About TonyaL


***i am owned and controlled by my loving Master Wazzm8***

Life goes on and things change time for me to update again. i have found my soul mate my twin flsme. He knows me, my insecurities and my strengths. He is my Master, my owner, my Sir, my love, my life. Master Warren is my everything. The journey he is taking me on is amazing. We've had out share of ups and downs and still stand strong. We share a kinkiness others may not understand but this is us. Saying that he has given me permission to talk to friends. Please understand that doesn't mean you can send me gifs and pictures and try to sex me up. I will not respond. He will tell you i have a mind of my own and am His jungle cat. If you see us in a chat room please respect our relationship, i will not whisper or private with anyone. If Master is with me He is my main purpose and concern. Ask Him before approaching as i will not answer you without His permission. You may send Him a message at any time asking Him anything you may want to know. If any of this bothers you please send Him a message or maybe we just aren't the right fit.

If we are friends then you know you're my friend forever. I love to talk to people and look for messages from friends. My best ones are awesome. They always know how to make me smile. gypsy, patokl, ping, punky, moon, daisy, you all are amazing. I love you to pieces. I'm making new memories with each of you on this journey we call life. Thank you for always being there for me.

I'm honest to a fault and extremely loyal. I've lost friends because of this but will not change. I will stand beside you through whatever you need. I will laugh with you and cry with you. I know this is lush but I will do what I can for you. I am an empath, and a deeply emotional person. I look for real friendships not fake ones. Please remember I am a real person with feelings that run deep. Your words hurt. I'm a very sweet natured person and i will do anything for anyone even at my own expense. Please don't take advantage of it.

My real life is crazy. Lush is my escape. I am married to the same man for 15 years. Things are what they are. I am a mom first and foremost. I have three children two teenagers and a toddler. Life is crazy. I'm here always on my phone and invisible. If I actually appear online I have a rare time I won't have many interruptions. If we are talking and I disappear it's because real life stepped in and I apologize. I do my best to say bye but it doesn't always work that way.

My wall is there for you to post what you like. Master does not get upset about those things. I love bondage pictures. Sensual pictures. Spankings are fun. Black and whites are a favorite. Funny memes are great. Nature is beautiful especially wolves. Tattoos are also great. I don't mind men or women. They are both sexy.
I personally do not like some super harsh sexual gifs. I save that for Master. He can post whatever He wishes. I am usually to nice for my own good so I won't say anything but have the right to delete something I don't like.

I do not like drama please don't bring it to me. I've been hurt and guard my heart. Those closest to me have made it through those walls. They understand me and are there for me always.

Please say hi. I like a vast amount of things. My banter in the forums is generally just that. I am not gonna cyber with you if I post under you but I will talk to you. I also can be found in the picture room posting pictures when I'm alone. If you think you'd like to get to know me just send me an email. Black boxes are ok but being on my cell I do lose them.

Relationship Status:
Owned by WazzM8
Local Time:
27 May 2017 06:26
i have so many interests i don't even know where to begin. i am a sub learning every day with Master. i do not know all there is to know of the lifestyle and am on this amazing journey with Him.
i love to read don't have any one theme i like the most. i also love sensual sexy photos. i was a photographer for awhile and it's a hobby. i love tattoos and have 5 of my own. i also am not your typical girl. Living with guys i have an appreciation of cars and mudding. I will watch American football and wrestling with my boys and an occasional NASCAR race. We drink beer and shine and have bonfires. With that being said i also like a good glass of wine and dressing up. i am a very diverse person. My rl best friend says I'm like a chameleon I can fit in anywhere with anyone.
i love people and currently spend much of my time with a toddler so would love to talk about something besides Mickey Mouse. As a sub please don't expect more than just respect from me. i will kneel for my Master. There are a couple people here who have earned the utmost respect from me and i will always listen to what they have to say. They've earned the title Sir. i am grateful for their support in all things.

