Michael sat in the darkness pondering the evening he had spent with his father. In many ways it had been like so many others. The difference was the story his father had told, one unlike any he had ever heard.
Michael was forty five years old, a fairly reasonable copy of his Italian father. He was 6'2'' tall, slender without any sense of being frail. His face was handsome with dark eyes, planed cheeks below high cheekbones, a straight blade of a nose, rather spare but expressive lips, all topped with a thick mane of straight black hair. He had never lacked for attention from the ladies, due as much to his personality as from his good looks. He could make the ladies laugh, an important trait in the arsenal of a Don Giovanni, a Don Juan.
He was well muscled and had been a promising baseball player like a fellow Italian whom he had idolized. Joe DiMaggio was a man, one to be admired. He not only was a great athlete, but had been husband to one of the great sex symbols of his time, the ill-fated Marilyn Monroe.
His body was lean, flat bellied. His arms and legs were long and slender, as were his hands and feet. His mother said he had the hands of a piano player; his father said his feet were like sled runners.
Michael had ended his athletic career compliments of a blown out knee, sacrificed when his cleat had caught in the bag at second base as he attempted to slide. It had been a slow rehabilitation, one which had robbed him of his speed. By the time he had healed baseball season was long past and when it came around again it found a slower Michael; his dreams of athletic glory ala DiMaggio were fini.
Michael's father was Leonardo Belloni, shortened to Len among his friends. When younger some had made the mistake of teasing him, calling him 'baloney', a mistake generally made only once. Several boys had gone home with black eyes, split lips from their encounter with Len's fists. They had all been ashamed to tell their fathers that they'd had their asses whipped by the slender Italian kid. No repercussions came except a growing knowledge that messing with Belloni was a mistake and a bad one. He was friendly to those who would be friends, but was not a person who tolerated disrespect to himself, his family, or his Italian heritage.
Len's father had founded a business when he made his way to America. He worked and saved, finally bought enough land to start a small dairy farm. That was in the days when a small dairy was a viable business, one cherished by its patrons. The glass bottles of creamy goodness were delivered before the sun came up, the glass cow imprinted on the cool quart bottles above the title Belloni Dairy. The golden packets of fresh butter were equally welcome on the tables of his customers.
The family business had passed from father to son. Len had operated the dairy while Michael was a boy, a memory both of them cherished. Michael had learned the value of work, the idea that to accomplish things one must make the effort. He carried that knowledge to college and had become an architect, a successful one in the growing city.
The dairy had succumbed to a combination of events. Primary had been the move toward consolidation, a realization that with rising costs the only way to survive was to grow. Many family dairies were gobbled up by larger operations which were in turn devoured by even larger concerns until dairies became regional operations with generally only one operating in an area dominated by a central city. Also, the city had grown up around the farm itself, impinging upon its space.
Len had sold the family business as others had been forced to do before him. He was a business man, a reasonable man, and knew the balance sheet by heart. Expenses grew, profits shrank, worries multiplied until he had been forced to find a solution. His cows, the equipment, all the things that had helped him in the business were sold.
He was left with the land, a neat one hundred acres upon which now stood his home, the place where he and his wife Connie had raised Michael, their only child. The barns, the milking parlor, the fences and equipment sheds were all gone now, returning the setting to one of pastures bordered by scrub woods. Deer were a common sight now, one which Len always greeted with a smile of remembrance.
Connie too was gone, carried away by the cancer which had moved into her body, an uninvited and most unwelcome guest. Michael was away at college when the end came. Len sat with his wife, held her hand and told her of his love for her, the gratitude he had for her being his wife, his helper, his mate for all those many years they had shared. When the end came it was peaceful: the meds did their job and she left as she and Len had started, hand in hand.
Five years passed quickly enough for a man who wasn't counting. Len realized that his health had declined, though he was still mobile, still walked his land every day except when the sky poured rain on the pastures. He saw the deer often, saw one particular doe he called Alma. She always stood at the edge of the pasture, watched him with a calm gaze. Sometimes she would take a step, maybe even three in his direction. It was almost like she had something to say to him, wanted to be with him.
The realtors were his most dependable visitors. His farm was one of the most attractive properties in the growing area. The city had swallowed the suburbs, growing like another form of cancer, ever hungry for land. Len had resisted, held out as the numbers offered became predictably larger.
