There were two almost identical bedrooms, each with a big double bed and their own ensuite bathroom. Between the two was a living area with a small kitchen, providing a social space between the bedrooms and ensuring a certain amount of soundproofing if one or other couple got noisy. The living area had a couple of couches, a big TV, and two armchairs.
After the session with Adrian, Julie had made the basement more hospitable. There was a large fold-down bed, and she’d added a rug, a couple of mirrors and a wardrobe so it could double as another bedroom when necessary.
Julie had spent the last two days living at the studio, paying attention to every detail to make everything exactly how she thought it should be. She’d spoken to Anthony several times each day, making sure that he was busy, offering him the chance to come and see what she was doing. Laura had visited once; she was still living at her own flat but now had a key to the house and had spent a few hours there, moving some things and using the pool.
“Have you...?”
“Fucked Anthony? No. I guess I could have but he seemed kind of busy.”
“Doing what?”
"When I looked in his office, he was knee deep in papers and watching cricket at the same time.”
Julie chuckled. “Same old, same old.”
~ ~ ~ ~
As the last hour before the couples arrived ticked by, Julie found herself feeling surprisingly nervous. Working things through with one client or a couple was one thing, but getting two couples to swap so that the partners got better sex? Was she going way too far?
If she was practicing as a psychologist then all the professional standards would suggest that she should be working with someone who she could unload to. Professional therapists call it supervision, though it’s not like a supervisor on a factory floor— more of a mentor really, but because sex was involved and her business had grown in unconventional ways, she was way outside any kind of guidelines. Working with Laura might provide cover of sorts but she had no depth to call on. Whenever Julie stopped to think, she worried about the possibility that she might do harm?
I’m not a counsellor, I’m a whore, she thought. Do whores have ethics? Were these thoughts a good thing or was something in her subconscious telling her to be careful? Probably both, she thought. Too late now anyway, they’ll be arriving soon.
Annette and George were first. George was his usual calm deferential self and Annette was a little less bossy than usual. Her dress reflected this change. The smart business wear had given way to casual slacks and a loose top. She still managed to look like a petite ball of energy, but the brash self-confidence had softened.
"Feeling nervous?" Julie asked.
"Mmmm, a tiny bit."
"Why?"
Annette shook her head.
"Wouldn’t anyone be?"
"Last time you were here, you made George have sex with me, so what’s different this time?"
Annette giggled. "I knew he was safe with you."
"And what about you?"
"You mean—"
"Having sex with someone you’ve never met?"
"What’s weird is George knowing. If I was having an affair he wouldn’t know and I’d be in control."
Julie looked quickly at George, there was a hint of a grimace as he took in the hint that if Annette was unfaithful he'd probably never know.
"Plenty of people have open marriages," Julie said. "Sometimes they tell, sometimes they don't."
"I could— well, um, if I told him it would be my version. I could say if it was fun if I was good at it, but this way I’m putting myself on the spot." This time Annette saw George's face and, for a second, hesitated before giving him a wicked grin and wrapping one arm around him.
Julie couldn't resist pushing a little more. "You can still do that," she said. "You can talk to Adrian and decide what you'll tell. He’s in the same position."
"I didn’t think of that." A brief smile flashed across her face. "So we could both say it was great."
"Or say never again, or say nothing."
Annette looked pensive for a moment.
"I wouldn't really cheat on George like that but there is the other thing. What if George is great and Mary really likes it and, worse still, if Adrian and I are awful, George might go off with Mary."
"I imagine they are having the same thoughts. This isn’t a black hole you’re jumping into, you can take it steady, talk as you go, any of you can call a stop. Let me show you around upstairs. You two are here first so you can take your pick of which room you want."
"But we’ll be in opposite rooms," said George, catching up with the conversation.
Julie chuckled. "Sorry," she said. "That was me trying to be lighthearted, the rooms are almost identical, deliberately so, but you are here first so you can decide between you who goes where." She stopped for a second. "Seriously, you do have to trust each other. Things won't be exactly the same afterwards so communication is the thing. Without making it sound too simple; it's up to you two to decide what happens tomorrow. You're only doing this because you think you can add something to your lives. If it doesn't work, then draw a line under it, chalk it up to experience and carry on.
“There is one other thing, neither of you have a way to contact the other couple afterwards unless you decide to. When you're here everything is recorded. I'm not in the business of breaking up marriages, so you all get to see all the tapes. No secrets. There's no question of one of you sneaking a phone number to one of the others without anyone else knowing. I don’t mind if you all become bosom pals or never see each other again, but no secret assignations."
