Yes and my heart aches every time I never get to see her also makes me quiver in fear because I been alone so long.
Don't always feel free to talk to anyone because I only trusted her and probably the only person i'll ever really trust. Met her long enough back and my heart ached for so long it never feels right to be without her. Been thinking about her more and more and Miss her so badly that it just makes me want to go in a hole and hide. Love is not to be messed with or brutalized Love is real and True love is hard to find. Never knew how hard it was to be away and yet I survive with my heart feeling like its in pieces. It never seems t heal because even trying to let go of her in anyway seems to cause pain. Although I have kids by someone else and been married once and have gotten divorced I was never able to get over her. My heart broke so completely that there are virtually no pieces left. And will to keep going has dropped. My advice is to let your love know before you go out into the world
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