We have quite a few insurance policies to pay, the house, life insurance and Billy’s old banger of a car, even though the annual insurance is more than it’s worth. That was down to the speeding points on his licence, due to him thinking he was still a boy racer and not a married man with kids.
I wouldn’t mind having it off with the insurance man cause he’s a handsome bugger, bit older than me, hair always fresh cut, wearing a smart suit, smelling of after-shave. He’s also always clean shaved too, which my Billy aint. He’ll go days between shaves which means he’s constantly stubbly and scratching my face when he kisses me. Charlie, the insurance man, is also very clean and fresh looking, not like Billy who works in a garage and is always grubby and stinky with engine oil.
I wouldn’t feel guilty about taking Charlie’s cock or nothing, cause Billy hardly gives me his much any more. I never married him cause I loved him anyway, I just wanted to get away from my folks, who were a pain in the arse. Yeah, I liked Billy and he paid attention when he courted me, but now that we was married he didn’t bother with me much and preferred to go down the pub with his mates of an evening. He knew I’d be lying in bed waiting for him if he came home randy. Then he’d kiss me and feel my tits for a bit before he climbed on top of me, fucked me for a few minutes and shot his muck into me. I wasn’t that experienced, but I knew there was more to a good shag than that.
Charlie came over Monday evenings and sometimes Billy was there and sometimes he wasn’t. I preferred it when he wasn’t, cause I liked to put on a bit of make-up when Charlie was coming, and I didn’t want Billy to notice. If he’d had any kind of a brain he’d have noticed that I was always extra juicy on a Monday night and that was because of Charlie, not because he was fingering me with his grimy fingers.
Billy didn’t even suspect anything when Charlie told him he could pay the insurance premium by Direct Debit, to save him disturbing us, and I said we didn’t like to use the bank too much. It was because I wanted to see Charlie every week, but Billy thought it was because he did so many cash deals outside work and that money never saw the bank or the taxman.
I’m a bit of a beanpole and my legs is long, if not great shaped, so it surprised me the first time I noticed Charlie looking at them while we was sitting across from each other in the living room. It was then I realised he must fancy me and that was quite exciting. Once he’d gone I fingered myself a bit, thinking about him shagging me, and had a cum. It was a good one.
He was quite chatty when we was alone together, and he was making out my receipt. Asking me all about myself, interested in my dull life, even the kids, and I liked that. He didn’t wear a wedding ring, so I knew he wasn’t married, but I imagined he had some flash bird he drove about in that big car of his. What he was doing looking at my legs God only knows. I’d been pretty when I was a girl, but now I didn’t see me winning any beauty competitions. Still, if he was looking he must have been interested, only he never took it any further. I tried to work out how I could let him know that I was available for a bit of naughty if he fancied it, but I couldn’t think how. Oh, I could have thrown myself at him easy, but I was scared that if I’d got it wrong and he hadn’t been looking at my legs at all, I’d look like a right idiot. So, spreading my knees when he was looking at my legs was out of the question, too blatant.
I talked to my friend Penny about it and she says, “Denise, all you has to do is flash a bit of flesh, accidental like, and if he’s up for it he’ll grab you.”
And I said, “What do you mean by flash a bit of flesh, cause I don’t want to be making an exhibition of myself and him thinking I’m nuts cause he’s not interested.”
“You’re a silly little shit,” she says. “You got to be coming out of the bath when he comes over, and be wrapped just in a towel, and then when you’re reaching for something the towel slips a bit and he gets an eyeful and Bob’s your uncle.”
“That’s pants,” I says, “what if he don’t get the message and just hands me back me towel.”
“Well, then you’ll know he aint interested for a fact.”
“But I want him to be interested,” I complained.
“Well, just tell him,” she replied, which was no help at all.
In the end run he made the move himself and put me out of my agony.
“You have very pretty legs, Mrs Fraser,” he said one night.
“Get away, they’re skinny, and call me Denise” I says back, blushing to my roots.
“No they’re not, they’re lovely. I hope I’m not offending you.”
“No, no,” I said, turning my knees to the side, like they was embarrassed at being looked at. “You aint offending me. Just, I noticed you looking at my legs ages ago, but I didn’t think you was interested.”
He leaned forward. “Well, you must realise that it’s very awkward making advances to a married woman, Denise.”
“Is that what you’re doing, making advances?”
He smiled at that, showing off them straight white teeth of his. “I suppose I am. Do you mind?”
“No, no, I don’t,” I giggled, “I was hoping you would.”
“Really?”
“Though why you should is beyond me. You must meet lots of girls what is better looking than me and single.”
“Yes, but you have something they don’t, you’re sexy.”
It was the first time anybody had ever said that about me and I was shocked. Sexy was tarts that wandered about with their tits out and skirts so short they were showing their pants, and I weren’t nothing like that, so I didn’t understand what he meant.
“What way am I sexy then?” I asked him.
“I can’t explain it. You just are. You turn me on.”
I could smell his after-shave and see his pressed shirt and the clean finger-nails on his hands and wanted to tell him that he turned me on too, but that wouldn’t have been very lady-like. I had to play a little hard to get.
“You’re mad,” I teased.
“Mad for you.”
“I’m married.”
“I know.”
“I got kids.”
“I know that too. I still want you.”
I wanted to skip straight over and plant myself in his lap, but the kids were still up and playing in their room so I couldn’t take the risk of them coming through to the living room and catching us.
“What are you going to do about it?” I breathed.
“Perhaps you could invite me over to visit when you’re alone?”
I thought quickly. There was half an hour in the afternoons when Kenny was at school and Flo was at nursery. I usually used the time to clean up their room, but that could wait. Besides Billy hardly ever went into their room so he was hardly likely to notice if I’d done my work. Still, half an hour, it wasn’t hardly time for more than a quickie, but it would still be better than what I was currently getting. The thought of actually having it off with another man suddenly made me nervous.
“I’ll need to think about it,” I said, “Give me your number and I’ll phone you when you can come over.”
He passed me his business card. “I’m in this area Mondays and Tuesdays, so I can be here in fifteen minutes.”
As he was leaving, he put his arm round my waist as we reached the living room door and pulled me towards him. His mouth found mine and he gave me a hot, wet, kiss as I tried to push him away desperately.
“The kids!” I complained.
“Sorry, I couldn’t resist.”
Once he’d gone I had to go to the loo and change my knickers. As I’d suspected, they were wringing and Billy got a right good shag that night.
I had a week to kill before I could see my lover, as I was already regarding Charlie. I spent every private moment with my hand between my legs, imagining how wonderful it would be to have another man, a good man, inside me.
If Billy noticed any change in me, how I seemed more alive, he never said nothing. He’d always said that he didn’t need to worry about me as there was no way I could get another man, less I was giving them some of my steak and kidney pudding to go with the nooky, which was like my speciality. Now here I was going to have it off with a topper like Charlie, a man what worked in a suit and had a computer in his briefcase.
I was itching for him and couldn’t wait to get the weekend out of the way. First thing Monday morning I phoned him and told him to come over half three that afternoon but we’d only have half an hour.
“Half an hour?” he said back to me, sounding really disappointed.
“It’s all I got. Kenny’s back from school at four and then we has to go over to nursery to pick up little Flo.”
“I was hoping for a little more of your company.”
“Oh, Charlie, I’d love to give you more, but I can’t do it.