As they walked upstairs it occurred to Julie that she had never done this before, on any level. The refurb of the flat was new, she’d never worked with two couples at once and, most likely as far as she could see, she was going to be the wallflower for the whole night. Should she tell them? Would they guess anyway? Best to tell, she thought.
As she opened the door to the flat she stood aside to let them in.
"This is all new," she said. "The apartment has been completely refurbished, so I hope you’re happy to be the first to try it."
"And we can stay all night?" said George.
"All night certainly and as long as you want tomorrow. I have a room downstairs. I can stay as long as you need."
“We should keep our options open,” said Annette, businesslike again. “With luck, we’ll all be worn out and needing to sleep half of tomorrow."
"Okay. There is a separate entrance down the other stairs so you can order in food if you want to or there are some ready meals in the freezer. There’s coffee and tea and a full drinks cabinet, so you can make yourselves at home. With luck, Adrian and Mary won’t be long."
Julia went back downstairs and set all her video systems going. She watched as Annette and George explored.
"Are you still okay with this love?" Annette said. Julie smiled as she listened. Making sure she’d installed good audio paid off as soon as she heard the inflection in Annette’s voice. It was a question, but the downward tone at the end of the line made it completely clear that George was supposed to say yes. Julie almost expected George to say 'Yes, of course, dear. Whatever you say.'
"I’m nervous."
"Yes darling, I’m sure you are.” She paused for a second. “Actually so am I love,” she said, almost as though she was owning up to a deep secret. “Don’t worry, it’s not a test, it’s an experiment."
"But what if I like it? What if she likes it a lot?"
"It’ll be something for her to remember."
"But what if she wants to keep doing it?"
"Then she and I will have to talk." Annette hesitated for a moment, "I’ll talk to you as well, darling. If you hate it I won’t make you keep doing it."
Julie glanced at the video and caught a smirk on Annette’s face.
"Not all of the time anyway," she said as she nudged him with an elbow. "I expect she’ll love it and want to tell all her friends and I’ll have to ration you out."
Annette pulled him towards her, wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him. "Don’t fret, darling, let yourself go, enjoy it. You’ll kill the fun if you over think it."
"What if you enjoy Adrian?"
Ah ha, thought Julie, there’s the angst.
"You won’t lose me. Don’t fret, love. You won’t lose me."
"But if you do like it? I mean really like it?"
"Then I’ll have to talk to Mary and see if she’ll let me have a treat now and then.” Julie could hear Annette’s old assurance roaring back. “I really like chocolate, darling, but I manage to not eat it all the time. I am not leaving you."
Julie smiled, shaking her head in wonder — so self-possessed and yet she knew from half a dozen calls over the last week that Annette had been through every doubt there was. That train of thought was interrupted by the doorbell and in another minute, Julie was introducing the two couples, showing Adrian and Mary around, pouring drinks, getting everyone settled before starting to bow out.
"Where will you be?" asked Annette?
"Where-ever you want me to be. I could stay here in the lounge but mostly I’ll be downstairs. I won’t leave the premises and you can call me any time. There’s an internal phone in each room. You can’t dial out, I haven’t been able to sort that out yet but I imagine you all have mobiles. Pick up the phone and you’ll get me immediately," she said and walked resolutely out of the room.
There was a long silence until Annette’s usual authority surfaced.
"I know we’ve spoken on the phone, but perhaps we should all say something about ourselves?"
"Awkward, isn’t it," said Mary. "Can I make a suggestion? I think Annette and I ought to get to know each other, so why don’t you boys have a drink and chat here and we’ll go next door for a few minutes. There’s some things I want to discuss with Annette."
Mary stood up, smiled at everyone and headed for the left-hand bedroom. Annette glanced at George who managed a nervous grin. He leaned across and whispered something and for a second she giggled and then left to join Mary.
"What did you say to her," said Adrian.
"She’s as bossy as you."
Both men laughed. Julie, downstairs relaxed and switched her attention to the women.
"Thanks for agreeing to this," said Mary. "I know it’s kind of crazy and it may be a one-off, but thanks anyway."
"What are you expecting to get out of the night?" Annette’s voice was firm but laced with nervous curiosity.
"Good question. I’m hoping that Adrian gives you a great time." She paused for a second. "That sounds weird doesn’t it."
"If I said I wanted the same for you from George, would it still sound strange?"
"I guess anyone listening might think we were an odd pair. Julie said George has a monster cock. Is that right?"
