I was no longer visiting Doctor Morgan in her office since I now found myself bunking in her home. She had an amazing townhouse in a fancy complex that was far too elegant for my tastes. The dwelling was located in one of the ritzier parts of the city, and I felt out of place the instant I first walked up to the door leading into her home.
Going back to that first night, the storm had really started the moment we pulled into her place. A downpour had us drenched by the time we reached her front door as lightning lit the sky. Upon setting foot in her townhome, both of us just exchanged glances before bursting out in laughter. I don’t know why, but letting out the loud cachinnations with her made me feel like a kid again.
“My goodness!” Freya exclaimed as she set her purse down on a nearby end table between a box of tissues and a small stack of magazines. “I’m soaked to the bone!”
I didn’t want to step off the welcome mat I was standing on for fear of getting Freya’s carpet wet. I felt intrusive enough for being in her home, to begin with, but I certainly didn’t want to make a mess of her dwelling. I watched her run her hands through her wet locks and suddenly took note of the top magazine she had set her purse next to. The fact that it was a lingerie catalog wasn’t what intrigued me, but instead, the fact that the model on the cover almost looked like she could’ve been Freya’s sister. I realized that couldn’t be the case since the name printed next to the beautiful woman was “Eve Anna Claire.”
With a smile across her marvelous face, the energetic female told me, “I’m going to go change into some dry clothes, Marcus, and if you’d maybe want to use my shower or something…” Her voice trailed off when she made the same realization I already had. “Oh, shoot! You don’t have any clean clothes to change into, do you?”
I shook my head as I thought about the pickle I was in.
“Well, I know it’s inconvenient, but you could always borrow something of mine while I run your things up to the dryer. I have a bathroom on this floor and upstairs, and while I usually use the one upstairs…”
“I don’t want to put you out, Freya,” I inadvertently cut the compassionate woman off. “You’ve already done so much for me…”
“Well, you can’t sleep in wet clothes!” The good doctor pointed out. “You’ll catch your death for one…and I don’t exactly want you soaking my couch!” Freya laughed after making her second point.
I found myself chuckling with the wonderful woman since she had definitely made some valid points. “I guess if you’d have some pajama pants or something that wouldn’t be too tight on me…”
Freya again laughed. I’m sure she was picturing me in her PJs and thinking about how ridiculous I would look. It would certainly give us something to talk about in a future session if I ended up in her clothing.
“Freya, I feel really bad about you coming out to find me…”
“Marcus, will you quit being such a downer?” The fantastic female then reached out and wrapped both of her hands around my left wrist. “Now, the place isn’t that big, but it’s home! As you can see, here’s the living room, and the kitchen is right down the hall in front of us. The first-floor bathroom is that door in the hallway, and upstairs is my bedroom, an office, and another bathroom. There’s a washer/dryer combo in a closet upstairs. Oh, and feel free to help yourself to any food in the refrigerator!”
Before the beautiful blonde could drag me too far into her home, I kicked my shoes off since I didn’t want to get her floor too wet. I allowed her to pull me toward the bathroom as she told me she’d fetch me a towel from an upstairs closet. I was only joking as I replied, “The way you’re trying to get me in that shower must mean I really stink or something!”
“Not at all!” Freya countered. “As I’ve said before, you do an amazing job of grooming, considering the fact that you’ve been spending your nights outdoors! I just figured you’d be more comfortable if you freshened up a bit!”
I glanced back at the couch I would be crashing on and couldn’t help but notice how comfortable it looked. I certainly wouldn’t want to get such a nice piece of furniture dirty. I really didn’t want to be a bother, but I asked my gracious hostess, “If you did put my clothes in the dryer, do you know about how long it would take them to dry? I mean, I could always sit around in a towel or something while I wait.”
“Oooh, Marcus!” The blonde doctor deviously eyed me after I made the suggestion. “You’re going to get me all riled up!”
I was sure that Freya was only joking, but I thought my offer would make things easier. I decided to just move things along as I pointed out, “Besides, I don’t want to keep you awake any longer than I already have. You have to work in the morning, and I’m sure you rise fairly early.”
“It’s not an issue, Marcus,” the kindhearted woman informed me. “If I’m too tired in the morning, I’ll just go in a little later. If I decide not to go in at all, I’ll give the clinic a call.” Freya paused momentarily again before flashing me one of her magnificent smiles with those full lips of hers. “Furthermore, I take great pride in making sure my patients are taken care of, and since you happen to be my favorite, I can’t allow anything bad to befall you, right?”
I wasn’t sure if it was appropriate or not, but I suddenly reached forward and pulled my old friend in with a hug. Since she was just as soaked as I was, I figured it would be okay. I held her close and felt her plump, perky breasts against my body as I told her, “Thank you for everything you’ve done and are currently doing for me, Freya. It was amazing to be able to reunite with you again after all this time.”
