Journal entry for today...
I think it might be a bad idea to actually write this down since I think it's the sort of thing that could lead to big trouble. I'm home alone. No school because of some kind of "teacher training" thing.
Mom and dad are both at work all day, which leaves me home to do as I please. They think I'm catching up on homework but I have other ideas. After they leave the house I strip down to my underwear and sit on my bed with my computer, surfing the web to find pornography. With the house to myself, I like to drift around from room to room, avoiding the windows so no one from outside can see me.
First, I go across the hall to my sister's room. She's away at college so her room's just there for when she comes home in the summer. I open her dresser drawers and find where she keeps her underwear. I try to poke around in there very discreetly, so that she won't know anyone has been looking but then I give up on that and just dump the whole drawer out onto her bed.
I take off my white Jockeys and start trying on her panties. Wow. What a great feeling. She gets to wear these fancy, smooth panties in all different bright colors, which feels so good. I settle on a pair of bright red ones, pull them up over my hard cock and then peer out into the hall.
There's a window at one end with a view to the street but the light is dim inside so I'm pretty sure no one can see me as I tiptoe down to my mom and dad's bedroom. I sprawl on their bed and jerk off for a while, looking at myself in the mirror on the opposite wall. I then get up, smooth out the bedspread, and go to the kitchen, where I can look out the window over the sink to see people passing by on the sidewalk out front.
It's exciting to see them as I stand there with my sister's red panties pulled down to my knees, playing with my cock, so close to where they're just walking by on their way to somewhere. I like to fantasize about them coming to the door, ringing the bell, and me opening the door so they can see me wearing nothing but my sister's panties.
And then this guy who is jogging by in his blue satin shorts and white t-shirt looks over and sees me standing at the window. Then he actually does it. He turns and comes up to the front door and rings the doorbell! And then I just do the wackiest thing. I pull up my sister's panties, go over to the front door, and open it. I don't know why I did that but I just did.
When this guy sees me standing there without my clothes on he is a bit startled but then he just asks for a glass of water. I tell him to come on in and to sit on the couch in the living room. So bizarre. I just do it. When I come back with the water I see that he has his hand inside his shorts, as though he is scratching himself.
But when he sees me looking at him doing that he just keeps his hand in there and starts to slowly rub himself. He's looking at me with this smile on his face and I'm just standing there with a glass of water in my hand wondering what the hell I'm doing.
It's really scary but also really exciting and obviously sort of dangerous and wrong, 'cause I'm only sixteen years old. But I put the water down on the coffee table and then just pull my sister's panties down so that he can see my little erection. He then stands up and pulls his shorts down.