That whole night I spent thinking of ideas for photos. I found myself starting with a simple idea that always seemed to lead to more and more erotic poses. I had to stop myself from getting carried away. Reminding myself constantly not to get too excited as she may decide not to do it after all.
The next morning I really wanted to talk to Ben about it but he was at work today so I had to resign myself to the occasional text message. He seemed as excited as I was about the possibility and he kept throwing around ideas for portraits. By the time the doorbell rang I had enough ideas to fill a portfolio and more but I still didn't have my studio stuff set up, so I would be relying on natural light.
Therefore, I would be a lot more limited to what I could do. That probably wasn't a bad thing because I knew I would need to ease her into it. Or so I thought.
I saw her walk past the front window before I heard the doorbell so I wasn't at all concerned about answering the door naked but I wasn't prepared for what I saw when I did. The door opened and there she was, blushing furiously, completely naked with the coat she had been wearing draped over her arm. She threw her arms wide and said in a dramatic flair.
“Tadaaa!”
We both laughed but I had to admit I was a little awestruck by her sudden bravery.
“Wow! Look at you girl. You look stunning.”
She did too. For a middle-aged woman, she didn't seem to have the body I had. It certainly made me feel a little more conscious of my much curvier figure.
“As do you. Mind if I come inside? I'm feeling rather exposed right now.”
I laughed as I told her to come in and closed the door behind her. I watched her walk into the lounge room and the play of her back muscles and her smooth curvy backside captivated me, especially those two little dimples just above her butt. I knew immediately what photos I would be taking today.
“That was amazingly brave. I can't believe you did that. How did it feel?”
She turned back to me and her face and chest were flushed, her nipples hard, and she had a real sparkle in her eye as well as a mischievous grin on her face.
“That was scary but so damn good. I feel tingly all over. I felt the breeze on parts of me that I haven't since I was a teenager. God, that's good. I can see why you do it all the time.”
“I've got to admit that it drives me a little crazy going out with no panties on under my dress. I think we should go shopping together some time and see how much fun we can have.”
“Seriously? You want to do that? With me?”
I was feeling a little confused, to be honest.
“Of course I do. Why wouldn't I? It seems like a lot of fun, unless you don't want to of course.”
“Are you kidding? I would love to. It just surprises me, I never expected to make a friend like this.”
“I know we haven't really spoken much before the other day but I like you and you seem like you could be a lot of fun. So yeah, I would love to be your friend.”
Before I knew what was going on she had her arms around me. She hugged me tight against herself.
“Thank you. You have no idea how hard it has been to make any friends in this town and I have just been so damn lonely.”
I was shocked and to be honest, I felt a little guilty. Why hadn't I reached out to her earlier? I had no idea she was having so much trouble making friends.
“Oh, I wish we had become friends earlier, especially if friendship comes with hugs like this. Not to be rude or anything but how come you have had troubles making friends? You seem pretty approachable to me.”
“Well, unfortunately, I don't tend to think the same way a lot of people do in these smaller towns. People tend to not be very open-minded in these places. We have moved around a lot in the last ten years or so and I've been burned a few times in small towns.”
“Why? What happened?”
“Well let's just say, unless you fit in with the whole PTA crowd then you are an outsider and outsiders aren't welcome. I could never have kids so I don't fit in there and I have a peculiar habit of calling people out on their bullshit. I just can't seem to stop myself sometimes. I hate seeing people put down because they don't fit in with a preconceived idea of how people should be. Racists, homophobes, misogynists, they all cop a tongue lashing from me if they push my buttons. Unfortunately, in a small town, they tend to be the people who hold the power.”