I hate you!" I screamed at him.
"Well I hate you right back"! He yelled.
I threw the vase that held the dozen roses he bought me earlier at him and it shattered against the wall. Water, glass, and roses covered the floor around him. I don't know why but at this moment he made me beyond sick. I wanted him out and I didn't care that it was 2 am or that it was pouring outside!
I don't even remember what we were fighting about but it was serious at that moment and our argument was pretty bad. I remember that we had recently finished having sex and I put his button up shirt on. One of us must have said something that pissed the other off. Lately this wasn't hard, small things had made us argue for days! And just like that, a relaxed satisfied mood went to shitty and hostile in seconds.
"Get out!" I screamed
He looked at me for a few minutes and I watched as his hostility went down a couple notches and he just looked sad. He barreled past me and grabbed his coat of the hook next to the front door. But instead of going out the door he went out the window to the fire escape. I went over to the window and watched him run up the metal stairs. My mind started to race, there's nothing up there why is he going to the roof? I started to think maybe I should follow him to make sure he wasn't up to anything stupid. I climbed out the window and the cold, wet rain drenched my t-shirt and my bare feet instantly froze. I ran up the metal stairs, pushing my long, thick, wet hair out of my face as I went up higher and higher. As I climbed the last of the stairs I saw him standing at the edge of the roof, he was slightly turned away from me, his hands in his pockets, his head bowed. He was soaked, his short, spiky, black hair was dripping water and his eyes were closed. I stood at the top of the stairs, unsure what to say. But before I could say anything he turned around and looked at me.
What are you doing up here"? I asked though I had to yell it because the rain hitting the roof was loud.
He didn't say anything he just looked at me, with a cold, hard stare.
I wiped the lock of hair that had stuck to my cheek and walked toward him. I saw him shiver and take a step back and I started to panic. He was already too close to the edge from my point of view.
I stopped dead in my tracks and watched him.
"Derik? Please whatever you’re thinking of doing don't do it."
"It was a stupid fight, we can fix it, just come back inside with me." I said this calmly but inside my heart was racing and panic and fear had a tight grip on my body.
"Do you really hate me"? He asked.
"No I don't really hate you; sure I’m not happy at the moment with you. But I don't hate you" I said.
"Good, because I love you and I can't lose you." he said.
I've heard these words before, so many times and every time I fell for them and we made up. But tonight in the freezing rain I wanted him to show it, I wanted proof he loved me.
"You say that every time we fight, I don't know if its lies or if you mean it" I said. I could feel the tears start to mix with the rain on my face.
"You know I mean it" he said and took a step toward me.
"No I really don't, I think it’s time you prove it." I said. I didn't expect him to come closer I thought maybe when I got him back inside id get warm and sleep and then tomorrow had work on the whole proof thing. But that's not what happened and I’m glad it didn't.
Derik took 2 long strides toward me and gripped my arms and yanked me against him. I looked up into his green eyes and he kissed me. It wasn’t just a kiss; it was a mind blowing, and mind numbing, warms your body from your toes up, clichéd, magical kisses. He slipped his skilled tongue past my lips and played with mine until I thought I might melt in to a puddle and the rain would wash me away. His hands gripped tighter around my arms and then he pulled his lips from mine and looked at me. He looked from my hazel eyes to my lips and then back to my eyes. And then he was kissing me again but more passionately then before but still just as amazing as the first. He started to force me up against the huge metal heating duct hard and bite my lip. His mouth started to move over my jaw and down my neck. I want to protest and tell him that I didn’t want him in this way at the moment but my body had a mind of its own and my voice was nothing but soft moans as his body pinned me against the metal and his lips traveled down to my collar bone.
I felt his cock press through his soaked jeans and poke me in my stomach. His hands cupped my breast and tugged on my already hard nipples. My eyes fluttered closed as his hands started to travel to the 3 buttons I had done up earlier. But instead of undoing them he ripped them apart and as the rain hit my heated flesh I shivered. The rain ran down over my breasts, in between them and down over my flat tummy and down to my aroused pussy. I opened my eyes and looked up at him, his jaw was twitching and lust was clearly blazing in his eyes. He lowered his head to my nipple, never breaking eye contact. He poked his tongue out and flicked it over my nipple, catching the water that was dripping from it. I bit my lip and moaned and he grinned and then took my nipple in his mouth and sucked. He sucked and flicked his tongue over my hard nipple, while his other hand cupped and massaged my other breast.
He was devouring my breasts, sucking and biting lightly.