“Of course, Marcus,” the amber-eyed blonde gently responded as she placed her hands on my back and returned my affection. She placed her head on my left shoulder as she told me, “I just wish we could’ve reconnected under happier circumstances.”
I finally released my hold on the marvelous woman and did my best to not look below her neck since her wet shirt was causing certain attributes to stand out. With all the good she had done for me, I didn’t want to repay my old friend by being a pig and checking out her boobs when they were contained within a drenched, white shirt.
And that was how I came to be a guest in my old friend’s home. I had never banked on such an event transpiring, nor did I intend to stay as long as I did. Freya may have made it abundantly clear that I could crash with her for as long as necessary, but I thought it would be better if I went out and started searching for an actual apartment of my own for at least a while. I never planned on remaining in the city for very long since I knew past events in my life would eventually catch up with me, but as long as I was around, I didn’t want the beautiful blonde to become a target due to me.
Since Freya had been seeing me, she obviously knew what I had been through and what had gone down in my life for the past two years. In reality, one could say that she actually knew more about what had befallen me since she was trying to help me forget that wretched past so I could move on with my life. Also, the fact that she knew such things would more than likely place a bull’s eye on her if anyone out there was indeed after me like I believed them to be, and if that was the case, I needed to move along all the faster.
It only took me a few days to feel like I was too much of a burden on my sympathetic hostess. I was never loud when she was trying to sleep, and I never left a mess behind after eating or doing anything else, but it didn’t feel right to be staying in her home for free. I told her I had money stashed away, but she told me she made more than enough in her profession. On one occasion, she simply responded to my prattling by saying, “Take me somewhere nice this weekend for dinner, and we’re even!”
I ended up doing just that. Well, I should reiterate by saying that I picked out the restaurant, made the reservation, and paid for the dinner…but she ended up taking us since I still didn’t have access to a vehicle. I really did need to get my pickup back, but I didn’t want to chance going near my old house. The phrase “you can never go home again” applied to me in more ways than one, and I already felt like I was taking a risk by being around Freya. I couldn’t put my parents and sister in that same danger.
No matter how many times Freya tried to explain to me that nothing bad would happen if I went home, I just wouldn’t buy into it. She tried to be rational as well as sharp, but no matter what tone she took with me, I remained adamant about my stance of staying as far away from my family as possible. There was nothing my doctor could do to quell my incessant fears.
I had been staying with the wonderful woman for nearly three weeks when she came to me one weekend and suggested we go on a little road trip. I thought her timing was a little odd since the first snowfall was slated for that very weekend, but I didn’t argue since I thought it would be a lot of fun to travel cross-country with her. Being sealed away in a warm vehicle for hours on end with a female as marvelous as Freya…? Well, the three words that came to mind were “sign me up.”
I felt like a real boob when I realized it had taken me a few hours to pick up on what was really going on. Somehow, I had failed to ascertain that we were heading south, and even when I finally did catch on to the fact that Freya was taking us in the direction of our hometown, it wasn’t like there was anything I could do to stop her from going the rest of the way. I certainly wouldn’t threaten the woman or ever do anything violent to her if she refused to stop since I would never stoop to anything of the sort, and pouting like a baby would never deter her since she put up with far worse in her office from patients more troubled than me.
“Freya, I understand that what you’re trying to do is meant to help me, but I can’t see my family again. Even if I believed they wouldn’t be in any kind of jeopardy due to my visiting, I just can’t go home again. I haven’t seen my family in over two years, and since they don’t know if I’m dead or alive…”
“I’m not going to pretend to understand your reasoning, Marcus,” the kindhearted doctor cut me off as she remained focused on the road, “But in my professional opinion, you’re going about this all wrong. There’s no doubt in my mind that if you were reunited with your family, they would certainly suffer some substantial shock since it’s been so long since they last saw you, but it’s nothing that would kill them. On the reverse side of the coin, I don’t truly believe anyone’s ‘out to get you’ in the way you think they are, but I can’t tell you what to do.” Freya was quiet for a moment before glancing at me and saying, “Regardless of what you choose to do, I think it’s vital that you get your vehicle back. You can’t go on by walking everywhere if you don’t plan on staying with me, and we both know winter is a stone’s throw away.”
“I know, Freya, but I…can’t. I just can’t.”
“You love your family, Marcus! Why would you not want to see them?”
I did want to see them. I wanted to embrace them and tell them how much I loved and missed them. But when I had been away, I had done things. I had done things I wasn’t proud of, and sometimes in life, our decisions make seeing certain people difficult. The atrocities I had done and seen made me aversive about ever going home again, even though I knew my family would understand.
