My name is Ima. And I want to share my story of sexual awakening and incest.

I grew up in rural Alabama, in a three story house on about six acres acres of land, about three miles outside a small country town. The house was white with brown shutters, and had one of those wrap-around covered porches on two sides. Looking back on it all, I would have to say I had a great family. I had two older brothers, a younger brother and two great parents, and they were all pretty loving, except for mom. She was distant and not very affectionate with anybody, not even with daddy, but she was a great cook and kept the house looking nice. She never talked to me about growing up, puberty, or sex, and maybe that's why my sexual awakening took the strange path it did. But I have no regrets.

My story begins when I turned sixteen. I was a late bloomer, a "tomboy" and still looked like a kid. I was wearing a training bra, but I had very little to "train" if you know what I mean. I had been menstrating for six months, and thank god I had an aunt to go to and ask what the hell was going on with my body.

At that time, my brother Tommy was 18 and my brother Ben was 21. Mikey was just twelve. Ben was out of high school and had a job at the Town Hill Truckstop, but still lived with us so he could save money. Tommy was a senior and hoping to go to college and become a vetenarian. Both brothers were tall, muscular and good-looking. I know Ben was beating off the girls with a stick, but I joked to him that he sure wasn't trying very hard. Me? I was still short of five feet tall and on the skinny side. I didn't think I was pretty, or ever gonna be pretty, but Ben would tossle my hair and tell me I was an "ugly duckling", destined to be the most beautiful girl in Orangebow county.

Something was going on between my legs. No, not the periods, something else. When I took a shower and washed my pussy, it started feeling so good! And it got better and better every day! I looked forward to my shower every day so I could put my fingers in my pussy.

I remember it was the day after my 16th birthday. All the trees were budding, the daffodils were blooming, and I had just witnessed something bizarre. I had been out behind the barn and Sugar, one of our three mares had gotten out of the barn and into the west paddock where we were keeping Shasta, a neighbor's stallion. Sugar had let Shasta come up behind her and mount her! I had never seen two horses do it before! And the sight of it made my pussy go berzerk! I ran into the house to find Tommy and tell him about it. He wasn't around, not even in his bedroom. I plopped down on his bed and thought about Shasta fucking Sugar, and my pussy began to twitch something awful.

I slipped my hand down my jeans and rubbed my pussy through my panties. It was then I looked up and saw that Tommy had crammed something behind the bookshelf that he had built over the headboard. I reached up and pulled at it and it came out. Several its came out. Magazines. And the covers showed... Oh! My! God! They showed naked men and women! My eyes went immediately to a man's crotch and his penis. It was huge and stiff, just like Shasta's penis! And the naked girl with the big tits was holding it in her hand! The title of the magazine was Cocks and Cunts. It didn't take me long to figure out what a cock was and what a cunt was!

I open the first magazine and there was the same man fucking the girl just like the two horses. My free hand dashed down between my legs again and this time I slipped my fingers inside my panties and into my pussy, which was soaking wet. I masturbated myself stupid. (Though it would be a few days before I learned that word.) Wave after wave of delicous dizziness washed over me! That was my first orgasm! I flipped through the magazine, drinking in all the wicked pictures, and had two more orgasms before I heard Tommy's voice downstairs ask if anybody was at home.

I tried to cram the magazines back, but one fell back on the bed, and I grabbed it and ran for my room before Tommy could catch me. I locked my door and took the forbidden magazine into the bathroom. As I got naked, I read the title, Cum Sluts. I was totally stunned with disbelief. On the cover was a beautiful woman with a man's cock in her mouth! Ten minutes later, I knew all there was to know about sucking dicks, swallowing cum and getting it shot all over your face! I got in the shower and imagined that the men in those pictures were making me suck their swollen cocks and shooting their cum in my face. I masturbated myself stupid again and again, until my poor pussy was sore.

I hid the magazine, but took it out every chance I could get and looked at the pictures until I was so horny I had to masturbate. I got a zucchini from the garden, and tried inserting it into my pussy. Oh! My! God! was that ever wonderful. For two weeks, all I could think of was sucking cocks and having cum drool down my face and body. But being around Tommy made me nervous. I wondered if he was missing his magazine. And I was afraid of what he might do if he found out I had stolen it. Mother complained at the supper table that I was spending too much time locked in my bedroom, and I was shirking my chores. Tommy glanced at me over the table.

After breakfast the next morning (it was a Saturday), Tommy announced he was going to town and would be back later that evening. Mom went shopping, daddy was taking Shasta back to our neighbor, Ben went to work, and I sneaked back into Tommy's room to return the magazine. I never wanted to see it again. But I had to take the magazines out first before I could put them all back at once, and I saw the top cover. Teen Whores. The girl looked young, with conical tits not much larger than mine. And there was a huge cock stuffed into her pussy! She had no pubic hair at all. I found myself thinking, "I wish that was me! I wish that huge cock was fucking my pussy! I wish I was a teen whore! Yes! I am! I'm a teen whore! I'm a whore!" My free hand went inside my robe and into my panties!

At that instant I felt a great weight descend on the mattress. I fell over and rolled onto my back. It was my brother Tommy, and he was grinning at me! My robe had fallen partly open and my hand was still in my panties. He wasn't mad and didn't say anything at first, but his eyes were on my crotch. Then he spoke.

"Did you enjoy the magazines? It sure looks like you do. You know, this reminds me of when I first saw these magazines in Ben's bedroom. They originally belonged to him."

I sat up and pulled my robe around me. "Really?"

"Yeah, Ben let me see them and taught me how to jack off. He explained what the people in the pictures were doing and why, and then we would jack off together. He showed me where he hid them so I could go in his room whenever I wanted."

"What's jack off?"

"Silly thing, jacking off is masturbating. You know, touching yourself down there and having sex with yourself. Like you were doing. So, how long have you been jacking off? I jack off all the time, almost every day, so it's okay, I won't tell anybody that you do it."

I thought about jumping off the bed and running, but the idea of talking about sex with another person was so indecent that it was enticing, and besides, I trusted my brother.

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