Jessica. Her father passed away when she was 7, and when I was 29. I'd never found it in me to date or remarry and bonded myself to a life of lonesome masturbation in the late hours of the night.
Over 8 years I'd learned new things and had freshexperiences. I'dtraveledplaces and taken Jessica with me. From day one I'd always known my baby girl would grow up to be a princess. She had always been perfect in every aspectwhetherit was looks or knowledge. It was these attributes, whichimprovedyear on year, which made me see her in a new light.
It was on her sixteenth birthday when I was first forced to retreat to my room in a hot fluster of arousal. She had invited some of her best friends over tostaythe night. In the afternoon it wasunusuallywarm, or at least for May, and that's how I decided this was a greatopportunity. I asked if she and her friends would like to use the pool as it was so warm out, and with my fingerscrossedbehind my back, they all seemed up for it.
Afterwards I went downstairs and prepared a large jug of Kool-Aid in true summer style. I knew that within 30 minutes I'd half a dozen teen girls in bikini's out in my yard. That is something I never imagined I'd experience.
Afterexactly22 minutes I heard the noise making its way down the stairs and towards the kitchen. I was getting excited and as soon as theywalkedin felt myselfbecomingwet. I was hoping and praying I could hold myself together until they were outside.
I told Jessica I'd prepared snacks and told them not to run around the pool. With those words I departed to my office which has a great view of the pool and one-way blinds. I knew I'd boughtthemfor a reason!
It was almost too much to bear without touching myself, but I wanted to examine them all, one by one. Their bodies were all stunning, outstanding, fantastic and everythingin between. I couldn't find fault with a single one. However, there was one that stood out, one that had morebeauty and quality then any I had ever seen. Jessica's.
I stood there, watching hercompletelyfixated, and it was a whole 5 minutes with my mouth agape until I realized I had to releasemyself. I took one last glance at herhypnotic behind and rushed to my bedroom. I locked the door, closed the blinds then dived into bed,all while trying to undo my dress as fast as possible.
It was true heaven. In all the years since her fathers passing I'd never ever felt that satisfied in masturbation or even sexually at all. In my fantasy I had themostwonderfulthoughts...
Jessica had ran in my room, crying with fear, and I knew it was just another night terror from what had happened several years ago to her and her father. She climbed into my bed as shesometimeswould and I cuddled with her, calming her and slowly stroking her, trying to help her combat the fear. After 10minutesshe hadcalmeddown although beganweeping, something she never usually did, and I decided to use this to my advantage.
I turned on my lamp and made her face me. We were both lying flat staring into each others eyes. I wiped a tear away from her cheek and told her not to worry. I then hugged her, andimmediatelystarted undoinghernightie from the back, and to my surprise without anyinterruption.
I pulled thenightie down below her breasts. I started touching them all over and she started smiling. I ran my ringers around making a 8 figure around both her nipples. She started to giggle. I asked if she liked it. She replied "yes". I stopped and she was finally calm. I said "don't worry, mommy won'tletanything happen to you, okay?". She smiled and replied, with a laugh, "okay mom :')".
She then did the same thing to my breasts and wascompletelycaptivated the whole time. I told her where it felt good and gave her a lesson on pleasing woman. What anexperience.
My fantasies were often much more straightforward and lessemotionalwhatIhadjustexperienced. This is how and when I knew, with all my heart, I wanted my daughter and I wanted her forever. It was with this that I decided I needed to get as close to mydaughteras possible and maybe even see if she had anyinterestin girls or sex as a whole.
Little did I expect I would get my answer that same night. The girls were all downstairs and making a fair bit of noise, which I hadexpectedand was happy to excuse. I had gone downstairs to get a glass of water and overheard them talking. From their gossip and chit-chat I deduced that one of the girls had just started dating a boy and that line sparked a whole conversation between the group. That's when, just before I was about to head upstairs, one of the girlsaddressedJessica.
"When are you going to dating Jess?" she asked. The response from Jessica? One that was verybeneficial to say the least. "Well, I'm really into Kody, but I don't know if he likes me or even notices me".Bingo. My girl wasinterested in dating. That was verybeneficialand I knew that it would make her more open to emotions regarding sex.I then returned to my room and let them all discuss Kody and give my daughter "fantastic" dating advice.
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Chapter 2 [Two Months Later]
We were relaxing, watching the sunset over the distant Rockymountains, and Jessica was sitting beside me.