I looked at him "I--don't know--Ive never done it and I don't want to be bad."
He smirked "practice makes perfect"
I rolled my eyes "I can't- I'm too chicken" I admitted, even though I really wanted to have his dick in my mouth. His lips tasted so great why shouldn't the rest of his body? He just stared at me, "I, can't make the first move" I lied through my teeth. I could, if I wanted too most of the time. But I was so afraid I was going to screw up that I didn't want to. Tyler smiled gently then lifted my shirt grabbing my belt and unbuckling it as well as unbuttoning my pants.
"enough of a first move?" He asked smiling slightly. God I wanted him, he knew that I wanted him. He's known how long I've wanted him.
I stared at him, worry must have washed over my face, "I just--can't" I said covering my face.
"Listen, I'm not going to force you into anything." I smiled as he spoke. "what do you want?" he asked concentrating on my face "you" I answered simply.
"Take me then" He replied.
'Take me then' He made it sound so easy, so simple, but most of all so pain free. I sighed hating my heart right then, "I want to and I know if I don't take this chance, I'm going to hate myself" I looked down at him.
"You might hate yourself if you do" he added, I nodded "I want you really---really bad." I stared at him as I prepared myself for the next thing I was about to say "I just don't want it to mean nothing to you"
That would be the worst, this thing that meant everything to me by far, meaning absolutely nothing to him. He stared at me for a second, "It would mean a lot to me." his answered sent my heart on a rampage. Thumping loudly in my ears. I stared at him almost unaware that I heard him correctly. "Are you just saying that?" I asked awaiting his answer, watching him carefully.
He shook his head "as long as you don't expect me to change"
I looked at him confused "I don't want you to change, your perfect the way you are"
He smiled lightly grabbing my face in the warm palms of his hands, pulling me forwards and kissing me hard. His hands traveled lightly across my body. I pulled back and looked at him. His eyes asked the question again. "I'm so afraid" I said softly. Tyler's hands gripped my face again, he stared into my eyes "here-" he said pulling me towards him "when were making out-feel on me" He said as though this was my first time. "like this" He added kissing me. Sliding his hand down into my jeans and then into me. I gasped for air as I felt his fingers go inside me, he pulled his hand out and pulled away from me "see" he smiled a little.
Once the room wasn't spinning anymore I leaned in and kissed him. His kiss was filled with tension as my hand ran down his body. My fingers trailed his waist and I lifted myself lightly to reach in his shorts.