Finally he was approached by a group representing a growing chain of 'retirement communities', a place where older people were put out to pasture. They provided an assortment of services which included a secure living space without the upkeep of owning a home. Next came 'assisted living', a fuller array including providing meals, apartment cleaning, and the security of knowing someone was close should need arise.The final phase was full care, which included nursing care for the time when the body increasingly failed, needed more intensive care.
Len smiled as he recalled the day the agents for Laurel Ridge Retirement Communities came calling. They had assured him that the land would be cared for, preserved as much as possible. They neglected to mention the yards of concrete, the expanses of black asphalt, the brick and mortar that came along with the transaction.
Len was still a practical man, one capable of reading between the lines. Should he accept their offer his beloved dairy would be gone forever, a memory within his own mind and that of Michael and very few others. The land would be raped, laid upon the altar of progress. Len was a practical man and knew the inevitable when it sat across his kitchen table expectantly, awaiting his response.
The number of zeroes was quite impressive, even surprising to him. He was also not a hasty man and told them he would entertain their offer, give it his full consideration. They had left awkwardly, seeming to expect this old Italian Gus, this bumpkin to break his wrist in his hast to sign away his life, his past.
Len was true to his word, and he thought deeply on the offer. He thought of his future, that of Michael, and other considerations. After two weeks the agents had called to get his decision. They were astounded at the counter proposal he had for them.
Len would accept their offer to buy his farm. The price was to be only 75% of their offer with certain amendments. The retirement community would build a spacious apartment for his exclusive use. They would agree to provide whatever support services he might need for the rest of his life. They would agree to leave a margin of greenery at least fifty yards in depth between the woods and any structures, parking areas, et cetera.
The agents for Laurel Ridge Retirement Communities knew an opportunity when it was on the phone with them. They damned near broke their wrists in their hast to prepare the required documents before this old Italian Gus changed his mind.
2
Michael had graduated college when Len was fifty five years old. He had become a father late in life, as had his father before him. He and Connie had been blessed with Michael when he was thirty three, when Connie was thirty one.
No other babies came to their home, so both parents lavished their attentions upon Michael; they worked hard to prevent him from becoming spoiled. Michael grew up understanding responsibility, was familiar with work and its reward. The family was a happy one, understanding that security was bought at the expense of effort and prudence.
Now Michael's relationship with his father largely consisted of a couple phone calls each week, and a monthly 'boys night out'. This night out consisted of dinner at an Italian restaurant owned by the son of one of Len's old friends. They had been patrons for the twenty some years between Michael's homecoming and the present. Before then Len and Connie had been visitors on their own occasional night out.
The Italian cuisine was the best in the city. Len always had the fish; he never tired of it. He told Michael "The fish they serve at the village is really breaded cardboard. This is fish, my son!" He had a side salad with Italian dressing, though he preferred ranch; it was a matter of national pride, he declared. The ubiquitous 'vegetable of the day' was never considered, instead being usurped by a stew of zuchini and tomato with clams. All of this accompanied by a very nice white wine, followed by coffee and gelato for dessert.
Len was north of eighty years old. His frame was still spare, though he was becoming a little bowed now, a condition he said came from carrying "all those damned years around." His face, once so smooth and handsome, was now a collection of age spots and wrinkles. His skin was a tapestry of years, testimony to time spent in the sun, the wind, each season leaving its imprint upon him. He did not resent the change the years had brought, instead acknowledging with honesty what the events of his life had wrought upon him.
Len had enjoyed a third glass of the excellent white grappa, which he never had before. It had loosened his tongue, just a little. When the meal was finished, his fish had only been half eaten. The stew was half gone, the salad had been ignored. The coffee was consumed though, as was the strawberry gelato. There were some things which demanded their due attention. He told Michael "I think we are done here, yes? If I stay longer, I may pee my pants."
They went to the car, Michael expecting to make the drive back to the village where he would deposit his father until next month. He was surprised when his father asked him to drive to the heights, a steep ridge which looked down across the city. The view encompassed the retirement village, what had once been Belloni Dairy. It was speckled with houses, splotches resembling gull crap on the wooded green slopes of the ridge.
Michael was parked at the peak where the view was best.