= Results from bdsmtest.org ==
98% Submissive
95% Rope bunny
86% Exhibitionist
80% Brat
78% Voyeur
77% Girl/Boy
73% Experimentalist
70% Non-monogamist
67% Slave
56% Degradee
53% Masochist
46% Primal (Prey)
46% Pet
42% Ageplayer
25% Vanilla
14% Switch
13% Daddy/Mommy
11% Rigger
10% Degrader
8% Sadist
7% Master/Mistress
5% Owner
5% Dominant
5% Brat tamer
4% Primal (Hunter)
Favorite Books:
i absolutely love to read. i have been told i was born with my nose in a book. i am now a Lush author thanks to the help of some great people's encouragement and editing. i'm proud of my stories and yes they are fiction. i write from my heart but try to have fun with it.

Books I love: Dartmouth cobras, 50 shades of grey, winters wrath, thirteen shades of red, honor roll, The Key trilogy, most poetry anything that I pick up usually.

I come here and read group sex, bdsm, spanking, anything that may just catch me that day. I love poetry and things thatch can relate too. I can't say i like any one genre although I tend to write mostly about the lifestyle.
Favorite Authors:
Bianca Summerland, Nora Roberts, Stella Price, Kelly collins, Fern Michaels, Frost, Angelou, Poe, the list goes on.

Lush authors Mysteria27, JC72, Lilly, Green_Man, A_chica, Ping, Adi_me33, gypsygirl, Master_Jonathan I could go on forever. There are so many wonderful authors here.
Favorite Movies:
I am a helpless romantic at heart and love sappy hallmark movies. If theres dancing involved I will probably love it as well. I'll watch an action movie with my boys or a Disney movie with my girl. I'm pretty open minded.
Favourite TV Shows:
I don't watch to many tv shows. It is usually just background noise for me It will probably be the food channel as I enjoy the competitions chopped, cake wars, or cupcake wars. I also like extreme er and sex sent me to the er, lip sync battle is fun as well.
Favorite Music:
I am very eclectic with music it really depends on my mood. I can go from five finger death punch to skynard to Luke Bryan to cash to waylon to Reba and back again with metallica and avenged and Godsmack must add thanks to an amazing friend Shinedown. I keep learning of new artists and just totally enjoy music. I even went to my first concerts last year seeing Kid Rock and then the Rock Allegiance Tour.


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Topic: It's Lady Mysteria's Birthday !
Posted: 26 May 2017 20:07

Happy Birthday, Lady M. I hope your day is as special as you are.

Topic: Fears / Phobias
Posted: 26 May 2017 18:46

My only fear is spiders. I've been bit with reactions enough times to actually warrant that phobia now.
A cave cricket is pretty close though.

Topic: I AM
Posted: 26 May 2017 18:30

I am happymy son and his girlfriend are having fun at prom. They arrived in style chauffered by the older brother in a hearse the younger one exited from a coffin.

Topic: RUMPLATIONS: Honky Tonk and Cyber Bar
Posted: 26 May 2017 17:35

Just saw the youngest son off to prom. He was a hit arriving on style coming out of a coffin in his brother's hearse. Thankfully his date is cool with it all. I'd love a cold one please.

Larry my thoughts are always with you Sir. If you ever need an ear, a hug whatever you know where to find me.

Topic: Moderator of the Month, for April
Posted: 26 May 2017 17:30

Congratulations Ruthie.

Topic: Who would you rather kiss? (above or below)
Posted: 26 May 2017 11:23

A kiss on her cheek to say hello and looking below.

Topic: RUMPLATIONS: Honky Tonk and Cyber Bar
Posted: 26 May 2017 02:40

Good morning anyone who is around. It is way way to early to be woken up. Coffee please in an iv would be best. I am hoping to start my backlog of stories. I am sorry to those of you I've not read any new ones as of late. Life just has a way of keeping you busy. Happy Friday.

Topic: Post something NICE about the person above you.
Posted: 26 May 2017 02:35

Punky is the most genuine person you will ever meet. She is a great friend who will be by yourside through it all. She will listen to your tears and kick ass when needed. She is pretty amazing. (Just always hope she knows how well loved she is)

Topic: What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Posted: 26 May 2017 02:33

Chocolate milk and a nutter butter cookie.

Topic: Spank Or Be Spanked!
Posted: 26 May 2017 02:25

Be spanked of course

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Never Meant to Be

She sat in her car unable to move. "Is this real? Is he really here?" It had been twenty years since they'd seen each other. They were young and in love as only kids can be. So sweet and innocent although they were never truly innocent of the hardships of life. Both had known too well of what life could do to you. He was her first love. She looked in the mirror checking her hair...

