About TonyaL

Biography

Who am I? I am a Mother, daughter, lover, friend. I am a very diverse person. I am an old soul and a little girl. I am a classy woman and a redneck. I'm a people person and like my alone time. I am just me. I am loveable and likable and always loyal.

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I am owned by ChrisM. More than that he is taking me on a sweet loving journey. He is my Master, my Sir, my Daddy, my lover and my friend. He is truly an amazing person. He gets every part of me. He is showing me so many new things and makes me very happy. I smile everyday because of Him. Please respect our relationship in all ways.
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If we are friends then you know you're my friend forever. I love to talk to people and look for messages from friends. My best ones are awesome. They always know how to make me smile. Aly, G, patokl, punky, moon, Lilly, you all are amazing. I love you to pieces. I'm making new memories with each of you on this journey we call life. Thank you for always being there for me.

I'm honest to a fault and extremely loyal. I've lost friends because of this but will not change. I will stand beside you whenever you need. I will laugh with you and cry with you. I know this is Lush but I will do what I can for you. I look for real friendships not fake ones.

Please remember, I am a real, person with feelings that run deep. I am also an empath, i feel deeply not only my emotions but sometimes those around me. I'm a very sweet natured person, and I will do anything for anyone even at my own expense. Please don't take advantage of it.

My real life is crazy. Lush is my escape. I am a mom first and foremost. I have three children two teenagers and a toddler. I'm here always on my phone and invisible. If I actually appear online, it is for a brief moment of time, and can not have many interruptions. If I am talking with Sir Chris, I am sorry I will not respond. If we are talking and I disappear, it's because real life stepped in and I apologize. I do my best to say bye, but it doesn't always work that way.

Please do not post couple pics on my wall. They will be deleted. I love bondage pictures. Sensual pictures. Spankings are fun. Black and whites are a favorite as well as color splash. Funny memes are great. Nature is beautiful especially wolves and butterflies and flowers. My favorite color is purple. Tattoos are sexy, I have five of my own. I don't mind men or women. They are both beautiful. I personally do not like super harsh sexual gifs. Please respect that. I am usually too nice for my own good so I won't say anything but reserve the right to delete something I don't like.

I like a great number of things. My banter in the forums is generally just that. I am not gonna cyber with you if I post under you, but I will talk to you. If you think you'd like to get to know me just send me an pm and say hi. Black boxes are ok but being on my cell, I do lose them. Hugs~Tonya

Name:
tonya
Sex:
Female 
Age:
40
Sign:
Gemini
Relationship Status:
Owned by ChrisM
Orientation:
Straight
Location:
Tied up in your dreams, New Jersey, United States
Local Time:
27 Jul 2017 14:56
Interests:
I have so many interests I don't even know where to begin. I am a sub who is learning every day. I do not know all there is to know about the lifestyle and am on this journey. I love to read and don't have any one theme I like the most. I also love sensual, sexy photos. I was a photographer for awhile, and it's a hobby.

I am not your typical girl. Living with guys, I have an appreciation of cars and mudding. I will watch American football and wrestling with my boys or motoX. We drink beer and shine and have bonfires. With that being said I also like a glass of wine and dressing up too. I am a very diverse person. My RL best friend says I'm like a chameleon I can fit in anywhere with anyone. I love people and currently spend much of my time with a toddler so would love to talk about something besides Mickey Mouse.

As a sub, please don't expect more than just respect from me. I will kneel only to my Sir, Chris. There are a couple people here who have earned the utmost respect from me, and I will always listen to what they have to say. They are more familiar with the lifestyle and have proven to me they are a Master. I will always appreciate their support.
Favorite Books:
I absolutely love to read. I have been told I was born with my nose in a book. I am a Lush author thanks to the help of some great people's encouragement and editing. I'm proud of my stories and yes they are fiction. I write from my heart but try to have fun with it.

Books I love Dartmouth Cobras, 50 Shades of Grey, Winters Wrath, Thirteen Shades of Red, Honor Roll, The Key trilogy, most poetry anything that I pick up usually.

I come here and read group sex, BDSM, spanking, anything that may just catch me that day. I love poetry and things that i can relate too. I can't say I like any one genre although I tend to write mostly about the lifestyle.
Favorite Authors:
Bianca Summerland, Nora Roberts, Stella Price, Kelly Collins, Fern Michaels, Frost, Angelou, Poe, the list goes on.

