I wish someone could erase him from my mind;
His memory haunts me all of the time.

I can’t seem to stop thinking about him;
All the ways he could please my every whim.

All the anticipation that made me so hot;
Waiting for him but it was for not.

I was devastated when he went away;
Not because we would no longer play.

It was because I thought we would always be friends;
I never considered we would come to such an end.

His timing was impeccable absolutely the worst;
It was the night I almost put my sister in a hearse.

Her brush with death really opened my eyes;
Made my loss more apparent, put an ache in my side.

I really don’t blame him he did not know;
The situation I was in when he chose to go.

I hate that my last memory of him is so bad;
Whenever I think of him I want to be happy not sad.

Happy for all the time that we spent so enthralled with each other;
We were the most perfect match, the most passionate lovers.

Now I am plagued with this emptiness inside;
From all of his memories I just want to hide.

They just tease me and make me want him;
But with another man I will commit those sins.

I will be thinking at the time that I should be kissing his lips;
But he is gone forever and I need to get a grip.

I guess at least I rated a Dear John letter;
But my longing for him is not getting any better.

I cannot believe it has been just over one year;
Since he has given to me all of the things I hold dear.

It used to be a comfort seeing that he was around;
Now I can stop looking because he is nowhere to be found.

It is time to stop singing this same old sad song;
There will be no relief in sight because he is long gone.