It took almost a year until daddy let us see each other again, a year in which we phoned each other every morning, noon and night, mummy was great though, she kept asking me if I thought I loved Sammy and my reply was always the same.
"I don't think I love her mummy, I know I do."
One day when daddy was away on one of his many trips abroad, I sat with mummy in the living room fiddling with my mobile and wishing I could go upstairs early to ring her when mummy said.
"Did I ever show you my old photographs, Tabatha?"
She never called me Tammy.
"No mummy," I sighed. "You didn't."
"Her name was Anna," she said as I looked at a picture of a stunningly beautiful young girl in what passed for a skimpy bikini in the seventies.
"She's nice mummy." I said. "Who is she?"
"She's the wife of an American senator," she had a wistful expression on her face.
"But then, she was my soul mate, my lover, my bed mate, she was my life Tabatha and I loved her with all my heart."
I was stunned, this was my mother talking, my strait laced mother, the one who was the rock in my parent's marriage, the dutiful little wife who served the drinks at daddy's cocktail parties, the one who organises the coffee mornings for charity.
Mummy had never been away from daddy for longer than a week when she went to the States to see an old school friend last year.
Then it dawned on me.
"You went to America last year mummy."
"Yes."
"Without daddy."
"Yes."
"Oh mummy, why didn't you tell me?"
I hugged her tightly, "Do you still love her?"
"Probably, yes I think I do darling."
"How can you live with it though mummy, knowing you love each other and being married to someone else?"
"Well it was a different world then darling, I know it was supposed to be all about free love and drugs, but people's attitudes were different, women didn't live together openly like they do now, I met your father and we got married, he's a good man Tabatha and I don't regret it, after all he gave me a beautiful daughter!"
"Oh mum, thank you." I hugged her again.
"Your father and I have been talking darling."
"Yes and?"
I knew my mum well enough to know that something was coming, she was always like this before saying or doing something momentous.
"Well daddy's going to New York on Friday and he's asked if I want to go with him."
I didn't want my hopes to rise only to be dashed again, but I couldn't help the knot in my stomach as she went on to say.
"We've also spoken to Samantha's parents," she started to smile. "They told me she said almost exactly the same as you did about her."
The knot grew bigger.
"And the four of us have agreed that you probably are in love with each other."
And bigger.
"So, they're bringing her over on Friday morning."
"MUMMY, OH MUMMY."
I hoped the neighbours didn't hear my scream, mummy did though and I'm sure I almost snapped her neck, such was the force of my grip as I hugged her to me.
"Wait, wait, wait," she laughed."You haven't heard it all yet."
"There's more?"
"Oh yes and if you'll stop strangling me, I'll tell you about it."
"Sorry mummy, I'm so happy."
"Yes well, there's a catch, but there's also a rather big incentive for you both."
"Mummy, go on pleeeeeeeeeeease."
She laughed and went to the cocktail bar to pour us both a drink.
"Vodka and coke isn't it?"
I think I blushed a little bit, "You know it is, mummy."
Handing me the glass, she sat down on a high stool at the bar and looked at me.
"You know Tabatha, you remind me so much of me when I was your age, it's frightening."
At that moment I felt so close to her that I actually felt myself filling up with tears, but I needed to know the rest.