There is a sad fact of life that some men discover as they age into their late forties and fifties; some of the wives, who had been good and accommodating lovers from before marriage and until their late forties, lose interest in having sex. Sometimes this is caused by hormonal changes resulting from menopause, or it could be that they have simply tired of the ritual and no longer enjoy it. Some men just accept those changes, while others either seek out other women or men for relief and/or turn to porn for at least some sexual enjoyment.
I found myself in a similar situation at the time I turned forty-eight years old when my wife, Kendra, was forty-seven. In my case, I started going to porn sites and began viewing photos and short video clips of heterosexual sex, before discovering the cuckold genre. That’s when I started enjoying the stories on those sites, because it was easy for me to identify with the cuckold characters. I have a small, four-inch dick, and became immersed in the stories, almost as if it was my wife fucking other men. And the strange thing is that in those fantasies, I started to envision myself sucking the cum of other men from my wife’s pussy and even sucking her lovers’ cocks.
It was tempting to look for other women who might be receptive, but I thought that entering a relationship with a middle-aged woman could be a risky endeavor since I didn’t want my marriage to end badly. I still loved Kendra, and I was just looking for sexual relief in the safest way possible.
I’m a well-educated and perceptive guy, and I began to realize that my identification with the cuckold characters in those stories was exposing some bisexual or even homosexual propensities in my character, that I never knew about previously. Maybe that was because of my small dick, but I was deriving great sensual pleasure in reading those stories, and imagining myself as a submissive, cock sucking husband, who gets off on sucking those larger cocks that are described so well that I could almost taste them.
All of the submissive feelings I was having made me want to find a man to suck, but I didn’t know where to begin. I knew that I didn’t have any attraction to men, per se, and didn’t want to be romantically involved with them, and didn’t even care how they looked. To me, it was just about the sexual relief I thought I could get by providing oral service to other men. I know that sounds counterintuitive, but I was seeking the emotional pleasure of sucking other men. I knew that I didn’t want the other men to reciprocate because I ejaculate way too quickly when I’m aroused, and then lose interest. I call that the post-orgasm blues, and I think it happens to some men due to changing hormone levels after orgasm.
My name is Ed, and I was in a quandary as to how I was going to find a man who would let me suck his cock. You would think that would be easy, but I found out later that it is harder than you think if you want a controlled and safe situation. I work in sales for a major payment processing company in Omaha and travel a lot, so I don’t have many close acquaintances from work to consider. I also don’t have any close friends or neighbors who had ever exhibited any interest in having sex with other men.
After thinking more about it, I realized that if I was willing to have sex with a stranger, I could use my frequent travel as an opportunity to find men when I'm out of town. I learned in the chat rooms on some of the cuckold sites that men sometimes use websites such as Craigslist to contact other men for sex.
I started looking at the Craigslist postings every time I had the opportunity and realized that it was mostly younger men who were active on the site and looking for hookups with other young men. And many of them seemed to be more gay than bisexual, and looking for romance, hugging, and kissing in addition to anal sex. Most of them were also interested in providing reciprocation, which I didn’t want.
I don’t have anything against gay men; it’s just that I felt that I would be more comfortable approaching older married men. In my mind, it would be safer for me to be with mature married men who would have as much to lose as I would from being caught in the act or catching any diseases.
Simply stated, I wanted to suck the cocks of other married men who weren’t getting any sex at home. And I wanted them to be more-dominant types who would just want to use my mouth without providing anything in return.
After having developed that initial profile of the type of men I wanted to approach, I was ready to try using Craigslist on my next business trip. My normal routine is to spend Monday mornings in the office, and then fly out that afternoon to the city on my schedule. Then I spend Tuesday through Thursday, and sometimes Friday morning, visiting clients, returning to the office either Thursday night or Friday afternoon.
My next trip was to Salt Lake City, and I arrived at my hotel near the airport late in the afternoon on Monday. I had a quick dinner in the hotel and headed back to my room at around 7:30 pm, excited and anxious to look for postings on Craigslist. I logged onto the Salt Lake City location and began looking for someone to contact. I looked at literally hundreds of postings over the next three hours and was frustrated that none of them met my criteria.
