My eyes suddenly become aware of the darkness and all because the radio came alive; blasting out its tune to whoever listens but not caring whether anyone does. I don’t want to acknowledge it. I want to roll over and go back to sleep, but in so doing I bump into my partner, Melissa. I wrap my arms around her and cup her warm breasts with the softest touch, but she starts to shrug me off with groans of unwanted wakefulness.
She doesn’t have to get up and go to work, but I do. It’s early, it’s dark and it’s fucking stupid that I have to go to work at this time in the morning.
As I push upwards off the bed with my legs hanging over the edge I become aware of them, my breasts. The sheets are crumpled in my fists as I use my arms for leverage and I stagger upright, eventually.
Every morning is the same; I feel them weigh me down as I lift off the bed. Still very groggy I head for the shower. Melissa would tell you that I have nice lovely rounded and voluptuous breasts. I love them and more importantly, Melissa does as well, when she’s not grumpy that is.
I can’t help but push my hands over them as I close my eyes. I’m not sure why I close my eyes but I do; it’s so dark I can’t see anything but the fluorescent green of the clock numbers anyway. Having squeezed my breasts together I let them fall, rise from the bed and start my walk to the shower. I flick the shower switch down and pull the light cord with a hand that’s curled around the door frame. I slip inside and block off the light from the bedroom. I know that if Melissa was half awake, she would be considering joining me, but I allow her to get some much needed sleep.
She needs it, after her performance last night. We must have relished in each other’s tits for what seemed like hours. Constantly licking and sucking leisurely on each other’s nipples and taking our time to savour the soft flesh. Melissa’s breasts are smaller but there’s enough there to be proud of.
I switch the shower on and water splashes on the floor until I push the shower head downwards. I get in the cubicle and close the door. Lifting the shower so that the water flows over me, I start to remember what happened the night before. The way she was licking my nipple one moment and then suddenly I felt her tongue slither between my other lips. She knows exactly what to do to make me horny.
As I remember the moment so vividly, I squeeze my nipple as the hot water warms it. I pull hard and extend it as much as I can before letting it go; teasing it to its full length using the underside of my nails. I consider lifting up my breasts and sucking on the nipple but I refrain from doing so. I repeat the process with the other nipple and then both of them together.
I sigh to myself, as I desperately want Melissa to come in and suck on them right now. They are swollen and throbbing, yet I cannot cup enough boob all at the same time. I end up pushing them together and relishing in the hot water splashing onto my face at the same time. A finger on my pussy would feel nice right now but I know Melissa is dead to the world.
I think I wore her out last night with all the tribbing I made her do. I had insisted that she was going to orgasm with my clit rubbing on hers, and she did. She always loves it when I take control over her destiny.
I pour shower gel onto my hand to wash my body. My pussy tingles with all the thoughts running through my head but it’s my breasts I wash the most. I don’t know why I do this every morning. I suppose I’m a bit like a bloke; especially the ones that stroke their willy in the morning until it’s shiny and new. I just love how my breasts feel and I am so fortunate to have been blessed with ones that are big and beautiful.
At least the water wakes me up. I start to wash in earnest and finally let the water wash away the sex juices from my body. I switch the shower off and grab the towel to dry.
The night before, I laid my clothes out in the spare room, ready for this morning. After doing my teeth and applying roll on under my arms I switch the light off, open the door and head for the room next door. I watch Melissa for a few moments. She is cuddled up in the foetal position with her knees tucked into her breasts. The duvet covers her completely and there is no sign of consciousness. I leave her alone but I would love to lean over her and lick her tits and suck on her nipple. A tender smile crosses my lips. My pussy twitches and I start to think sexual thoughts which I immediately push from my mind.
I enter the spare room and it’s my knickers that are pulled on first. My breasts hang down as I bend over and they swing from side to side as I wobble on the left and then the right foot. When I pull my knickers on I look next to my bra. It looks big. It is big, it has to be to cover me and these sizeable mammaries. I pull it on tucking first one breast and then the other into the cups and holding ‘the brazier’ in place with my elbows. I always struggle with the back but manage to do the clip up. I slip on a T-shirt and then the dark blue one-piece uniform that I have to wear with all the attachments necessary for my job.
I straighten the pink ribbon that is twisted and pinned over my left breast. I sit on the bed to pull on some tights. Not very sexy I know. But this is dressing for work, not for seducing Melissa when she least expects it.
Last night I dressed up for her. I put on a lovely blue Basque, g-string and hold up stockings. I don’t know why us girls bother. I think blokes appreciate that sort of thing more than Melissa does. It wasn’t long before the only thing remaining was my stockings. The rest were discarded in her effortless onslaught with her hands and tongue.
It makes me smile though. She’s a horny bitch when she wants to be.
