About TonyaL


***i am owned and controlled by my loving Master Wazzm8***

Life goes on and things change time for me to update again. i have found my soul mate my other half in my lush world. He knows me, my insecurities and my strengths. He is my Master, my owner, my Sir, my love my life. Master Wazzm8 is my everything. The journey he is taking me on in our lush world is great. We share a kinkiness others may not understand but this is us. Saying that he has given me permission to talk to friends. He will tell you i have a mind of my own and am His jungle cat. If you see us in a chat room please respect our relationship, i will not whisper or private with anyone. If Master is with me He is my main purpose and concern. Ask Him before approaching as i will not answer you without His permission. You may send Him a message at any time asking Him anything you may want to know.

If we are friends then you know you're my friend forever. I love to talk to people and look for messages from friends. My best ones are awesome. They always know how to make me smile. P, gypsy, ping, yourstruly, punky, moon, daisy, you all are amazing. I love you to pieces. I'm making new memories with each of you in this journey we call life. Thank you for always being there for me
I'm honest to a fault and extremely loyal. I've lost friends because of this but will not change. I will stand beside you through whatever you need. I will laugh with you and cry with you. I know this is lush but I will do what I can for you.

My real life is crazy. Lush is my escape. I am married to the same man for 15 years. Things are what they are. I am a mom first and foremost. I have three children two teenagers and a toddler. Life is crazy. I'm here always on my phone and invisible. If I actually appear online I have a rare time I won't have many interruptions. If we are talking and I disappear it's because real life stepped in and I apologize. I do my best to say bye but it doesn't always work that way.

My wall is there for you to post what you like. Master does not get upset about those things. I love bondage pictures. Sensual pictures. Spankings are fun. Black and whites are a favorite. Funny memes are great. Nature is beautiful as are tattoos. I don't mind men or women. They are both sexy.
I personally do not like some super harsh sexual gifs. I save that for Master. He can post whatever He wishes. I am usually to nice for my own good so I won't say anything but have the right to delete something I don't like.

I do not like drama please don't bring it to me. I've been hurt and guard my heart. Those closest to me have made it through those walls. They understand me and are there for me always.

Please say hi. I like a vast amount of things. My banter in the forums is generally just that. I am not gonna cyber with you if I post under you but I will talk to you. I also can be found in the picture room posting pictures when I'm alone. If you think you'd like to get to know me just send me an email. Black boxes are ok but being on my cell I do lose them.

Relationship Status:
Owned by WazzM8
Local Time:
29 Mar 2017 15:48
i have so many interests i don't even know where to begin. i am a sub learning every day with Master. i do not know all there is to know of the lifestyle and am on this amazing journey with Him.
i love to read don't have any one theme i like the most. i also love sensual sexy photos. i was a photographer for awhile and it's a hobby. i love tattoos and have 5 of my own. i also am not your typical girl. Living with guys i have an appreciation of cars and mudding. I will watch American football and wrestling with my boys and an occasional NASCAR race. We drink beer and shine and have bonfires. With that being said i also like a good glass of wine and dressing up. i am a very diverse person. My rl best friend says I'm like a chameleon I can fit in anywhere with anyone.
i love people and currently spend much of my time with a toddler so would love to talk about something besides Mickey Mouse. As a sub please don't expect more than just respect from me. i will kneel for my Master. There are a couple people here who have earned the utmost respect from me and i will always listen to what they have to say. They've earned the title Sir. i am grateful for their support in all things.

= Results from bdsmtest.org ==
98% Submissive
95% Rope bunny
86% Exhibitionist
80% Brat
78% Voyeur
77% Girl/Boy
73% Experimentalist
70% Non-monogamist
67% Slave
56% Degradee
53% Masochist
46% Primal (Prey)
46% Pet
42% Ageplayer
25% Vanilla
14% Switch
13% Daddy/Mommy
11% Rigger
10% Degrader
8% Sadist
7% Master/Mistress
5% Owner
5% Dominant
5% Brat tamer
4% Primal (Hunter)
Favorite Books:
i absolutely love to read. i have been told i was born with my nose in a book. i am now a Lush author thanks to the help of some great people's encouragement and editing. i'm proud of my stories and yes they are fiction. i write from my heart but try to have fun with it.

Books I love: Dartmouth cobras, 50 shades of grey, winters wrath, thirteen shades of red, honor roll, The Key trilogy, most poetry anything that I pick up usually.

