The way it hurts,
Has made me turn to nicotine and alcohol,
Made me go against everything I am,
All because of the pain you gave me,
The day you left.

I don't know what I'm meant to feel,
Broken, or sad, or alone,
Because you took away the ability to tell,
The difference of one emotion from the other,
All I know is I'm not happy.

Down a whisky,
Light the stick,
Why did you have to be such a prick?
Pour another,
Wish my hurt away.

You took my heart,
Romanced it and said,
Never again would I be hurt,
Funny,
I guess you lied.

I don't know who I am any more,
I lost myself,
The way you lose everything in a fire,
How long will this last,
This endless pain?