About TonyaL


***i am owned and controlled by my loving Master Wazzm8***

Life goes on and things change time for me to update again. i have found my soul mate my other half in my lush world. He knows me, my insecurities and my strengths. He is my Master, my owner, my Sir, my love my life. Master Wazzm8 is my everything. The journey he is taking me on in our lush world is great. We share a kinkiness others may not understand but this is us. Saying that he has given me permission to talk to friends. He will tell you i have a mind of my own and am His jungle cat. If you see us in a chat room please respect our relationship, i will not whisper or private with anyone. If Master is with me He is my main purpose and concern. Ask Him before approaching as i will not answer you without His permission. You may send Him a message at any time asking Him anything you may want to know.

If we are friends then you know you're my friend forever. I love to talk to people and look for messages from friends. My best ones are awesome. They always know how to make me smile. P, gypsy, yourstruly, green, groan, Myssie, justfriends, bartender, ping you all are amazing. I love you to pieces. I'm making new memories with each of you in this journey we call life. Thank you for always being there for me
I'm honest to a fault and extremely loyal. I will stand beside you through whatever you need. I will laugh with you and cry with you. I know this is lush but I will do what I can for you.

My real life is crazy. Lush is my escape. I am married to the same man for 15 years. Things are what they are. I am a mom first and foremost. I have three children two teenagers and a toddler. Life is crazy. I'm here always on my phone and invisible. If I actually appear online I have a rare time I won't have many interruptions. If we are talking and I disappear it's because real life stepped in and I apologize. I do my best to say bye but it doesn't always work that way.

My wall is there for you to post what you like. Master does not get upset about those things. I love bondage pictures. Sensual pictures. Spankings are fun. Black and whites are a favorite. Funny memes are great. Nature is beautiful as are tattoos. I don't mind men or women. They are both sexy.
I personally do not like some super harsh sexual gifs. I save that for Master. He can post whatever He wishes. I am usually to nice for my own good so I won't say anything but have the right to delete something I don't like.

I do not like drama please don't bring it to me. I've been hurt and guard my heart. Those closest to me have made it through those walls. They understand me and are there for me always.

Please say hi. I like a vast amount of things. My banter in the forums is generally just that. I am not gonna cyber with you if I post under you but I will talk to you. I also can be found in the picture room posting pictures when I'm alone. If you think you'd like to get to know me just send me an email. Black boxes are ok but being on my cell I do lose them.

Relationship Status:
Owned by WazzM8
Local Time:
26 Feb 2017 03:15
i have so many interests i don't even know where to begin. i am a sub learning every day with Master. i do not know all there is to know of the lifestyle and am on this amazing journey with Him.
i love to read don't have any one theme i like the most. i also love sensual sexy photos. i was a photographer for awhile and it's a hobby. i love tattoos and have 5 of my own. i also am not your typical girl. Living with guys i have an appreciation of cars and mudding. I will watch American football and wrestling with my boys and an occasional NASCAR race. We drink beer and shine and have bonfires. With that being said i also like a good glass of wine and dressing up. i am a very diverse person. My rl best friend says I'm like a chameleon I can fit in anywhere with anyone.
i love people and currently spend much of my time with a toddler so would love to talk about something besides Mickey Mouse. As a sub please don't expect more than just respect from me. i will kneel for my Master. There are a couple people here who have earned the utmost respect from me and i will always listen to what they have to say. They've earned the title Sir. i am grateful for their support in all things.

= Results from bdsmtest.org ==
98% Submissive
95% Rope bunny
86% Exhibitionist
80% Brat
78% Voyeur
77% Girl/Boy
73% Experimentalist
70% Non-monogamist
67% Slave
56% Degradee
53% Masochist
46% Primal (Prey)
46% Pet
42% Ageplayer
25% Vanilla
14% Switch
13% Daddy/Mommy
11% Rigger
10% Degrader
8% Sadist
7% Master/Mistress
5% Owner
5% Dominant
5% Brat tamer
4% Primal (Hunter)
Favorite Books:
i absolutely love to read. i have been told i was born with my nose in a book. i am now a Lush author thanks to the help of some great people's encouragement and editing. i'm proud of my stories and yes they are fiction. i write from my heart but try to have fun with it.