I come here and read group sex, bdsm, spanking, anything that may just catch me that day. I love poetry and things thatch can relate too. I can't say i like any one genre although I tend to write mostly about the lifestyle.
Favorite Authors:
Bianca Summerland, Nora Roberts, Stella Price, Kelly collins, Fern Michaels, Frost, Angelou, Poe, the list goes on.

Lush authors Mysteria27, JC72, Lilly, Green_Man, A_chica, Ping, Adi_me33, gypsygirl, Master_Jonathan I could go on forever. There are so many wonderful authors here.
Favorite Movies:
I am a helpless romantic at heart and love sappy hallmark movies. If theres dancing involved I will probably love it as well. I'll watch an action movie with my boys or a Disney movie with my girl. I'm pretty open minded.
Favourite TV Shows:
I don't watch to many tv shows. It is usually just background noise for me It will probably be the food channel as I enjoy the competitions chopped, cake wars, or cupcake wars. I also like extreme er and sex sent me to the er, lip sync battle is fun as well.
Favorite Music:
I am very eclectic with music it really depends on my mood. I can go from five finger death punch to skynard to Luke Bryan to cash to waylon to Reba and back again with metallica and avenged and Godsmack must add thanks to an amazing friend Shinedown. I keep learning of new artists and just totally enjoy music. I even went to my first concerts last year seeing Kid Rock and then the Rock Allegiance Tour.


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Topic: RUMPLATIONS: Honky Tonk and Cyber Bar
Posted: 29 Mar 2017 10:41

Ok friends of the three poems I've written I've tweaked the one I like the best for the comp and will be posting it today. I hope you all enjoy it as I never have good things to say about my own work. I think I'll have a Hannah. Have a wild and wicked Wednesday

Topic: Tonya and Gypsy's Daily inspiration
Posted: 28 Mar 2017 23:45


Topic: Tonya and Gypsy's Daily inspiration
Posted: 28 Mar 2017 23:39


Topic: Project Semi Colon: Lush Style
Posted: 28 Mar 2017 19:50

<img src="/forum/images/emoticons/bighugs.gif" alt="Big Hugs"> Kiera lies. the times she's kept me from going to a dark place are in the dozens. friends help you out because what they get from you is worth the energy it takes to keep you on this earth. i hope you are in a better place than when you wrote this. sometimes we just can't be as amazing as we all would like to be. that's ok. it's ok to only be amazing every once in a while, when it really counts. as for others, all you can do is listen. they make their own choices and you can't stop that, no matter how hard you wish you could - it does hurt. it hurts to know that you can't make a difference, but you forget that, you do, even if it's not the difference you wish it could be, even if it's small...

take this thread. everyone - EVERYONE - who has posted here has made a difference. i know they have to me. i don't feel quite as alone. sometimes it's nice to ignore my own issues and concentrate on helping someone else through theirs. love you. we're always here to listen when you need to "ramble".

Thank you Sprite. I am in a better place tonight as I'm sitting here watching this girl smiling today. She is in a good place tonight, that makes me happy. This thread is wonderful and each of you here are amazing. Thank you all.

Topic: What's Your Current Mood.
Posted: 28 Mar 2017 16:31


Topic: Roses are Red
Posted: 28 Mar 2017 10:44

Roses are red
Today is so dreary
Rain is falling
Making me so weary

My friends make it better
Calling me out for a chat
Lots of hugs are given
Talking about this or that

My head is in chaos
Seems to be the norm
Another friend lost
It's taking me by storm

He leaves behind a wife
And a lil boy and girl
Like a brother he was
When I was a schoolgirl

Two of these in a week
How can we manage
Life sure can suck
When chaos takes advantage

Thank you my friends
For always being here
With a laugh and smile
Bringing good cheer

Topic: I AM
Posted: 28 Mar 2017 10:15

I am super hyper after a bad night. Hmmm

I am also grateful for friends who reached out when I needed them.

Topic: Project Semi Colon: Lush Style
Posted: 28 Mar 2017 09:58

A lot of people heard you here, dear.

Many of us know those long dark nights where the thoughts don't stop, that never seem like they are going to end. You aren't alone. You are trying to be so much to so many people. You are helping those you love navigate a painful world. Bless you.

I hope morning finds you better. And I hope you got some sleep.

Thank you very much. I'm sorry we never get a chance to talk. I do take on a lot for those around me and it takes its toll. I am doing a bit better this morning I'm a bit hyper today and not sure what that means other than lack of sleep. I hope you are well and have enjoyed your time with your beautiful lady.

Topic: Project Semi Colon: Lush Style
Posted: 28 Mar 2017 09:50


I hope today is better for you. We are here for you.