Lush Authors in no order:
ChrisM, Ping, gypsygyrl, Lilly, Master_Jonathan, Green_man, gilrenard, Avgblkgrl, JC72, I could go on forever. There are so many wonderful authors here and I find new ones almost daily.
Favorite Movies:
I am a helpless romantic at heart and love sappy Hallmark movies. If there's dancing involved, I will probably love it as well. I'll watch an action movie with my boys or a Disney movie with my girl. I'm pretty open minded.
Favourite TV Shows:
I don't watch too many tv shows. It is usually just background noise for me. If i do watch it will probably be the food channel as I enjoy the competitions Beat Bobbly Flay, Chopped, Cake or Cupcake Wars. I also like America's ' Got Talent, Lip Sync Battle is fun as well. With my family, I watch a lot of Disney movies as well as the racing show Street Outlaws and recently The Outsiders
Favorite Music:
I am very eclectic with music it really depends on my mood. I can go from Five Finger Death Punch to Skynyrd to Luke Bryan to cash to Waylon to Reba and back again with Metallica and Avenged, and Godsmack must add thanks to an amazing friend Shinedown. I keep learning about new artists and just totally enjoy music. I even went to my first concerts last year seeing Kid Rock and then the Rock Allegiance Tour. Since then I've been to MMRBQ twice seeing many great artists.
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Topic: Post groundless lies about the person above
Posted: 26 Jul 2017 21:35

G hides behind his book jacket all day long so no one laughs at his little...
Collection of romances. How else do you think he gets inspiration for his stories. Everyone thinks he's reading a great work by Wolfe, or Dumas but really it's the newest harlequin

Topic: Project Semi Colon: Lush Style
Posted: 26 Jul 2017 11:08

Today is a bad day. He makes me want to yell, scream, and cry all at once. How can one person make me feel so inadequate constantly? Why can't I have the courage to tell him how I feel? I can barely get out I'm having a bad day. He only thinks about himself and i know he's depressed but he refuses help at all. I feel lost and uncertain about life, the future, everything. I just want to hide away from it all. If it wasn't for my kids I think I would have just broken a long time ago. I just want the pain to stop sometimes and it doesn't. I never asks how I feel not that I would say anyway. How did life get this way? How am I scared of everything? Why do I let him get under my skin? I guess 16 years of marriage and three kids under his mom's roof are those answers. I don't know who I am or what I am going to be of do. On the outside I say with a great big smile I'm 40 and fabulous. On the inside I die a little more everyday.

Sorry for the vent. I really need to let it out and so much more. I have nowhere to go to talk so I came here. I need to allow the tears to stop before he gets home now. Hugs to you all.

Topic: What's Your Current Mood.
Posted: 26 Jul 2017 10:51

Annoyed, aggravated and tired.

Topic: RUMPLATIONS: Honky Tonk and Cyber Bar
Posted: 25 Jul 2017 21:19

How about something cold wet and strong enough to knock me out. Good night all.

Topic: RUMPLATIONS: Honky Tonk and Cyber Bar
Posted: 25 Jul 2017 05:53

Good morning all. Can i have some tea please? I really need to clear my groggy head this Tuesday morning. Have a great day everyone.

Topic: I would like to reintroduce myself..
Posted: 24 Jul 2017 21:29

He was back as a couple of different profile names. Last I knew gone for awhile now.

Topic: Awesome Award 7/22/17: BethanyFrasier
Posted: 24 Jul 2017 19:22

Congratulations Bethany. You deserve the best.

Topic: RUMPLATIONS: Honky Tonk and Cyber Bar
Posted: 24 Jul 2017 17:08


Tonya, really sorry to hear you've not been feeling well. Hope you're well on the way to full recovery - I'll stand you a beer or two to help rid yourself of the last lingering bits of lurgy.


Thank you chesh. This has been the worse week ever. At least when you're sick meds help. Finding out after an entire week a med caused you to be sick is awful.


Tanya, this being IMO, it's worth nothing, but IMO, your comp entry is a strong contender.


Thank you Bill I'm honored by your opinion. I was not sure how far I was going to go to keep this still me. I thought of and researched many things that could have been used. I wanted the human aspect though.

I'm sending a poem in I've started over a year ago. It is not my usual style but had started as a joke. It's called Sir, my cuck, and me. Please tell me your thoughts.
https://www.lushstories.com/stories/erotic-poems/sir-my-cuck-and-me.aspx


Hope everyone had a great Monday. Beer me please.

Topic: RUMPLATIONS: Honky Tonk and Cyber Bar
Posted: 23 Jul 2017 13:21

Hello everyone. I've been under the weather for over a week and just can't seem to get past it. What I thought was the flu is actually severe reaction to one of my medications. The side effects just keep in popping up. Today I'm having a hard time seeing out of one of my eyes as it's swollen and irritated. Hopefully I'm on the road to recovery now. How's everyone doing? I hope all is well. I'll take a nice cold beer please send a round on me to whomever wants as I've missed y'all.

Topic: Project Semi Colon: Lush Style
Posted: 20 Jul 2017 05:43

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Just stopping in to let everyone know I'm here for you. I understand triggers and most things in life. If you need an ear ever feel free to pm me. Sending love, blessings, and good vibes to everyone.

