Note: This is a real-life true story that is happening to me personally at this moment: Several months ago, my dearest friend in the world revealed to me that she has come to appreciate the sensual, sexual intimacies of another woman in bed, and that her feelings are very strong for me that way. From then down until now, she's been patiently, gently, lovingly inviting me into her arms and her bed. I have come to want it very much, and yet I'm so nervous and afraid. These are my feelings -- my mixed emotions -- both for her, and about finally going 'all the way' with her:

I thought of you today after the lovely lunch we shared
The way you looked, and all the things you said
When you urged me yet again to take our friendship all the way
And share the scintillating splendor of two women together in bed.

We've been friends for so long, and yet I never knew
This side of you, that you've finally let me see:
Your appetite for carnal knowledge of women who like women,
And how long you've nurtured sweet, forbidden feelings for me!

How well I remember that night alone in bed
After your startling and provocative revelation:
First my heart and mind and soul, and then my roaming fingers
Succumbing in sweet surrender to my soaring imagination!

And every night thereafter, in auto-erotic euphoria,
Biting my lip, and crying out your name,
On my back upon my bed, with my legs spread far apart,
Sacrificing without shame to the ever-quickening flame!

How quickly I became infatuated and enchanted
By the idea of you and I becoming lovers,
But, darling, I'm so nervous (even as I ravish myself!)
Of the things that might happen between us beneath the covers!

Oh, yes, I want to feel the lips I long to kiss upon my nipples,
Suckling and swirling like luscious liquid fire
As your finger reaches into the pleasure-nest between my legs
To awaken the glowing embers of my smouldering woman-fire!

Oh, darling, I'm so ready to step into the warm embrace
Of your sweet love and urgent, aching need;
To share my first woman-to-woman kiss, and touch and taste and place
My hand in yours and follow wherever you may lead!

Butterflies in my belly, my heart is pounding in my throat
As I contemplate the things you want to do;
Oh, Kathy, now that I've decided, my body is on fire
To fall into your waiting bed and spread my legs for you!

I want to feel your tongue probing deep into my mouth,
Your naked body pressed close and warm to mine,
Your hands moving everywhere -- all over my luscious ass,
Sending chill bumps and shivers racing up and down my spine!

Oh, darling, now that I've told you, my cup is running over --
I can't wait to touch and taste you every where;
All this time I've been so afraid of being between your legs,
But suddenly I can't wait to touch and taste you there!

It's going to be so beautiful, you and I together at last,
With sweet endearments whispered against heated skin;
Your first time with the one you've wanted and waited for so long,
And for me, a woman's touch where no woman has ever been!

Oh, Kathy, I'm so very ready for you, baby ...