A few weeks ago, the wife and I got divorced. We had been together for a good thirteen years. It came very much out of the blue. I had just come home from my usual job as a sanitation worker. Yes, a garbage collector was also the most prestigious job one could ever wish for. So what? The pay, however, was worth it. It was a tough job but a well-paid one, especially if you took extra garbage routes. But enough about that.
When I came home from work one day, the bitch, aka my ex-wife, wanted one of those adult talks, which I wasn't very good at. I blamed my gender and pretended it must be a man thing. But to make a long story short, the conclusion was that she was still really happy for me but needed a break from us. I thought it was a bit strange, but I went along with the idea, doing whatever I could to save our marriage and give it a chance. The house was in my name, so luckily, I didn't have to go through the trouble of moving. She didn't take all her stuff, just the most essential things and cases.
The first week was very frustrating but, in a way, also lovely. It was nice to come home and throw myself on the sofa without listening to a chattering female human being and dealing with her frustrations. However, it had its costs, as I had to do the cooking, cleaning, and the remaining housekeeping tasks that she always used to do. Hell, it was here that I became aware of all the little things a woman does to make a house a home.
This went on for a few weeks. We didn't see each other and only talked when I called her. She didn't even take the initiative to take her damn phone out of her pocket and give me a call. I got frustrated, and it only got worse day after day. Especially when I found out that, at one point, she had been home to pick up more things. After all, she still had her key. I chose to investigate what the heck went wrong. This is when I found out she was with a real Dario boy who looked like one of the typical Paradise hotel attendees. Muscular, young, zero body fat, and generally just a giant sex bomb. If it had been a female participant, I would have taken the chance, too. But what a shitstorm it turned out to be when I stood out in her terraced garden in pitch darkness at shitty o'clock in the evening and discovered the bachelor entered the living room naked to pounce on my wife like a hungry bull.
A few weeks after this episode, we added our signatures to the divorce contract. My wife hadn't moved very far away—just a few kilometers. We occasionally bumped into each other in the local supermarket. It wasn't a problem, but it became one when he was there too. It took me a while to get over it, but I did. However, the frustrations surfaced in time and out. They were both good and bad.
The lousy part made me so angry inside that it threw me into male chauvinistic stress mode. I went down to the local bodega and fucked all the women, then staggered home in a depressed state. Occasionally, there was an offer for the fishing rod, despite my dysfunctional state. I wondered why the few bitches that I brought back with me came at all. I thought it was probably offering a little pity sex. Whatever the reason, it was nice, but still, fucking bitches.
During the divorce, my wife also ran into another challenge that she hadn't considered—namely, her daughter, Mathilde. Mathilde was a young, annoying, and beautiful teenager. She was a natural brunette with long, full locks that twisted like slightly elongated spirals. She was just four years old when I met her for the first time and told her I would be her papa. I clearly remembered how she looked up at me uncomprehendingly with her grey-green eyes and responded by raising her arms welcomingly in the air so that she could give me a friendly hug and welcome me to the family.
Mathilde and I have ever since been incredibly close and had an inseparable bond together. It, therefore, came as a massive shock to her when her mother and I had to divorce. First, the mother had divorced Mathilde's biological father, and now she was about to divorce again. It was too big a mouthful to swallow for the poor teenager. Mathilde could not handle the situation in any way and reacted by cutting the contact to her mother, which was a big problem. Mathilde had no contact with her biological father either, and since I wasn´t her biological father, I had no right to her. Mathilde mostly went home to her friends. Sometimes she notified Mom, but other times she didn't, and when that happened, it always ended up in a giant shitshow, with the police getting involved. It had been like that since the beginning.
Mathilde had only been at my house once since the divorce. She still had her room, which I had promised she could keep. But it didn't look like the room she used to have. It used to be decorated with posters of various boy bands and male singers, but all these had been ripped off, and only the Harry Styles sign remained. Her LED light chains, glued to mirrors, table legs, paintings, and all edges, had been torn up. In a few places, small pieces were hanging that had broken in the middle and been left in the storm of her race. The desk, which had always been cluttered, had its surface exposed. Only the transparent substrate and a box with various writing implements were visible. The bed's comforter and pillow were dressed with a dull set of blue bedding, and all four walls had been stripped of their adornment.
I sat on a Wednesday evening on my extended corner sofa. On the living room table were two beer bottles. One was empty, while the other still had half the required liquid. I sat and streamed a random movie I had on. "6 Underground" was the title when I scrolled through the many channels. I only put it on because Ryan Reynolds was in it. You couldn't possibly go wrong when he was in it. I was only half an hour into the movie before being utterly engrossed. I had just gotten to the scene where Ryan Reynolds was in a Middle Eastern city being bombarded by planes when the front door cut me off.
The handle was brought down hard, but when the person on the other side found the door was locked, there was a violent knock. I was taken aback, hastily grabbed the remote control to pause the movie, and stood up reluctantly, heading for the front door to find out who was knocking at this time of night. I just managed to turn the lock and pull the handle down before Mathilde, my bonus daughter, stormed into the house and was close to plowing me down with her large sports bag over her shoulder.
"Well, finally come inside, my darling," I exclaimed, slightly annoyed, before she disappeared up the stairs without a word. She stomped into her room and slammed the door shut. I smiled big, and deep down, I was thrilled to see her again. I had only written and called her, and it was the first time in a very long time that I had seen her in person. I sighed in despair before closing and locking the front door again. I knew very well that if her mother got wind of her being with me, all hell would break loose. I shook my head, not wanting to expend any more energy on that thought, and sat on the couch to continue watching my movie.
About three-quarters of an hour later, I could hear heavy footsteps on the stairs, which continued into the living room. Mathilde came forward. She had changed and was wearing her typical nightwear, which consisted of a pair of shorts and a matching T-shirt of the same grey-blue color of soft silk fabric. The T-shirt was in itself more of a shirt than a T-shirt. It had a collar and four buttons, as well as a chest pocket on the left side.
"Has it been a rough day?" I asked in my warm, fatherly voice as she approached. She nodded sullenly and down on her way. I unfolded my arms to receive my beautiful baby girl and hugged her tightly as she crawled up to me on the couch and laid her head on my chest. She bent her legs and shrunk so that she was lying in the fetal position next to me. I kissed her lovingly on the top of her head and breathed in her wonderful scent that reminded me of my cursed ex-wife. But Mathilde's natural scent was unique and still different in a good way. I gratefully tightened my grip on her and was happy she was with me again. I had missed her—a lot, even. We lay for a long time without saying anything to each other, and I knew that was precisely what we both needed at this moment.