Books I love: Dartmouth cobras, 50 shades of grey, winters wrath, thirteen shades of red, honor roll, The Key trilogy, most poetry anything that I pick up usually.

I come here and read group sex, bdsm, spanking, anything that may just catch me that day. I love poetry and things thatch can relate too. I can't say i like any one genre although I tend to write mostly about the lifestyle.
Favorite Authors:
Bianca Summerland, Nora Roberts, Stella Price, Kelly collins, Fern Michaels, Frost, Angelou, Poe, the list goes on.

Lush authors Mysteria27, JC72, Lilly, Green_Man, A_chica, Ping, Adi_me33, gypsygirl, Master_Jonathan I could go on forever. There are so many wonderful authors here.
Favorite Movies:
I am a helpless romantic at heart and love sappy hallmark movies. If theres dancing involved I will probably love it as well. I'll watch an action movie with my boys or a Disney movie with my girl. I'm pretty open minded.
Favourite TV Shows:
I don't watch to many tv shows. It is usually just background noise for me It will probably be the food channel as I enjoy the competitions chopped, cake wars, or cupcake wars. I also like extreme er and sex sent me to the er, lip sync battle is fun as well.
Favorite Music:
I am very eclectic with music it really depends on my mood. I can go from five finger death punch to skynard to Luke Bryan to cash to waylon to Reba and back again with metallica and avenged and Godsmack must add thanks to an amazing friend Shinedown. I keep learning of new artists and just totally enjoy music. I even went to my first concerts last year seeing Kid Rock and then the Rock Allegiance Tour.


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Topic: Who would you rather kiss? (above or below)
Posted: 25 Feb 2017 16:16

waiting to kiss above
might have one for below

Topic: Dominate or to be dominated or pass the above person?
Posted: 25 Feb 2017 16:13

A dream come true 😉 bring tigger and dominate me, Sir.

Topic: Haiku...Lushly speaking
Posted: 25 Feb 2017 10:00

A tried and true friend
listened without a motive
a lovely convo.

Topic: Who is YOUR favorite author on Lush?
Posted: 25 Feb 2017 07:26

As I've said I knew I would forget some people and the list would grow and grow. AvgBlkGrl is a wonderful poet with a voice like silk. Such an inspiration.
Milik_the_Red is another I'm loving.
Patokl always speaks from his heart in all of his poetry (we need some more dear friend)
the list will grow and grow I know. I'm always looking to my frirnds for new and wonderful stories to read.

Topic: Who is YOUR favorite author on Lush?
Posted: 25 Feb 2017 07:08


The list can go on and on, really. They all have something that I truly enjoyed reading or could relate to in a significant way. There are also many authors who have been mentioned that I haven't read yet as well. Time to give them a look, no doubt.

Wow to even be on this thread is an honor to be listed with these wonderful authors is an amazing thing to me. I just write what I'm feeling most times. Some fun some emotional always from the heart. I certainly hope to continue to learn and grow as an author from the amazing talent here.

Topic: Poetry challenge: Use the last line first
Posted: 25 Feb 2017 06:12

Of not taking the step upon the sand
with moon and stars shining from high above
lost lovers who finally get to meet
risk taken to consummate their true love

A love so true and real
it's lasted through the miles
upon the sand he lays her
under the stars she smiles

Topic: Spank Or Be Spanked!
Posted: 25 Feb 2017 05:45

Spank me please.

Topic: Dominate or to be dominated or pass the above person?
Posted: 25 Feb 2017 05:44

Dominate me please

Topic: Haiku...Lushly speaking
Posted: 24 Feb 2017 18:38

friends both near and far
some even oceans apart
love you all the same.

Topic: Roses are Red
Posted: 24 Feb 2017 12:01

Roses are red
you may find it funny
tied is my heaven
a lovely rope bunny

it won't be that easy
to catch me to play
I'll give you a run
On any given day

Candles and paddles
are better than flowers
shh don't tell dear G
he thinks he has powers

now watching you say
a lovely thought for me
will they be touching
liking what they see

My mentor the master
he says call him Sir G
i will take my chance
until he meets miss Kitty

I do hope the ladies
don't count me out
I may be new to this
trying with some doubt

tied here I will stay
waiting in this bed
come by to see me
in roses are red

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Stories Published By TonyaL All Stories »

Audio Story Thought of You

thought of you today  as I woke from a restless night  thought of you today  staring off into the sunlight  thought of you today  as I watched my girl play  thought of you today  my wish for Valentine's day  thought of you today  when the stars came out  thought of you today  I want to scream and shout thought of you today  Alone and curled up in bed  thought of you today  of all the words...

