Why is it so hard to lose someone?

It is earth-shattering when you feel it 

I’m tired

I’m tired of waiting

I’m tired of hoping

I’m tired of crying

I’m tired of hating

I’m tired of all the bullshits

Damn!

I can’t even cry

The world around me appears hell

I’m dying to die!

Have you felt that?

If you miss someone so hard

And if that person doesn’t even miss you 

Have you felt the pain?

Fuck!!

I hate to live in this hell!

Death, when are you going to seek me?