Rachel turned onto 10th Avenue and drove straight to Belmar’s Boardwalk. At the end she turned left and we began to look for a parking spot.
She found a spot on 6th Avenue, next to Ferruggiaro Park, and parked her car. We got out, grabbed our bags and walked to the beach.
An hour before I was still at home. I kissed my wife goodbye, jumped in my car and drove to the carpool spot at the beginning of Taylorsville, next to I-95. Rachel would pick me up there around 9 AM as we agreed upon a couple of days prior.
“Wanna sit here?” I asked her when we walked on the sand. It was 10.15 AM and already eighty-five degrees. It surprised me that the beach was practically empty. Then again, it was a Wednesday, and I figured that not many people were blessed enough to have the day off.
Rachel stopped and looked around. “Nah,” she shook, “Let’s go there.” She pointed to a spot close to the park, and away from the boardwalk. I shrugged and followed Rachel.
Rachel is a colleague; in fact, she is my shift manager. She is twenty-nine years old and quite a character. She trained me when I started to work at the office and I liked her from the moment I saw her.
Rachel is skinny—way too skinny, to be honest, and a couple of extra pounds wouldn't hurt her. Her bottom is… well… it’s not there; completely flat and shapeless. Her breasts are small and most days you can’t even see that she has breasts, but she has a beautiful face.
We stopped at the spot she pointed too, and looked around. “This will do.” She nodded and spread out her towel. I did the same and we began to take our clothes off. For me it was simple—I kicked off my flip-flops, pulled my shirt over my head, and laid myself down on my towel to watch Rachel.
She began to undress herself. First she took off her tank top, and then she opened the button from her cut-off jeans, pulled the zipper down and stepped out of it. She wore a white bikini with soft blue and pink stripes, and I must admit that she looked pretty hot.
She folded her clothes and put them in her bag. She laid herself down on her back, closed her eyes behind her shades, and began to sunbathe. “Ah,” she sighed deeply, “This feels good.”
I smiled and turned myself on one side so that I could watch her. My eyes wandered over her body. Like I said, she is skinny. In fact, the only really attractive thing about Rachel is her face. I know that sounds really bad, but I tell it as I see it.
Rachel has an oval shaped face. Right in the middle is her little nose. Elegant, fragile and with the tip pointing slightly up. Her eyes are big and of a mysterious brown-grey color. Her eyebrows arch perfectly around them, but the most amazing thing are her eyelashes. They always remind me of little suns that surround her eyes. Her smile is big, and it seems that her whole face is smiling, making her look cute, adorable and damn sexy.
My eyes move on, and I move them from her face to her breasts. Normally it is hard to tell how big they are, and I guess it has to do with the fluffy blouses she wears. Now they are clearly visible. Her bikini bra bulges out a bit. Not much, but enough to get my attention.
I lower my eyes a bit further. Her skin is pale but is beginning to get a tan. From her belly button I trace my eyes to her bikini bottom. I stare at it, and try to imagine how she looks underneath it while my mind wanders off.
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“What do you think of my hair?” Rachel asked last week. We had snuck out of the office for a cigarette. It was pouring rain the whole day and we were standing under the extended roof of the entrance.
“I went to the hairdresser yesterday,” she smiled when she saw my frowned look. “I took off 5 inches and got it highlighted.”
“Wow, 5 inches? No way.” Her hair still reached her shoulders, and now that she mentioned it, I could see the bright color that weaved through her brown hair. “You look awesome,” I smiled.
“Thanks; I am even getting a tan.” She stretched out her arm to show me. “See!”
I held my arm next to hers and saw the difference. “Nice. I guess we can see the difference between a boss and someone who has to work,” I laughed.
Our work relation was cool, and we joked around a lot. Sometimes she would ask what I was doing and if I was too busy to help her with something. “Just sitting here doing absolutely nothing,” I would reply. “I’m getting paid for the hours that I am here, not for the hours that I work.” It was kinda our thing to fool around like that.
“Nah,” she shook her head, “You look okay… for a working slave.” She laughed out loud. “I realized I hadn't been to the beach at all, so I decided to go every day I have off.”
“You go alone?” I asked. “I can’t remember if Jack was off this week.” Jack was her boyfriend, and the general manager. I am not sure how long they had been together, but it must have been a long time. When I started at the office, three years ago, they were already a couple.
“Yeah, I go alone,” she smiled. “Jack is surprised as well that I go by myself.”
I shook my head—typical Rachel. In the beginning I said that she was quite a character, and it is hard to use one word that describes her. Chaotic? Hyper? Bipolar? I don’t know.
What I did learn in the three years that I worked there was that the relationship she had with Jack was a strange one. Jack was so not her type. Jack was serious; Jack was insecure; Jack was a walkover, and I guess that made him an easy target for her.
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“You’re not tanning?” Rachel asked. My eyes flashed away from her bikini bottom.
