I'm not sure if this is the correct forum to post this but not sure where else it would be appropriate. It may or may not be occult related depending on your viewpoint. I'm not sure what I believe when it comes to witchcraft, ghosts, etc. but I've seen things that remind me to never rule anything out.
That being said I've had this strange phenomenon lately where this girl I knew 12 years ago I can't get out of my head. I randomly started thinking about her out of the blue and while at the time of knowing her I was friends with her but was never romantically involved at all (not saying the interest was never there as she was attractive and there was chemistry there, but she was with someone else at the time). Anyway, we've since gone our separate ways and I haven't seen or spoken to her since college "12 years". Now suddenly I have this obsession with wanting to know how she is doing and what happened to her over the years. Her only social media account is Facebook and it hasn't been active in 7 years. I even went so far as to check a "background check" site and the last thing mentioned there was 3 years ago. The more I research, the more I get this pit feeling in my stomach, almost of dread as if I'm afraid to find out what happened.
A few days ago I had a dream about her where we were talking together on a bus and I was explaining to her that I was happily married, and the moment I said that her smile faded and she turned around.
I'm trying to wrap my head around what this possibly means. Did something happen to her and she's trying to communicate with me from the other side? Maybe I'm just going crazy...