It seemed like I had known her for years, not just months and I was determined to finally get her into my bed tonight. The timing was perfect as my roommate had gone home for the weekend, so I had the suite to myself. I was standing behind this red-headed beauty with my arms wrapped around her. My hands covering hers, guiding them as we bent over the pool table.
"Now just pull back on the stick and aim a few gentle strokes towards the cue ball to make sure you are lined up exactly where you want to hit it. When you are sure, pull back further and give it one good thrust."
I relaxed the pressure on her hands as she took the shot. We watched as the cue ball headed towards the solid blue ball and hit it. Then we watched as the ball headed for the pocket and teetered on the edge for a split second before falling in. Melissa dropped the stick on the table and turned around, jumping up and down. My arms went around her again as she hugged me.
"Yaaay, I did it! Thank you so much, Lauren. You are such a good teacher."
"Well, you are a good student."
I thought back to the day I met her. A group of Juniors volunteered during freshman orientation week to each mentor a small group of incoming students and show them around the campus. We helped with getting local IDs and a number of other things they needed. Once past the initial week, we also helped occasionally advise them if they need any unofficial help with anything. I had walked into the auditorium and been handed my list of students and was watching as their names were called. When her name was called, I watched as this stunning vision worked her way through the crowd towards me. I think I fell in love with her at that moment.
Over the last three months, I had pretty much blown off the rest of the group, except for an occasional question here and there, but found any excuse I could to spend time with Melissa. At first, it was just helping her find her way around campus, giving her a lift into town to shop or go to the movies, or getting her settled into her room. If she had trouble hooking up her TV or computer, I was right there to assist. I would ‘accidentally' run into her at lunchtime and eat with her. I ran into her in the student union after classes. During that time, she started dating a couple of guys, but none of them seemed to be anything serious.
I was pretty sure she was more into girls, but not sure she was quite aware of that yet. She really did more things with her girl friends or with a group than with a solo male. Just before the holidays, I had finally asked her if she wanted to go into town for dinner and a movie and she had accepted but insisted we go dutch. I agreed, but only if she picked the restaurant and movie. I dressed up in my best jeans and sexiest top, then added a jacket. We met in front of her dorm, and I took her hand leading her to where I had parked my car.
We had dinner and then walked to the theater a block away. When I took her hand again, she did not resist. In the theater, we got adjoining seats where the arm separating the seats could be raised out of the way. I insisted on getting popcorn and a drink for each of us, and when we sat down, I moved the arm up.
"We can put the popcorn between us without that arm in the way."
"Good idea."
I managed to keep reaching for popcorn at the same time she did and as soon as we finished, I put the empty tub onto the unoccupied seat next to me. When I took her hand again, she still did not resist. And when I put my arm around her as we walked back to my car, it seemed to me like she snuggled in a bit. When I dropped her off, I gave her a little kiss on the lips. After that night, we went out again before the holidays so she could shop for her family. We spent the better part of the day together and then the holidays were upon us. After nearly two weeks, I was going crazy so I had called her a few days before the break was over with the excuse of asking if she would need a ride from the train station back to campus.
"My dad is driving me back because I got a mini fridge for Christmas for my dorm room. So I am good, but thanks for the offer."
"Oh, you are welcome. I just didn't want you trying to get a cab when I have a perfectly good car."
When the break was finally over, I was dying to see her again but was not sure of her new schedule, so it was a bit harder to do accidentally. I remember when I finally found her in the student union sitting by herself, so I walked over and said hi. She immediately stood up and hugged me and pointed to an empty chair. I sat down and asked her about her holidays and remember every word of that conversation.
"Oh, I got a bunch of great stuff. I got a new laptop, so I gave the old one to my younger sister. I got some new clothes, some jewelry, and some gift certificates, and of course, the fridge. And everyone loved the gifts I got them. Thank you again for taking me shopping. What about you? Get anything good?"
"I got some clothes and a really nice necklace. Mostly my folks gave me gas cards and put money in my account so I don't have to work while I am at school. I usually work as many hours as I can at my old job every time I go home though so they don't have to give me too much. I did get a new phone."
"Can I ask you something, Lauren? Something personal?"
"Sure. Ask away."
"Not quite sure how to put this…uhm, uh… do you like girls?"
"Hahaha. As a matter of fact, I do."
"Not guys?"
"I like guys just fine, but only as friends, not to date. Why do you ask?"
"Well, I have never seen you with a guy, or actually with a girl for that matter. I was just curious."
"And what about you? I knew you dated a few guys last semester, but mostly you just hung out with a group of friends."
"Yes, I have dated guys here and in high school too, but never really had a steady guy or one I felt serious about."
"Ever dated a girl?"
"No, well, not really. I mean I have gone places with a girl friend, but not a girlfriend, if you know what I mean."
"I understand. So what you are saying is you don't know how you feel yet."
"No, yes. I am just not sure. Most of my friends in high school had steady boyfriends, one even got engaged just before graduation. I just never felt that way about a guy. Does that make me a lesbian?"
"First, you are still young. A lot of girls don't find out until they are older. Some even marry and discover it after they divorce. So the fact you don't know yet is no big deal. Second, if you did turn out to be a lesbian, would that be a problem? I mean, like would your family object or kick you out? Do you hate the idea so much it would bother you personally?"
"No, I don't think it would bother my family at all. I think they would just want me to be happy. As for how I feel about it, I am just not sure. I have been thinking about it a lot lately, especially during the break."
"Oh? And why was that?"
"Well, I didn't really think about school or anything too much until you called. I realized that I had missed talking to you and hanging out with you. And that got me to thinking about boys and girls and how I felt… and about you."
"And did you come to a conclusion?
"No, well not exactly. But I did want to talk to you about this. I know you have spent a lot of time with me last semester and I wondered why that was. Did you just see me as a silly freshman, or was it because you liked me? And if it was because you liked me, was that as a friend or as a potential girlfriend?"
"I do like you, Melissa and not just as a friend."
"Pheww, cause I think I like you too. I was worried that you might have seen me as just a friend."
"So, does that mean I can take you out on a proper date now?"
"I think so. But one thing."
"What is that?"
"I need to go slow until I figure this all out, okay?"
That was two months ago and during that time; we had gone out on numerous dates. As requested I took it slow, letting Mellissa make most of the advances in the relationship, though I did provide her with opportunities and subliminal hints when I could. We had finally gotten past a peck on the cheek to some heavier make out sessions. From the hints and vibes I was getting from her, I felt she was finally ready to take the next step. So after she won the pool game, I made my move.