"It’s big, so big that it scares me, but you can tell me afterwards how big it is really. Julie said you would know."
"That’s putting it kindly. I’ll be honest, Adrian has this thing about wanting me to have… well, it’s hard to explain, but I went along with it and met some men, rather well-endowed men. Bigger than Adrian certainly."
"But the way you say that, it sounds like you have doubts?"
"One of them was a disaster. A couple of the others were fun, but I’m not sure I want to keep on doing it."
"Are you saying that so I won’t worry about you stealing George?"
Mary laughed. "I could say the same thing. I have to trust you with Adrian. What are you hoping for?"
There was a long silence. Annette was sitting on the bed, Mary got up from the armchair and knelt in front of her.
"Try to say, please. Don’t think about George, think about yourself."
"I, um, oh dear," she said. "Saying it out loud sounds so silly."
"I promise not to laugh. I’ve just told you I’m a slut for big cocks, it can’t be any worse."
"It’s kind of the opposite."
Julie, riveted to the monitor downstairs was beginning to wonder if she needed to be there. Five more minutes, she thought. Five more minutes and I’m going up there.
"George frightens me."
"What?"
"No, no, not like that. He’s not violent, he’s as gentle as a lamb, but he’s so big. I tense up when he gets hard and that makes it worse. He can get it in, we did it with Julie, but I still tense up."
"So putting it bluntly what you want from Adrian is a good enthusiastic fuck from someone who is not as big as George."
Annette giggled. "Mmmm, something like that."
"And I’m looking for a big cock to do things only big cocks can do. Will George be able to stop being gentle?"
"I hope so, that’s what I wanted for him, a chance to use that thing without worrying." Annette gasped. "Not to hurt you," she said, panic edging into her voice.
"You let me worry about that. Let's go and get these boys to work. Which room do you want?"
"I’ll take the other one."
"Are you ready? I think we should strip for them and then what I'd like is for you to suck George and get him as big as you can and then tell him to fuck me. Could you do that? Be dirty, push him, tell him it may be his one big chance to satisfy a size queen."
Annette giggled but didn’t move. She sat on the edge of the bed staring at the wall.
Mary waited, regretting what she'd said for a moment. Was Annette going to say something?
"Um, I, well… You know, um well, have you done anything like this before?"
"Not exactly this."
"I’m out of my depth," Annette blurted out. "When Julie was telling us what to do…"
"You want to be told? We can call her."
"That seems a bit weak, I mean it’s not like me."
Mary laughed. "Yeah, I know. We’re both bossy bitches and we’re being shown up as complete amateurs." She reached out and took Annette’s hand, pulling her to her feet.
"Let me do this," Mary said and began to unbutton Annette’s blouse. In a moment it was on the floor quickly followed by her skirt. Mary stood back and examined the woman in front of her.
"Beautiful," she said and began peeling off her own outer layers until they both stood in bra and panties.
"We’ll let the underwear do the talking," Mary said. "The guys won’t be able to think about anything else."
Annette twirled in front of the mirror, still making embarrassed giggles but gradually settling. After the third twirl, she became more resolute.
"One more thing," said Mary, reaching into the handbag and coming out with a small perfume spray.
"Might as well hit them with everything we’ve got."
Once Annette had managed to suppress her giggles, they were ready to go back to the men.
“What do you suppose they’ve been talking about?”
“I dread to think,” said Mary. “I hope they haven’t been comparing you know what.”
“Is Adrian very small?”
“Not really. He’s one of these guys who grow once you’ve got him interested, but when the thing is doing nothing it does shrink more than most.”
“Does it bother him?”
“Mmmm. That’s why he was so keen on me having bigger guys.”
“Did you like it with them?”
“Yes... yes, though partly it was an adventure and naughty but the actual sex was never as good as Adrian imagines. I always told him it was great, which may have been a mistake. I was trying to please him and it didn’t cross my mind that I was, um, well, to put it bluntly humiliating him, fixing in his mind the idea that he was inferior.”
“And he’s not?”
“No, he isn’t, except in his mind.”
“So why am I, I mean what am I, um why does Julie think this is a good idea?”
“Adrian is smaller than George, so you needn’t be scared of him, but Julie’s been working with him and she thinks you’ll enjoy him.” Mary paused for a second. “Take a deep breath and dive in, that’s the only way. Oh, and maybe one other thing, try not to boss Adrian, give him time, wait for him to take charge, make it obvious that you like that and he’ll be great.”