“I am,” I smiled, “Tanning the right side of my body.”
Rachel chuckled and turned around. “Maybe we should take a dive soon,” she said before she stretched herself out on her belly.
“Uh huh,” I mumbled as I began to stare at her ass, that turned out to be a nicely round shaped one, though still pretty flat.
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One time, and it must have been at least a year ago, she told me that she had a boyfriend before jack. I can’t remember why we began to talk about this, but she said that she was even engaged. She was totally in love and they had set a wedding date. Rachel was the happiest woman in the world.
Then the guy took off and broke her heart. Rachel told me that this would never ever happen again, and that explained to me why she picked Jack.
The way I see it is this: Rachel is way out his league, so he feels blessed to have a woman that is that beautiful and hot. He provides her with everything she wants, to keep her happy, and Rachel knows she has a “safe” boyfriend that isn’t able to break her heart again. After all, if there is no real love involved, then a heart can’t be broken.
It sounds cold and calculated, but, in a way, I understood her reasoning. Not that I agree, but I understood why she did what she did.
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“Let’s go now,” I said and jumped up. Seeing Rachel in her bikini next to me, the sun burning on our naked skin, and the strange excitement of knowing that I did something that I wasn’t supposed to do, was too much for me. I needed to do something.
Rachel lifted her head from her towel and smiled. “So, you wanna get wet, huh?”
I grinned, nodded and started to run to the ocean. Rachel got up and followed me. We ran into the water while we cheered. I dove directly into the water, hoping it would cool me off and set my mind straight again. We stayed in the water for maybe fifteen minutes. Floating around, playing around and having ourselves wash onto the shore by the waves. We played like little kids. We kicked with our feet to splash water, we dove into the waves and of course we tried to push each other under water. At one point Rachel tried to run away. I grabbed her waist, wrapped my arms around her legs and picked her up.
“You’re not the boss today.” I laughed and carried her further into the ocean. “You’re going down.”
“Oh,” she sighed, “A man that takes control; I love it.”
I was glad that half my body was in the water. Having Rachel in my arms was unleashing some really inappropriate feelings. She had wrapped one arm around my neck as I carried her wet body, but at the same time she was wiggling to get out of my grip. I had to hold her closer to me. She wiggled through my arms, which made my hands go all over the place.
I felt her bikini top sliding through my hands. My fingers touched the side of her body, feeling the curves from her breasts. Her wet buttocks pressed on my other hand and I could feel the shape and softness.
Finally I dumped her in a big wave and dove into it myself. We swam towards each other and Rachel grabbed my ankle underwater. I laughed and shook my head, “You really think that you can pick me up, and throw me around?”
But Rachel’s hand didn’t stop. Her hand crawled upwards along the inside of my leg. We stood face to face, and were swayed slowly up and down by the waves. Her hand moved higher, until she reached my shorts.
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“Why don’t you come with me?” she asked. We just lit a second cigarette and stared at the rain pouring down.
“Come with you?”
“Yeah, why not?” she smiled.
I chuckled. I could easily mention a thousand reasons why I shouldn't. On the other hand, I could also mention a thousand reasons why I should.
I shrugged. “Dunno,” I mumbled.
“You are off on Tuesdays and Wednesdays, right?”
I nodded, we happen to have the same days off. I looked at her and was surprised that I was considering her offer. My brain went into full speed and I quickly began to list the pros and cons of this idea.
I am married. Happily married for five years now, except for one minor detail. My wife is a lot older than me—sixteen years to be precise. Age was never an issue for me, but over the last few years she had become less and less interested in having sex. My wife is fifty six and already went through her menopause, which seemed to have killed her libido completely. In the beginning we were steaming. We had sex multiple times a day, and it seemed that we couldn't get enough of it. Though sometimes I got this awkward feeling that my wife was pretending to have a huge libido.
I just turned forty, and it feels that my sex drive is only going up. I’m not sure if it is a natural thing or if it is caused by my lack of having sex?
I love my wife; I really do. Let’s make that absolutely clear. But I am a strange guy. I don’t know how it is with other guys, or girls, but for some reason I categorize women as soon as I meet them. Must be an evolutionary thing, or maybe I am just a cold, heartless, sex-obsessed person. I don’t know.
I put woman in two categories: Yes, I would fuck her, and Nope, forget about it. I was a bachelor until I met my wife, and I know it sounds really bad but this is how I looked at women. I was not doing this on purpose, or even to actually have sex with the “Yes, I would fuck her” ones, but it just happens automatically.
As soon as I met Rachel, I knew she was a “Yes, I would fuck her” woman. It doesn't mean I was trying to get inside her pants, or that I made advances or anything. It only means that I could see myself having sex with her. I wasn't thinking about cheating on my wife, or considering starting a relationship with Rachel. Rachel was not the type that I would want as a girlfriend. She was too frantic, too hyper and too self-obsessed.