Update: I'm too sensitive clearly, Ive upste people on here and for that I'm sorry. I've gone missing with no explaination so if you've missed me I apologize. I may come back but probably not. I just thought it was about tome I said a general sorry to those I've let down. Its been mostly fun with some bouts of hurt from insecurity. I'm still not a nice person but I did tell you that before.

Update: I'm not a very good person. I have let down many friends and been too willing to be misled and it meant me focussing on real life for some time now. That too turned into a bit of a disaster to be honest, but that's a long story. 30 something now single again . I live in the North West of England. I have a strong faith which supports me in the tough times. It guides most but not all of my thinking. I'm a complex person who is quite introvert in real life. I'm trying to be braver and more open to new experiences though its not easy. I've met some very kind people on here and some that are less so (men usually). My avatar is me though given the cover girl 'airbrush' treatment. I wish my skin was that flawless. I'm not really any good at role playing, though I have opened up a little to closer friends. I will not share pictures of me (not that I have any that compare to what others have on here), so please do not ask. I'm struggling at the moment with desires I can never fulfill and so am fighting the temptation to be on here all the time.

Interests
Music and dance. My musical taste is a bit older than others my age I should have been born 10 or 15 years earlier. I get a love of disco from mum, dad is a gospel, jazz and soul kinda guy. We had way more music than TV when I was young.

Favorite Books
Every Man for Himself; Winter Garden; A Handful of Dust

Favorite Authors
Beryl Bainbridge; Evelyn Waugh

Favorite Movies
The Green Mile; Mama Mia

Favorite TV Shows
Law and Order, NCIS

Favorite Music
Disco and soul