I wish I'd never met you,
I wish you weren't still here. 
I wish I didn't have these thoughts,
I wish you'd disappear.

I try to toughen up,
And pretend like I don't care.
But the truth is, I still think of you,
In my mind, you're always there.

How do I go on like this? 
Wondering like I do, 
Do you think of me at all? 
Do you miss me, as much as I miss you? 

My body still reacts,
In a salacious and filthy way. 
And I find my hands roaming, 
when my desires come out to play.

I wish to live my life,
Without you constantly on my mind.
But it's so hard to ignore the fact,
That you have my heart in a bind. 

I wish I'd never met you, 
I wish I didn't fall, 
But I can't see myself not loving you, 
You're my person, after all.