if you have any idea
how much you hurt me,
how sensitive I really am,
how my heart bleeds.
if you know
how hard it is to try to stay strong
when you feel so weak,
like you are breaking into a thousand pieces.
how you could be so loving one day
then all but disappear the next,
how you said we were special, amazing,
yet you totally let go.
why I wasn’t good enough,
sad I wasn’t exciting enough,
worth fighting for
pretty enough, fun enough.
if you even care
that I still feel so sad
and if you really ever cared
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