A personal reflection on my life...

I close my eyes at night, as sexual dreams explore my mind like fire burning bright
Thoughts of the female form, laying at my side and smiling back towards me
To have that sense of touch, that feel of flesh, only to caress and ease this pain of my waiting
To have a woman to tenderly express her own desires, her love, as she touches me
To have two hearts beat as one, and to have two burning desires for intimate contact to connect with each other

To have that feel of her hand, that kiss of her lips upon my bare naked flesh
And with it, that first feel of real connection with the opposite sex, as opposed to sense of loneliness
I lay in hope, and pray that one day I would find that woman
Who looks at me without judgment, and opens her heart for me to explore within
Until that day I continue on ... praying ... searching .... and hoping .....