Freya pulled the car over and let out a sigh. She was quiet for the longest time until finally telling me, “This wasn’t meant to be some kind of radical therapy or anything of the sort, Marcus. I wanted to take you home to your family because you deserve to see them again…and they deserve to see you. I thought it would do all of you a world of good to reconnect, but if you’re truly opposed to seeing them, I’m not going to force you into it.”
“I don’t want to go, Freya,” I sternly told the kindhearted woman as I fought back a slew of tears. “You know I want to since I was always close with my whole family, but you weren’t with me when I was in…” I faltered since I couldn’t remember where I had been when all my problems originally started. I guess that was a good thing and meant that my sessions with the good doctor were working.
“I understand, Marcus,” Freya conceded as she looked to see if anyone was coming up behind us. When she realized the road was clear, she turned the car around and headed back in the direction of her home.
As we traveled north up the highway, it was a fairly quiet car ride.
*
Freya treated me so much better than I deserved. She had mentioned the possibility of putting an air mattress in her office space and turning it into a temporary guest room, but I kept telling her I wouldn’t be staying long enough for that to become an issue. I’ve obviously been wrong about a lot of things in my life, and that turned out to be one of them.
I spent the bulk of my time in Freya’s living room. I was crashing on her couch and pretty much had the bathroom on the lower level to myself, but I still did my best to keep it tidy so she didn’t happen to inspect it and think of me as an animal. I also went out of my way to take extra time to clean up after myself whenever I used her stove or microwave in the kitchen because I didn’t want to come off as a slob.
On one particular afternoon, I was doing my best to relax as I lay on the couch reading an old novel. It was a classic about an island full of treasure, and while I did my best to escape the real world so I could immerse myself in the book, I was drawn out of the fantasy world I was in when there was suddenly a knock at the front door.
My heart skipped a beat since my first thought was that it was someone from my past who had tracked me down. I wasn’t afraid of being hurt, but what if Freya happened to come home when some villain was standing just outside? I would never allow a hair on her head to be harmed.
Another knock had me on edge as I put the book down and tried peeking out the front window so I could see who was at the door. My angle wasn’t the best, but what I could see actually sent a mild jolt of shock throughout my body.
Right outside of Freya’s front window, there was a sidewalk with a single row of parking out front for all the people who lived in the complex. Just beyond that, and a roadway that was barely large enough for a single car to go down, was where the garages were. Since I could see a few parking spaces from where I peered outside, I took note of how the one closest to Freya’s place contained a vehicle that hadn’t been there before; a small but comfortable-looking black pickup.
The doorbell rang, and I practically jumped out of my skin. I hated the fact that I had been reduced to such a pussy over the last several months, but the shit I had been through had been harrowing. There was a good reason I wanted it all erased from my mind.
I finally went to the front door and popped it open a crack. “Yes?” I mumbled when I laid eyes on a man roughly my age.
“Hey, man,” the male with wavy blond hair said when he spotted me. He held something up and said, “I was supposed to give these to you.” He paused for the briefest of seconds before raising a clipboard in his other hand to his face and reading something off it while asking, “You are the houseguest of a Freya Morgan, right?”
“Yeah…”
“Okay. Well, here you go, man.” He tried handing me the object jingling in his right hand.
I finally opened the door all the way and accepted what he was handing me. I took note of how another automobile was parked on the roadway and was still running. It was obviously there to give the man a ride since he had driven in a separate vehicle…my vehicle.
“It’s going to need some gas because it’s almost empty, but other than that, it rode like a dream all the way up here.”
Unable to comprehend what was going on, I couldn’t help but exclaim, “That’s my pickup!”
“Yeah,” the blond man said as he glanced behind himself where he had parked my trusty steed. “Miss Morgan hired us to pick it up after she bought it.”
“She WHAT?”
Not wanting to get caught in the middle of anything, the blond male explained to me, “Hey, man. I just get paid to pick up vehicles that people purchase from other towns and drive them over here. I was under the assumption that she was doing her roommate a favor – who I figured was you – so I’m not exactly sure why you’re upset.” He then handed me the clipboard and a pen while wordlessly asking for a signature.
I shook my head and tried to sound a little more grateful as signed the yellow piece of paper and handed the clipboard back. I then apologized, “I’m sorry if I came off as a jerk. It’s just that the other day, we were going to go pick the truck up, but I made her come back. I had no idea that she was going to do anything like this for me!”
“Must be a pretty nice lady,” the deliveryman gave me his opinion as he started to make his way toward the other vehicle. “If I were you, I wouldn’t let someone like that go.”
I stood in the doorway with my mouth hanging open as I simply stared at my black pickup. The blue car with the deliveryman in it pulled away as I clutched the key in my right hand, and I couldn’t help but wonder how the hell Freya had managed to talk my parents into selling her my old truck.