Someone asked me recently about my first time… Thinking back to all of the sexual encounters I have had, I smiled to myself at all the awkward moments, embarrassing situations and that wonderful loss of inhibitions that comes from experience. I decided to pick blowjobs.
My ascension from cocksucker to fellatress was not simple or glamorous! The first guys who talked me into sucking cock just wanted me to be like all the other girls in HS and open my mouth for their pleasure. Let’s call him Theo, that first guy to use my mouth. We had not dated but once or twice and from the get go his intent was to get off. All the guys dated a lot of girls and any girl who could get them off was their girlfriend. So I figured it was my time to be popular too. We were at a party & ended up in an upstairs bedroom. I had dressed up really sexy & all but he didn’t care to even see my titties. And I was willing to show him too (the first time for me) but he didn’t care, it seemed, that I even had tits.
He cared only that he was going to ‘get off’. While we kissed he pushed my hands to his crotch. “Open the belt. Unzip my pants. Pull down my jockeys. Take out my cock.” I was told.
I must share that I had given hand jobs and jacked a boyfriend or 3 off. I knew it made them squirm and jerk and convulse just before this hot white goo shot out all over & I learned to stay out of its way!!!
Soon he was done kissing. “Suck on it. Take it in your mouth. Come on you want to don’t you?”
Well I didn’t know if I wanted to or not but I wanted to be one of the popular girls so down I went. Stinking of pee I didn’t understand how this could be such a cool thing to do. I didn’t know about using my tongue to stroke his head or how to lick up and down the shaft so I just let him stick it in my mouth and he grabbed my head.