I opened my eyes to see a tanned, muscular arm around me. I looked over my shoulder to see JJ’s gorgeous face on the pillow behind me. We were both on our sides spooning. His eyes were closed and he was soundly sleeping. Oh no. What had I done?
Then, the tequila fog started to clear. Dancing, drinking, and JJ entered my mind. Okay, calm down. Trying to stop the panic, I wracked my brain to recall the details of the night before. The last thing I remembered was leaving the club with JJ and catching an Uber to my house. Tequila was not my friend and JJ was helping me get into the car.
He was my longtime friend since high school. We were in our twenties now, having graduated from college a few years ago. Secretly, I crushed on him since I first saw his magnificent smile. But, we had never been more than friends. I jealously watched a string of beautiful girls come and go from his life. He was currently single, but probably not for long. I was not the type he usually went after, so I had never made my attraction known to him.
God, it felt good to have his arm around me. I was in my tank top I had worn to the club, but no panties. What the hell happened to my panties? Then, I spied them on the floor a few feet from my bed, along with my jeans. And I couldn’t help but nestle back against him … and I found him naked. Oh boy. As I arched my back against him, his arm tightened around me and a sexy moan escaped his lips. I froze. What would he think when he woke up and found us like this? I can’t even remember how we ended up like this. I was pretty sure we had not had sex. It didn’t feel like it anyway. That pesky voice inside my head told me I should slip out of bed, but I chose to ignore it. Go away, pesky conscience. Let me enjoy this!
Clinging to his arm, I drew him in closer. His breath indicated he was stirring a little but I didn’t dare look. His warm breath tickled my neck. Then, I felt it … something hard pushing against my ass. Longing took over and I pushed back against his hardness. His arm slid down to my breast and stroked my hard nipple through my thin top. This time the moan came from me.
Something hard was knocking at my door. Should I let him in?
I wanted to just open my legs and see what would happen. But, this would change everything between us. I didn’t want to lose him as my friend. But, maybe this could be the beginning of something more? I couldn’t look back at him ... I just couldn’t. Were his eyes open? Surely, he was conscious of this?