Added 24 May 2017 | Category Love Stories | Votes 23 | Avg Score 4.95 | Views 974 | 19 Comments


There's a piece of you  Here's a piece of me  Where do I fit in Why can you not see    Parting words each day  To stay safe, stay strong  Mantra in my head  I've tried for so long  A strength for you to see  Keeping away my fears They're fighting inside me  I hide behind my tears  Finding a peace within  In your arms I am whole  You are my twin flame  I feel you in my soul  Waiting, arms...

Added 18 May 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 23 | Avg Score 5 | Views 286 | 25 Comments

Audio Story Recommended Read I Wait

I will wait. Today is the first day of the rest of my life. My choice has been made. Nothing could ever change it. I’ve chosen to come before Him.  Shedding all I once was. Stripped bare and kneeling.  I Will Wait.  I give Him my heart.  He’s my lover and best friend. I give Him my body.  His to use as He sees fit. I give Him my trust. I give Him my submission.  I will respect Him in...

Added 18 Apr 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 35 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,983 | 34 Comments

In My Dreams

You come to me in my dreams Each and every night  Wrapping your arms around me Holding me so tight  You whisper softly in my ear  Sleep now darling, sleep Take from me my strength  No more need to weep We've survived so many things  If they really cared they'd see How the hurt they've caused  Left their love a lost memory  Come to me in my dreams  I'll take your pain away Let me love...

Added 07 Apr 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 25 | Avg Score 5 | Views 449 | 25 Comments

Calming the Chaos

Upon this bed I kneel and wait For master to come lay his claim Hands bound tightly above my head Legs spread wide only He can tame  Gently feeling throngs of a cat  That first caress across each thigh The play of nine tails feels so grand As you hear escape softly, a sigh Pulling me down across his lap Gently trailing fingers along my spine The anticipation of what's to come next ...

Added 04 Apr 2017 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 20 | Avg Score 5 | Views 441 | 18 Comments

Becoming Josie Part 2

I put my head down on Mr. John's knee, thinking about what he was asking of me. 'Did I want to stop? Was I ready to go home and for this magical evening to end? What more could I feel tonight?' He gently stroked my hair as everyone patiently awaited my decision. This was one of the hardest things I've ever done. I leaned back on my heels, wiping my tears away.  "Sir, if you will still show...

Added 01 Apr 2017 | Category First Time | Votes 20 | Avg Score 5 | Views 4,102 | 19 Comments

Audio Story Is this Really the End?

Do you not see what you've done to me My heart breaking into tiny pieces  From words that have been said  Once a friendship that never ceases A void is left where once was full  Of a love so gentle and pure  That was growing into the night  Now left everything unsure  I am worth more than what you've done  Making me feel smaller than a snail  You know how to hurt me so well You did it...

Added 30 Mar 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 25 | Avg Score 5 | Views 2,046 | 23 Comments

What is Passion

What is passion to you Love between husband and wife Their first lover's embrace A date they had to start this life. What is passion to me Walking hand and hand Dreaming of tomorrow Knowing it will be so grand What is passion to you Newborn that brings much delight Beneath a beating heart they grow Until bringing them into the night What is passion to me Laughing children all...

Added 29 Mar 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 39 | Avg Score 4.86 | Views 428 | 42 Comments

Becoming Josie part 1

I’m so pissed at them. How can they say I cannot go? I graduate in two months. I’ve done everything for them. I am graduating at the top of my class, with a full scholarship in the fall. Hell, I’m still a virgin for crying out loud! If it was Chloe they would have said yes. “Chloe is the pretty one, the cheerleader, off to the University of Florida, partying her time away with her sisters...

Added 25 Mar 2017 | Category First Time | Votes 32 | Avg Score 5 | Views 5,197 | 31 Comments

Audio Story Everlasting Friendship

I wish you could see what you mean to me Where we have gone and where we will be We were two souls connected in the night An email that started a friendship so right  Tears, laughter, and naughty things  Fun times, joys, and stories of ping's Hush Little One and Seduction by Slumber These things we write without encumber  Seeing through the chaos in my head Helping me see what needs to...

Added 16 Mar 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 32 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,681 | 30 Comments

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