The memory of you

It’s a decade since the last time I saw you

My mind has buried the last remaining memories

But everything today reminds me that it was true

I felt like just one of you’re trophies

I wished that everyday you would just leave

But my heart knew our love would never die

And I knew I just had to believe

And you promised me it was never a lie.

So we became one for all eternity

Our love was stronger than anything we both understood

We decided to make it our destiny

For always and from our childhood

I promised to love and protect you

And these words spoke was true

But my love there were things I couldn’t do

Now I will live with blame of failing you

You were my only reason for breathing

You were the reason for me smiling

You were my life

You were suppose to be my wife

I couldn’t save you

So now I must find redemption

And every day I find temptation

To stop this pain left by the emptiness off you

Even though you left me

I still feel your presence on me

Reminding me of the pain I caused

My memory, my destiny, my life cursed.