I feel so off never felt like this before.
I’m wired all my emotions continue to soar.

All in one week within just a few days.
The news I have gotten has created this haze.

On one hand I am just so very sad.
Because my sister is ill and it’s very bad.

But on the other is complete pure joy.
That a man has grown out of my favorite boy.

He’s expecting a new life with the one that he loves.
He’ll be taken care of forever, my job is done.

My head is spinning and I can’t sleep.
Depression and euphoria all at once makes me weep.

If I can get past this stress with the help of my husband and slaves.
I know things will get better the way my heart will pave.

The future is a mystery who knows what will be?
But at least I know there are lots of people who love me.