There were a couple of dozen postings from older, married men, but they were either gay, or wanted to do things that I'm not comfortable with. I finally figured out how to use the filter, so I could screen the listings for men between forty-five and seventy years of age. I did enjoy looking at all the cock and ball pictures, though, and ended up jacking off and going to bed at around 11:00 pm.
It was hard to concentrate on my sales calls on Tuesday, thinking about trying again that night. On the way back to the hotel, after picking up dinner in the city, it occurred to me that I might be better off posting an ad of my own, specifying what I desired.
When I got back to my room, I composed the following message, showing my age as forty-eight years old: “My name is Ed, and I’m a bisexual MWM who wants to suck and swallow another mature, married man, with no reciprocation. I'm six feet tall and weigh one hundred and eighty-five pounds, safe, sane, and disease and drug-free. Not into any huggy, kissy or anal activities and just want to suck your cock and balls and taste and swallow your cum. I'm just looking for that married man who isn't getting what he needs at home and wants to cum into my warm, sucking mouth. I am out of town on business and staying at the xxxxx Hotel near the airport, and anxious for my first experience.”
My hands were shaking as I went through the steps to post my listing, and then responded to the confirming email to execute the post in the Casual Encounters – M4M section. I kept refreshing my browser, waiting for it to be published, and it appeared about ten minutes later. My heart was racing as I read my own posting, comprehending that I had really advertised on a public website to find a cock to suck.
I waited another fifteen minutes before I got a response from the site. It was from a man, named Ron, and he replied, “Hi, Ed, I was happy to see your posting, and it sounds like the perfect situation for me. I’m a fifty-two-year-old, two-hundred-and-thirty-pound married man who hasn’t had any sex at home for several years. I could damn sure use a blowjob tonight. Those young guys on Craigslist aren’t interested in a guy like me. I’m also staying at the xxxxx Hotel and would like you to come to my room if you're still interested. I’ve got a nice, circumcised, thick, eight-inch cock that is waiting for your mouth.”
My dick was already getting hard as I responded, “It’s nice to hear from you too, Ron. This is my first time doing anything like this, and I’m really worried about catching any diseases. Would you mind telling me how active you've been with men, and whether or not you have any diseases?”
I was apprehensive that I was being too probative when it took him a few minutes to answer, but he finally replied, “I don’t blame you for being careful. I’ve only been sucked off by a man about a dozen times before, and I know that I am also safe and disease free. I have a wimpy-ass neighbor at home who sucks my cock, and this is the first time I have considered meeting with a stranger. I’ve never done anal sex either. And no offense, but I’m not the kind of guy who sucks cocks, and I know from your posting that you’re not looking for that anyway.”
That was just what I wanted to hear because I had decided ahead of time that I would not meet with any men who had participated in anal sex. I just felt that made the risk of catching diseases higher. I felt like a teenager planning his first date as I responded, “That sounds great to me, Ron, and I’d like to meet with you. I hope that you will be patient with me, since I’ve never done anything like this before. Give me your room number, and I’ll be there in fifteen minutes.”
Ron wrote back immediately saying, “No problem, Ed. You can take your time with my meat and I hope to give you a good first experience. And since I’m a multiple cummer, you can go for a second load if you’re willing to wait a half hour after the first one. I can teach you some other things as well. My room number is 306, and I’ll see you soon. Don’t be late. I’ve already been stroking my cock for an hour and might have to finish it off by hand if you’re not here soon, lol.”
I got dressed, brushed my teeth, and combed my hair, feeling a little silly at grooming myself to meet another man to suck his cock. Then I walked down the stairs to his floor, and nervously knocked on his door. Ron opened the door, and I was surprised to see a rather unattractive, bald, overweight, hairy man, about five feet and eight inches tall, wearing only his boxer underwear. It was embarrassing facing a man like that, knowing that I had agreed to be his cock-sucker.
As I mentioned before, I'm not attracted to men, per se, anyway and didn’t really care how he looked, within reason. It’s hard to explain but knowing that my mouth was going to be used by an unappealing, hairy man with a big beer belly made it even more arousing for me.
He was also looking me over and said, “Nice to meet you, Ed, come on in and let’s get this started.”
He walked to his disheveled bed and pulled off his boxers as he lay back with his bulky thighs spread. Then he gripped his big, low-hanging balls and thick, soft cock in one hand and shook them at me.