With my tights up to my thighs, I stand up and pull them over my knickers and bum. I slip on my black shoes, pick up my bag and make a move for the front door.
I hesitate. I walk back to the master bedroom and look in on Melissa. I am hoping she is awake so that I can kiss her goodbye. She is still fast asleep, but I can’t help myself. I lean over the bed and plant a soft kiss on her forehead. She stirs but not enough to wake up and realise that I am there and dressed in her favourite uniform.
I leave the room smiling, adjusting my sensible knickers before heading out of the door and into the car. The seat belt is forced between my tits and it settles down to a life of confinement for the entire journey. I am soon on my way to work.
Parking is always a bitch where I work. All the normal car spaces are reserved for members of the public. We have some reserved parking but you have to get there early. I am lucky today, there is one space left. I grab it quickly and soon find myself smiling at colleagues, nodding my head and strutting to my normal place of work; surrounded by high tech equipment, all of it in pristine condition and bug free.
I place my bag next to the table that contains the computer. The machine I normally operate is a tall slender device with a central column and horizontal platforms about half way up. Everything is computer controlled.
When I first saw the machine it looked comical, almost like a glorified drinks dispenser or a very sad robot looking at its feet and sulking.
I wouldn’t change my job for all the money in the world. What I do is important and vital to every patient that passes through my doors. I love it.
But not every patient loves what I do. They are usually afraid. Scared. Frightened. Terrified. I don’t blame them. If I had a need to be in their shoes then I would be in the same state. Fortunately for me, I have Melissa. She checks me over every night, the horny little devil.
The first hour of the day is making sure everything works. Routine tests are performed, equipment is checked for cleanliness and I make sure all the accessories that I need are available before the first patient arrives.
I look at the notes on the computer screen and I have four jobs to complete before midday and three afterwards. I find myself, strangely, looking forward to the final one of the afternoon. It will be the first time that I will use the 3D Tomosynthesis machine in the room next door.
I notice that two patients have already checked in and with a little trepidation, I call for the first one.
“Mrs. Jones…” I shout and then look around the room for a pensive person that has just stood up. Eye contact is important. I see a lady, in her fifties, rise up from a chair and walk slowly towards me. All her confidence has been sapped from her soul with the procedure that she is about to go through. Her face looks like I am either the harbinger of doom or angel of mercy. I hope it’s the latter.
I close the door as she enters the room and I offer her a seat and describe the process that we will be going through today. I explain what I will be doing and what happens next. I often find the patients look at my breasts at some time during the explanation. I wonder whether it is because they are jealous of my size, of the fact that they are free from disease or whether they actually fancy them. It has been known to occur.
Before long Mrs. Jones is naked from the waist up and I look at her beautiful breasts and with my heart in my throat I hope that nothing abnormal will be found today. I often find myself closing my eyes and praying to whoever is listening. I don’t think anyone is listening though.
We chat for a while and I find myself on first name terms with Alicia. I ask her to place her breast on the base plate and with gloved hands I arrange it so that it is as flat as possible. The upper plate is lowered and I sneak out and let the X-Ray Mammogram do its job.
She will feel nothing. They never do. It’s always the aftermath of knowing they have breast cancer that triggers the crying and the anxiousness and the fear, when they fucking think that their husbands will love them less when they are half the woman they once were.
I keep the chatter very up-beat and cheerful. I can see from her demeanour that she wants to ask me whether there is anything to be seen as picture after picture is taken and the breasts are swapped over and repositioned. But it is not for me to diagnose. I just do the work. Take the pictures. Gather the evidence. I don’t know if you know this, but it takes about 270 million cells to even register breast cancer with a mammogram, that’s seven years of waiting, while a Thermogram is much more sensitive and can detect cancer in about 2 years. But we persist with tried and tested equipment.
I feel confident for Mrs. Jones, but I’m no expert and I have had to learn to give nothing away. I’m good at that now.
During the day, my tits precede me wherever I go. They have to. But every time I move I am aware of them; aware of my nipples brushing against the silk of my bra, aware of the jiggling movement and occasionally, aware of them sexually. Sometimes, I just can’t help it. At least once during the day I feel them send signals to my pussy. They have become aroused and are communicating in their own way with my dampening sex.
I remember, about ten years ago now, I was performing the same procedure to a woman with a very pensive and wary attitude, scared almost. I can picture myself smiling at her, trying to make her at ease. When she smiled back at me there was an instant recognition between us. I remember putting her breasts on the plates, like I always do, but an unprofessional rush came over me and I caressed them flat, without any gloves, and without a second thought. I shouldn’t have done that and I know it was wrong. But when her hand rested on top of mine and held it there for a brief moment, I felt I was given approval. The woman smiled at me in a way that caused me to shiver inside. Calmness descended on me and in my heart, I just knew that everything would be alright.