I finally made it to the front door of the hospital.I Had passed many people on the way to the door and really, most seemed more interested in their business than to stare at me.My composure was starting to come back to me.I thought to myself what my wife had said to me when I was in my hospital room ,my haven from the world.She had said that people will NEVER know that I was once a man.This obviously scared me to death,considering the fact that it sounded as if I had died.In reality I hadn`t died as much as I had a new personality and a little different appearance.AsI was walking and thinking I came to a mirrored corridor.Looking at the person in the mirror ,I had to stop myself in my own mind`s tracks with that line of logic.I wasn`t Steve with a different outlook and a new nose job.The image of me now reflecting in the mirror was of a very pretty girl, stylishly dressed from head to toe,with the face of an angel,and the long fluffy hair of a model.There was no way that I could meet any of my friends and pick up where we left off.There was no way that I would ever be of interest sexually to my wife or any of my many old girl friends.No, I was not Steve with a little different outlook on life and a little different appearance.Looking at the beautiful ,long legged woman with the pouty lips and bedroom eyes I finally realized my wife`s revenge.It wasn`t that she was going to prevent me from having affairs as much as she was going to make me spend thirteen years creating a life as "Brittany".I was going to have to interact with other people at work now as "Brittany".I was going to have to shop for and have my car fixed as "Brittany".I was going to have to find friends as"Brittany".I was going to have interests and play any sports as "Brittany".Steve`s days of meeting interesting women out at bars and clubs and having wild sex with them were GONE.
Suddenly at that moment a thought hit me so hard that it made me almost violently ill right there in that corridor.The sreaming in my head was,"OH MY GOD ,I WILL NEVER HAVE SEX AGAIN FOR THE NEXT THIRTEEN YEARS".So many passionate nights with my wife ,and yes lots of other girls are now only a memory.By now I had become almost mesmerized with my image ,my "Brittany" look.But I must remember that it isn`t a "look" like I can take it off when I get home.This is the new person that my wife has so carefully crafted and I need to embrace her.Trust me the old Steve would not only charm and embrace her,but have her screaming with delight in bed. My wife said in the hospital room that the past is the past.I now have to let the world see "Brittany " and be comfortable with who I am now.With that thought in mind I opened the front door to the hospital and stepped out as "Brittany".
The sunshine felt so good to me.I had been in that building for such a long time and did not realize how wonderful the outdoors felt.There was a slight breeze and the birds were trying to be heard over the city traffic noise.I looked around and noticed that the street number that I was at was #12 and my wife said I was to meet her at #60.The numbers were running higher to the left so that was my direction. The sidewalks were thinning out as most of the people were returning from lunch. A little further walking and I noticed a very large construction site coming up on the side of the street I was walking. Should I cross over or not? I told myself that the new me just needs to take things in stride. To my horror as I got closer I saw that the sidewalk had been modified to an elevated four foot high open walkway for several hundred feet. All the other pedestrians had seen this earlier and had crossed the street further back when they could. To make matters far worse, there was a construction crew of several hundred men having their lunch right next to it. My heart was racing so fast that I thought I was going to have a stroke. I had to keep reminding myself of the fact that ,unlike the episode in the hospital, no one could tell that I was a guy. I summed up my courage and kept on walking into their view."Remember to keep your steps short, feet cross out straight in front of you as you walk, and sway your arms at the elbow" I said to myself. Sure enough I caught the eye of one of the workers and in seconds they were lined up waiting for me. As I began to walk past them something began to become much more apparent to me.I should continue to enjoy this day comfortable with the knowledge that I will not have people staring at me as some sort of freak. I can maybe even brighten their day a little as the pretty girl who just smiled at them. The attention I was getting was different but so what. My confidence began to build with the droves of whistles and comments I heard as I walked by each of the men."Nice ass !!, What a fox !!,Would I like to nail that !!! Check out those legs !! Is that a hottie or what !!!, Do you have a boyfriend honey ?, What a babe !! "I was not going to have trouble at all in presenting myself as anything else as a young woman. A hot,desirable,young chick with a body to die for.
I made it to the building #60 and met my wife in the lobby. She was grinning from ear to ear knowing what she had just tested me with. She fully expected me to burst in crying as she had subjected me to being "prey" walking by that job site. I wiped the smile off her face with my comment of "Honey, it was such an exciting new experience giving those men a thrill for the day !! . Her smile completely disappeared and was replaced with an evil smirk." Brittany I am so glad you are adjusting and I` m sure you'll love your new bedroom at the condo. I packed away all those macho trophies, awards , and sports memorabilia that Steve collected all of his life. In it` s place is a bedroom any girl would DIE for. I was worried that you would hate it, but based on the statement you just made, now I` m sure you'll think it` s dreamy " ,she said very sarcastically.
Getting home I went immediately to what had been my sports den. Opening the door gave me such a shock I have to fall into the chair by the door. Gone were all my golf, bowling,football,and baseball trophies and awards. Gone were my photos, signed balls, and bats. In their place was a huge king sized bed, with a large down comforter, lace dust ruffle, and mountains of different shaped pillows in lots of pastel colors. The walls were painted in a very light shade of pink and the curtains to the three large windows were full and very elegant. There was even a little crystal chandelier hanging over the bed. The walls were decorated with gold framed artwork of bright spring flower gardens.
