I look at you and say, "I love you, Daddy."
You look at me with the look I know so well. I immediately get off of you. I kneel down, looking at the ground.
Sensing you are around me, I stay stock still, not moving a muscle. I hear you get up, moving around the room. I hear cabinets opening and closing and dresser drawers. Hearing you come closer to me, feeling you right next to me.
"You are so beautiful," I hear. You are walking around me, repeating "Just beautiful." You touch my head, telling me, "Lift your head."
I lift my head, looking forward, never looking at you. You tell me to stop at a certain point. I stop, never looking at you. I feel you put something on my head. You are pushing it into place over my eyes, asking, "Can you see anything?"
I answer you by simply telling you, "No Daddy."
I feel your hands traveling down my arms, down to my hands. You firmly grab my hands, telling me to stand up. I do as you ask. I'm getting up slowly with your help.
When I am standing upright, I feel you place a soft kiss on my lips. You say, "You are so beautiful."
I feel you start to walk me back to the wall. When I feel the wall behind me, you bring my hands up in the air. I feel leather cuffs being wrapped around my wrists. Feeling the anticipation of what is to come, my body trembles as I become wet with need.
You step back, telling me that I am the most beautiful thing you have ever seen.
I feel strands of leather running on my arms and the rest of my body, feeling the sensation stop, I feel the first stings of the leather on my right hip.