It's been two long months

At least for me

For you, they may have passed

Like the time of day

I still feel so shocked

So very betrayed

That you chose this end for us

That you just walked away

Its seems as though

We never existed

That the last 2 and half years

Were non existant

Yet I still silently hope

One day you'll return

To just tell me why

And relieve this burn

Though part of my knows

You're not coming back

I feel so betrayed

And try not to look back

It's like I don't know you

The man whom I've  loved

Like you just played me

And then gave me a shove

So now I must heal

I must not look back

At a love I thought true

At a man I thought was you

Today I will try

To truly move on

Stop looking and hoping

For a word or a sign

Someday I may smile

And remember you fondly

But for now I must care

For my broken hearted body

I hope someday you will see

The love you lost in me

That whatever reason you chose

Is worth the pain you see