This was Dorothy speaking. She was my next door neighbor, and a bit of a sad case. Her husband had died the year before after a long illness and you could tell she was lonely. I had invited her in for a drink, because I hadn’t been there long and the only real contact we had had was when she complained about my music one night. We shared a garden and I had left the patio door open, so the sound went round the back as well as through the wall.
“It was a long way to the city,” Dorothy continued. “There was just me and my brother and mother and father. Apart from us there was just the staff. We had a cook, Agnes, and a general assistant, Essie, who did the cleaning and suchlike. Agnes was a big woman – not tall but fat. She was eating all day long. I suppose it’s an occupational hazard. And she cooked such heavy stuff. Stews with dumplings, pies and all that. Mother gave her a cookery book and left her to it. Essie was taller and quite athletic, but also slightly masculine, I thought. They were the only people I really knew, or at least saw regularly, so my little world involved them. They were both black, very dark skinned, but I thought nothing of it.
“You could call it a sheltered upbringing, although the country was a bit wild. I didn’t think I was lonely because it was all I’d known. But you know, when all you have is four or five people, no TV or any of that, your thoughts revolve around these people.”
I could imagine the simmering stew of adolescent emotions se was referring to. She was wearing a long floral cotton dress with a wide skirt, and she was playing with the hem as she spoke. She was quite slim, Dorothy, with greying dark hair and a sad, weary face. She must have been pretty once, but life had ground her down.
“To cut a long story short,” she said, “At 18 I met a visiting priest, Kenneth, and we fell in love. Well, I fell in love and he had a vacancy for a wife-stroke-housekeeper. He was in his late 30s then, but that was okay for me. I wasn’t looking for excitement, I just wanted to be a woman. And women got married, so I did. We came back here to England and moved around a bit, never very far, and then he got sick and we just got stuck here in Worthing. He was bedridden for five years and I cared for him. The district nurses came every day but most of the hard work was for me to do.”
Dorothy was visibly saddened talking about her husband, so I switched it back to Zimbabwe.
“What did you do for fun out there?” I asked.
“Not a lot,” she said. “ We read and I tried writing a novel but I had nothing to write about because I had no experience of life. Just about the only event of note was when… I’m not sure I should be telling you this…”
I smiled my encouragement, and she continued.
“One day I went into Agnes’s room out the back and found her sitting in her armchair, sort of laying back, with her knees in the air. There was a shape under her skirt and I realized it was Essie. Agnes looked at me sort of shocked, and coughed, but Essie just carried on, so I sort of waved and left. I was quite shocked, although I didn’t really know what they were doing. I tried describing it to Mother, but she just blushed and said Essie must have been darning Agnes’s knickers or something. Must have been pretty dark in there, I thought.
“To be honest, I didn’t really find out at all until last week, when one of the church boys fixed me up with internet and I started, what do you call it, surfing.”
“Wow,” I said. “Your husband didn’t…”
“Cripes no,’ she said, straightening herself. “Once a year for the first 10 years and then never again. And it was only the bare minimum. He was a good man, but had no idea and no inclination. Anyway, I’ve taken up far too much of your time and drunk all your Martini, so I’ll leave you to it.”
And with that, Dorothy whisked herself out of the situation and retired to the safety of her home.
So, she had witnessed an occurrence that, my subsequent research told me, was not unusual in such a country at such a time. With the men scarce and likely to be at it with someone other than their wife even when they were at home, the women would eat each other out, just to fill that sexual void. It sounded quite civilised in an odd way.
I didn’t see Dorothy the rest of the week, but on Sunday afternoon the sun was out and I was lying on a sunlounger on the lawn when she appeared, carrying a jug of something pink and two plastic glasses.
“It’s a cocktail. I found the recipe online,” she said proudly. “Watermelon , freshly crushed, with Bacardi and that coconut one, what’s it called?”
“Malibu?”
“That’s it, Malibu.” She pulled over the other lounger and sat on it sideways, looking at me. I sipped my drink.
“Nice,” I said. “Quite refreshing.”
“Oh good,’ Dorothy said. I could see she was waiting for some sort of invitation.
“Make yourself comfortable,” I said, waving a hand at the lounger. She went off and found the little white plastic table that went with the set, and when our drinks were safely on that, she lay back and kicked her sandals off. Again she was wearing the long, wide-skirted floral dress, and she pulled it up to her knees, a motion I thought she regarded as rather bold.
“So tell me about the other places you’ve lived in England,” I said, just to get the conversation going. She spoke at length about churches and congregations and wardens and their wives
“You must think I’m terribly boring,” she said at last. “Never really seen or done much.”
“Well,” I said, the cocktail loosening my tongue and perhaps letting off the safety catch. “I’ve never seen a woman with another woman up her skirt.”
Dorothy let the straw slip from her lips in panic.
“Oh, that struck a chord with you, did it?” she said.
“Apparently it was a common thing they did, “ I spluttered. “Had to get their kicks somehow.”
“So what do you think they were actually doing?” Dorothy asked. I couldn’t tell if she was winding me up, flirting or really didn’t know.
“ Sounds to me,” I said in my role as experienced, broad-minded younger man, “like Essie - is it Essie? Yes, well she was performing cunnilingus on Agnes.” Now I was the one blushing.