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Sir, my cuck, and me

Husband said he wanted to play  I decided this would be the day  Put on some sexy black knickers No need for any kitty cat whiskers   He kneels waiting for me to say What he can do to please me today A big surprise for him is in store With my strap-on I walk through the door   Ready to fuck his tight virgin ass  Miss Kitty won’t take any sass  Rubbing on lots of lube is a must  ...

Added 24 Jul 2017 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 13 | Avg Score 5 | Views 383 | 14 Comments

Love the Old Fashioned Way

Baby you make the tea  I'll bring the cakes Play me some music Our love is all it takes    Whispers in my ear  A smile upon my face    Our fingers entwined  Our hands interlaced   Gazing in your eyes  They look inside of me  Passion and strength  And love is what I see   Your lips touch mine  Such a tender kiss  Softly they caress  Nothing is amiss   Tea is now forgotten...

Added 17 Jul 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 27 | Avg Score 5 | Views 384 | 25 Comments

Acceptance

Bound without ropes my mind is set free Pushing the limits works best for me   Teasing and taunting him with flair  Making him hard showing that I care    When I'm acting the brat and full of sass He bends me over and spanks my ass   Submitting to Master is what I long for  Him saying "Good Girl" makes my heart soar   Rules and boundaries sometimes get lost  Wanting to please him...

Added 15 Jul 2017 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 20 | Avg Score 5 | Views 404 | 19 Comments

My Master's Command

Jessica was excited to go to The Hellfire Club tonight. She knew she must look perfect to please Sir her Master. He liked it when she was completely soft and smooth. After her shower, she ran her hands over her body to make sure her Brazilian wax session hadn't left any stray stubble. She then rubbed on his favorite lavender scented lotion spreading it across her body, over her belly to...

Added 09 Jul 2017 | Category BDSM | Votes 50 | Avg Score 4.96 | Views 4,343 | 49 Comments

Love's Possibilities

A journey we've begun That is loving and true  My heart in need of care  You then took the cue We were just good friends  You'd wipe away my tears  Unsure where this would lead  And now you've promised to calm my fears With my eyes tightly closed  I jumped and then fell  Taking a huge leap of faith Leaving behind my utter hell Now with my hand in yours You pull me from the dark  Safe,...

Added 07 Jun 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 33 | Avg Score 5 | Views 760 | 31 Comments

Never Meant to Be

She sat in her car unable to move. "Is this real? Is he really here?" It had been twenty years since they'd seen each other. They were young and in love as only kids can be. So sweet and innocent although they were never truly innocent of the hardships of life. Both had known too well of what life could do to you. He was her first love. She looked in the mirror checking her hair...

Added 24 May 2017 | Category Love Stories | Votes 24 | Avg Score 4.95 | Views 1,863 | 20 Comments

Forsaken

There's a piece of you  Here's a piece of me  Where do I fit in Why can you not see    Parting words each day  To stay safe, stay strong  Mantra in my head  I've tried for so long  A strength for you to see  Keeping away my fears They're fighting inside me  I hide behind my tears  Finding a peace within  In your arms I am whole  You are my twin flame  I feel you in my soul  Waiting, arms...

Added 18 May 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 22 | Avg Score 5 | Views 433 | 23 Comments

Audio Story Recommended Read I Wait

I will wait. Today is the first day of the rest of my life. My choice has been made. Nothing could ever change it. I’ve chosen to come before Him.  Shedding all I once was. Stripped bare and kneeling.  I Will Wait.  I give Him my heart.  He’s my lover and best friend. I give Him my body.  His to use as He sees fit. I give Him my trust. I give Him my submission.  I will respect Him in...

Added 18 Apr 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 34 | Avg Score 5 | Views 2,800 | 36 Comments

In My Dreams

You come to me in my dreams Each and every night  Wrapping your arms around me Holding me so tight  You whisper softly in my ear  Sleep now darling, sleep Take from me my strength  No more need to weep We've survived so many things  If they really cared they'd see How the hurt they've caused  Left their love a lost memory  Come to me in my dreams  I'll take your pain away Let me love...

Added 07 Apr 2017 | Category Love Poems | Votes 25 | Avg Score 5 | Views 539 | 24 Comments

Calming the Chaos

Upon this bed I kneel and wait For master to come lay his claim Hands bound tightly above my head Legs spread wide only He can tame  Gently feeling throngs of a cat  That first caress across each thigh The play of nine tails feels so grand As you hear escape softly, a sigh Pulling me down across his lap Gently trailing fingers along my spine The anticipation of what's to come next ...

Added 04 Apr 2017 | Category Erotic Poems | Votes 20 | Avg Score 5 | Views 602 | 18 Comments

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