled bathroom with a large shower cubicle. Laura pointed out towels, and a towel robe to wear when I was ready.
A towel robe? My mind began to bubble with expectation. I'd be naked underneath. I'd never been naked with any female. Breathing became a problem once again.
She gave me a quick kiss and whispered, "Don't cool off too much."
Showering was a joy, but my thoughts continued to run wild. Now it begins. It was going to happen. It was near. I had to prove myself, hadn't I? Had to be strong.
I dried myself before donning the robe and walking slowly to her bedroom door my mind filled up with the anticipations and fears of what lay ahead. What would her naked body be like? Where to touch? She was teacher, wasn’t she?
I knew my erection was already pressing as I knocked lightly on the door.
"Oh, just come in," she called. "Don't stand on ceremony"
Laura was sitting on a pink covered bed, dressed in an identical robe. She stood up as I entered and held out her arms. I moved quickly into a passionate kiss. The sweet aroma of jasmine filled my head. Even through the robes she must have been aware of my erection. My scrotum felt set to explode. God, I couldn't let that happen.
Even as that thought arose she moved back and smiled lasciviously, "One step at a time." And instantly shrugged out of her robe. I gulped. Her naked body, I could view every inch of skin. Smooth shoulders, breasts, small but temptingly rounded and dark tipped, and subtle curve from waist to hip. Then there was that dark, dark triangle---the mystery point.
"You like what you see?" she asked. Oh, that was such a sexy huskiness in her voice.
Despite my heart drumming in my chest, I had a suitable answer to that, and the words burst out before I lost them, "You're absolutely stunning, amazing---Oh, God, breath-taking."
She smiled and stepped towards me, "Good. Kind words can be as important as touch. Never forget that." Even as she spoke she reached out and pulled the cord holding my robe. Before I could react, she had reached up to my shoulders and pushed the robe off completely.
Crouching forward in involuntary nervous reaction, I felt my cheek tingle as she touched it. "No embarrassment. Best to get you over that hump quickly." She drew close and her bare belly pressed to mine as we kissed. Her tongue joined wetly with mine, and all the stimulation I'd felt during our first kiss returned, only now my pulsating cock was rubbing across her belly as she swayed against me. My tension increased.
Laura broke away, and smoky eyes stared into mine. "You're all tense and overexcited. All pressure that I've invoked in you-----The bed." She guided me so that we were seated and very quickly, lying on the silken cover, side by side.
"This may seem rushed---but you need this. I want you inside me straight away. No lead-ins. I'm moist enough---and God knows you're hard enough. Refinement can come later. Feel between my legs."
What? Touch her there. So soon? I hadn't even touched her breasts. My hand trembled as I moved it across her thigh, but she quickly grabbed it and placed it into hot, hairy moistness. I just didn't know what to do, but she immediately took my hand away, "That's what you aim for with a woman. Know she's good and moist---and ready."
Without even doing anything else, I was panting, my heart was hammering, and my scrotum seemed to swell. Laura parted her thighs further, "Right, Harry. Lie yourself between my legs." She sounded a little short of breath herself.
Clumsily, I did as I was told, my whole lower body making me worried about moving too fast. So close now. I was going to do it. What I had dreamed about.
Then as I was about to lower myself, Laura reached down and placed her hand around my erection and pulled it gently to guide it into her centre. But her fingers made subtle fluttering motions even while she directed it. One move too many for my body in its hypersensitive state. Like moving the support from some fragile dam, my straining scrotum released its load. A flood roared through my cock, and before Laura could guide me to her nest, I was spurting, spurting and spurting.
I groaned with the relief, with the disappointment, with the shame of it. I heard Laura murmur, "Oh, dear."
I slumped to her side, wanting to bury my head in the covers, but couldn't avoid seeing the great globule of my cream stark on her black triangle. Strings of it scarred her inside thighs and across her belly.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry." There seemed nothing else to say.
Laura sat up, viewed her soiled body, and placed a comforting hand on my shoulder, "Don't be. It was my fault. I knew your first time needed to be handled gently. I rushed you. Not quickly enough."
She was being so understanding, but my mind wouldn't settle. The very scenario I’d feared. All so appealing, naked on a bed alongside a naked Laura. Yet here I was shrunken and sick with myself.
Laura hauled herself off the bed, "I'll need to get myself cleaned up. And please remember---major rule--never over anticipate sexual contact. Rule two--don't dwell on failure."
I watched her elegant figure as she glided to the en-suite. Enraptured by it yet sickened that I had soiled that lovely body. At the door she turned back and gave me a wink, "Here endeth the first lesson."
I lay wrapped in my own dead misery, occasionally glaring at my traitorous limp cock. Would there be a second lesson? Would she be willing to have me back for it?
When she returned, in a silken floral robe, carelessly tied, revealing a length of thigh with every step. So erotic. But did I deserve that?
"Oh, you look so glum," she said, coming and ruffling her fingers through my hair. "Harry, go and get yourself another shower. Wash away those blues. We'll have some fruit when you come back."