I stood there frozen at the end of the bed, until he said, “Come on, Ed, don’t be shy or try to overthink it. You said that you wanted to try this, and I damn sure need my balls drained. Get on up here between my legs and get a taste of my cock.”
I moved onto the bed between his legs, and my senses were flooded with the musky and sweaty smell of his very hairy crotch. His soft cock was about five inches long with precum covering most of the head. I hesitantly took his soft cock into my hand and was thrilled by how thick and heavy it felt, especially when compared with my thin little dick. It was also damp, from the precum and him jacking himself, and when I took the spongy cock head into my mouth, I tasted his precum. I had read enough stories to know how to get started, and I began to suck and tongue his thick cock.
Ron’s cock was hardening in my mouth, and I knew that he liked what I was doing as he wrapped his thick, sweaty thighs around my head and back and started thrusting into my mouth.
I looked up over his big belly and saw him smiling down at me as he said, “Oh, fuck yeah, man, suck that cock. Keep sucking and take more into your mouth. You’re doing damn well for this being your first time. That’s it; suck it like you’re making love to it with your cunt mouth.”
His cock was then at its full eight inches long, and I was taking most of it into my mouth and throat. I loved the feeling of being held captive by his legs, as he fucked his cock into my mouth. It only took a few minutes before he reached down and held my head firmly on his cock.
I felt his meat start to throb as he gasped, “Sorry, Ed, but since this is your first time, I can’t risk having you pull away when I cum. Keeping sucking and swallowing, and you’ll be just fine.”
Ron’s cock throbbed and pulsed as I felt squirt after squirt of his thick cum flood my mouth. It tasted salty and just a little bitter, and I loved the taste as I swallowed repeatedly. I was so aroused at the thought and reality that I was being held between that hairy, sweaty, gross man’s thighs and swallowing his reproductive fluids. I especially loved the way his cock flexed and expanded with each pulse of his cock juice.
He finally released his grip and legs as his cock was softening in my mouth, and he pushed me back saying, “Damn, boy, that was great. You swallowed my meat and cum like a pro. Now get on down there and suck my balls for me while I churn up another load for you.”
I had read in the cuckold stories about men sucking balls, and I moved in to suck Ron’s balls as he pulled his feet up on the bed and spread his thighs. His balls were hairy and the size of small lemons, and the musky and sweaty aroma was even stronger from having my face right in his crotch. I sucked first one and then the other testicle into my mouth, and I loved the texture of his balls and scrotum.
After a few minutes sucking him that way, Ron pulled his legs back and tilted his hips up, exposing his perineum. Then he said, “Nice job on the nuts, and as well as you’re doing for your first time, you might as well get a taste of me behind my balls. It might be easier for you if I turn over.”
Ron rolled over onto his side, and then leaned farther over, half way onto his belly. Then he pulled his right leg up towards his chest, which exposed his balls, perineum, and ass. I moved in behind him, with my lower body sideways, so it would be more comfortable to access him. It was kind of like a sideways sixty-nine, except that my front was facing his back. I first started sucking his balls again, and then slowly moved back to his long, bulging, and hairy perineum. I knew from reading that the perineum is a sensitive erogenous zone on men, and I began sucking him there and going back and forth to his balls.
In that position, my chin was rubbing into his fat, hairy, sweaty ass crack as I sucked and licked the back end of his perineum. I knew from the stories that some of the cuckold men sucked the asses of the studs fucking their wives, and called it rimming. I had never thought about doing that, but I found that as I got more and more turned on by the things I was doing to Ron, and his strong musky odor, I was tempted to try it. And I also reasoned that Ron likely chose that exposed position to entice me. Although he hadn’t suggested it for fear of scaring a newbie like me away.
I wasn’t sure that I could do something as nasty as sucking his sweaty, fat ass, but I decided to try just to see what it would be like. I kept moving farther back as I sucked his perineum until my chin was buried between his fat ass cheeks as I licked the juncture of his perineum and ass. The taste wasn't bad, and in my sick, perverted, and aroused mind, I was starting to envision the damp cleavage of his ass as a surrogate for my wife’s pussy, that I had always loved to suck so much. I moved back a little farther until my tongue was licking in his ass crack, and it felt like it grazed his wrinkled sphincter.