Added 20 Feb 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 30 | Avg Score 5 | Views 538 | 27 Comments

Audio Story A Valentine's Gift

I  wanted to surprise Warren with something special for Valentine’s Day. He was expecting a quiet evening watching Disney movies with the little one. He is a wonderful man, family oriented as well as an amazing lover and Master. During the week I made some phone calls that would give us some private time. Little Grace loves to go visit her with her step-sister and the children. I arranged...

Added 15 Feb 2017 | Category BDSM | Votes 33 | Avg Score 5 | Views 3,656 | 28 Comments

Missing You

When you are not here  I can feel my heart aching  I don't know what to do  A part of me is breaking  Life can be very messy  we both have much to live many people need us  a part of ourselves we give Our time is very special  but there never seems enough  living for shared minutes  finding happiness is tough  My soul feels so empty  when you cannot be here  my darling soul mate  losing...

Added 09 Feb 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 35 | Avg Score 4.94 | Views 394 | 40 Comments

A Night to Remember

He is driving down the road, for the first time in the past year, trying to clear his mind and find the courage to see the house at the end, he sees her standing there in the sunlight. He thinks she is a mirage. The sun is shining through the trees like a halo around her. Her long hair cascading over her shoulders. This road is a dead-end only leading to the house he is building. He has not...

Added 05 Feb 2017 | Category Straight Sex

Mistress Kitty

I thought I'd introduce you to Mistress Kitty. She really is a very sweet submissive with the most caring loving Master. He has given her a gift. He wants her to learn to be a strong woman and know her self-worth. He can not be with her all the time and with this gift, she can do many things. "Pet I've decided to allow you a plaything. Now I know you would prefer a nice little submissive...

Added 27 Jan 2017 | Category BDSM | Votes 27 | Avg Score 5 | Views 2,862 | 28 Comments

The mask

Broken and unsure is how you found me  shattered pieces of who once was there  each filled with pain for none to see hidden behind this mask I share The mask was my refuge to wear It disguised who I wanted you to see Hidden safe waiting to feel without fear  unconvinced you could truly love me We've found in each other something rare Soulmates forever that is so true Pet to her Master...

Added 29 Dec 2016 | Category Love Poems | Votes 28 | Avg Score 5 | Views 641 | 28 Comments

What is a Friend

A friend is there for all you need In both the good times and the bad. A friend is the one you go to whether you're happy or you're sad A friend will be the one that loves you no matter what that day has brung A friend brings the lyrics to music from the song that's not been sung A friend will hold you close to them drying your tears and listen to your fears A friend is the one...

Added 25 Nov 2016 | Category Love Poems | Votes 28 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,064 | 23 Comments

Recommended Read The Reward

I’m so excited. Master says I'm ready. We’ve been practicing for months with long tedious days of rope burn, bruising and lots of falling down. Tonight we will do a short Kinbaku demonstration at the club. I really want to please Him and do well. I had only been going to the club for a few weeks, when I first met my Master. He had been watching me silently for a while before approaching. He...

Added 31 Oct 2016 | Category BDSM | Votes 47 | Avg Score 5 | Views 5,678 | 45 Comments

Hush Little One

He came to her when she was at her lowest. Her face was stained with the tears she had been shedding for days. He looked at her helplessly. A slight sigh escaped from his mouth as he kneeled down beside her, picking her up and brushing the hair away from her face. As he was looking into her glassy blue eyes he took her left hand in his, kissed it, and slipped the plain gold band off her...

Added 02 Oct 2016 | Category Oral Sex | Votes 46 | Avg Score 5 | Views 6,909 | 38 Comments

My Master's Liberty

Bound without ropes my mind is set free But pushing the limits work best for me   When I tease and taunt with much carnal flair Arousing his interest shows Master I care   But when acting the brat and am full of sass Master bends me over and spanks my bare ass   I coo with each strike as my skin turns beet red Praying each blow to pleasure Master in bed   The rules and...

Added 23 Aug 2016 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 29 | Avg Score 4.93 | Views 865 | 25 Comments

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