It started as a bit of fun

Nothing serious or heavy

A time to explore and enjoy

At the end of the night, return to others

But you have got under my skin

My lust and desires overwhelming me

I hate that I want you

And that I need you

I have a place in my heart for you

I would never ask you outright

I do not want to know the answer

I fear what I would hear

I will go on watching from the sidelines

Enjoying our time together when we can

But each time we meet, my heart will break

Until I am no more