Thank you today is a bit better. I am rambling away with nothing to say to the people around me but I think lack of sleep is causing that. I'm grateful for this thread and people who care even when you don't know them. <img src="/forum/images/emoticons/bighugs.gif" alt="Big Hugs">

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What is Passion

What is passion to you Love between husband and wife Their first lover's embrace A date they had to start this life. What is passion to me Walking hand and hand Dreaming of tomorrow Knowing it will be so grand What is passion to you Newborn that brings much delight Beneath a beating heart they grow Until bringing them into the night What is passion to me Laughing children all...

Added 29 Mar 2017 | Category Love Poems

Becoming Josie part 1

I’m so pissed at them. How can they say I cannot go? I graduate in two months. I’ve done everything for them. I am graduating at the top of my class, with a full scholarship in the fall. Hell, I’m still a virgin for crying out loud! If it was Chloe they would have said yes. “Chloe is the pretty one, the cheerleader, off to the University of Florida, partying her time away with her sisters...

Added 25 Mar 2017 | Category First Time | Votes 23 | Avg Score 5 | Views 2,833 | 21 Comments

Audio Story Everlasting Friendship

I wish you could see what you mean to me Where we have gone and where we will be We were two souls connected in the night An email that started a friendship so right  Tears, laughter, and naughty things  Fun times, joys, and stories of ping's Hush Little One and Seduction by Slumber These things we write without encumber  Seeing through the chaos in my head Helping me see what needs to...

Added 16 Mar 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 34 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,003 | 32 Comments

I Wish

I Wish Wish you were with me this sleepless night.  Wish I knew what you thought in dawn's light.  Wish I was in your arms that held me so tight  Wish I can honestly believe we will be alright.  Wish you were not gone so far out of my sight.  Wish I knew if I still bring you so much delight.  Wish I send above to the stars shining bright.  Wish we were dancing under pale moonlight.  Wish to...

Added 03 Mar 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 29 | Avg Score 5 | Views 378 | 26 Comments

Audio Story Thought of You

thought of you today  as I woke from a restless night  thought of you today  staring off into the sunlight  thought of you today  as I watched my girl play  thought of you today  my wish for Valentine's day  thought of you today  when the stars came out  thought of you today  I want to scream and shout thought of you today  Alone and curled up in bed  thought of you today  of all the words...

Added 20 Feb 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 32 | Avg Score 4.97 | Views 1,241 | 27 Comments

Audio Story A Valentine's Gift

I  wanted to surprise Warren with something special for Valentine’s Day. He was expecting a quiet evening watching Disney movies with the little one. He is a wonderful man, family oriented as well as an amazing lover and Master. During the week I made some phone calls that would give us some private time. Little Grace loves to go visit her with her step-sister and the children. I arranged...

Added 15 Feb 2017 | Category BDSM | Votes 36 | Avg Score 4.97 | Views 8,551 | 29 Comments

A Night to Remember

He is driving down the road, for the first time in the past year, trying to clear his mind and find the courage to see the house at the end, he sees her standing there in the sunlight. He thinks she is a mirage. The sun is shining through the trees like a halo around her. Her long hair cascading over her shoulders. This road is a dead-end only leading to the house he is building. He has not...

Added 05 Feb 2017 | Category Straight Sex | Votes 47 | Avg Score 4.93 | Views 3,725 | 44 Comments

Mistress Kitty

I thought I'd introduce you to Mistress Kitty. She really is a very sweet submissive with the most caring loving Master. He has given her a gift. He wants her to learn to be a strong woman and know her self-worth. He can not be with her all the time and with this gift, she can do many things. "Pet I've decided to allow you a plaything. Now I know you would prefer a nice little submissive...

Added 27 Jan 2017 | Category BDSM | Votes 28 | Avg Score 5 | Views 3,625 | 29 Comments

The mask

Broken and unsure is how you found me  shattered pieces of who once was there  each filled with pain for none to see hidden behind this mask I share The mask was my refuge to wear It disguised who I wanted you to see Hidden safe waiting to feel without fear  unconvinced you could truly love me We've found in each other something rare Soulmates forever that is so true Pet to her Master...

Added 29 Dec 2016 | Category Love Poems | Votes 27 | Avg Score 5 | Views 671 | 27 Comments

What is a Friend

A friend is there for all you need In both the good times and the bad. A friend is the one you go to whether you're happy or you're sad A friend will be the one that loves you no matter what that day has brung A friend brings the lyrics to music from the song that's not been sung A friend will hold you close to them drying your tears and listen to your fears A friend is the one...

Added 25 Nov 2016 | Category Love Poems | Votes 27 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,076 | 23 Comments

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