University was a wild time for me...
I was newly single after dating women throughout school, for the first time I felt truly free. While my family were very open and liberal, I never thought I could be anything other than straight, and for the most part that suited me (I was definitely on the straighter side of bisexual.) Moving out changed my thoughts on sexuality as a whole and in my first few days, I wasted no time.
Day one on campus was pretty standard, my parents and little sister dropped me off and helped me unpack. Later, my older brother joined us for dinner and we said a teary goodbye by the car, before settling in my room for my first night alone... and I was an eighteen-year-old boy.
Naturally, this meant one thing. I got some tissues to hand and loaded up a familiar site. (The blue one if you are interested.) I found a great, albeit fairly standard video of a guy helping a struggling young woman in the gym. His cock escaped his shorts, she was surprised, and ultimately, this led to some hot sweaty fun. I was really getting into it. She gave him a wet messy blowjob before he then fucked her perky sweaty ass. Both the guy and the girl were very hot and I love the 'public' setting. While I'd had some public experience, it was very limited, I always loved videos in public places.
Before long the noises I was hearing weren't lining up with the video. It could have been bad audio, but it didn't seem like it. It was then I realised it was the room next to me - my neighbour clearly had the same idea as me and he wasn't holding back. It sounded like he was either video calling with a girlfriend, or was on a random cam session, either way, he was enjoying it.
That's when my curiosity started to peak. As the gym guy pounded his hot partner on the screen, and the neighbour noisily jerked himself off. I thought to myself that for the first time in my life, I could be with whoever I wanted, I could hook up with as many girls as I wanted and wouldn't need to 'have a talk' with my disapproving parents the next morning. Then my thoughts wandered again... or maybe not just girls.
I turned down my video and watched in silence, listening to my new neighbour talking dirty and moaning as I finished myself off. I turned to my screen and watched the eager girl taking his cumshot in her mouth. Too exhausted close the video or clean myself off, I fell asleep, cock still in my hand.
I woke up the next morning in a bit of a haze, the view of the video I'd been watching the night before still open in the corner of my eye. Feeling the dried cum on my crotch and hand, I dragged myself up and hopped straight into a hot shower.
It was then that my curious thoughts from the night before danced over my mind again. "I could be with anyone."
This opened up so much, I loved being with girls, and watching that girl's tits bounce as she was fucked still was imprinted in my mind. But I'd always found guys attractive in a passing way before. I could appreciate Ryan Reynolds or Zac Efron, and one time or another I'd watched two guys going at it in videos. But that was as far as the thoughts ever went. Now though, for the first time, I could try something new.
"That doesn't make me gay," I thought to myself, I'd still sleep with women, I just didn't want to rule anything out.
Swept up by the moment, I decided I'd download Grindr - just for curiosity, of course. I set up a fairly basic, "Bi Guy" profile that was pretty anonymous. No photos, names or any real personal information. When I loaded it up I saw a few guys I recognised from the corridors on there. All of a sudden I was consumed by a wave of dirty thoughts. I smirked and bit my lip, but put my phone away. That would have to wait.
As I attended my first introduction class and met with some of my new classmates, the thoughts of the variety of encounters available to me disappeared for the most part. I got on with my lectures, met some cool new people and quickly formed a nice little group of some guys and girls. We went out for a couple of drinks after classes but all went their separate ways pretty early. Freshers week started the following day. "We'd have plenty of time to get paralytic!" we reasoned.
I was about to head home when that curious thought crossed my mind again. I wasn't close to tired and I'd wanted to see a bit more of town. I checked my watch.
"Not even eight o'clock!" I said under my breath. I watched as my new friends headed towards the dorms and I slipped off the other way...
My heart started racing, something about this felt exciting, wrong almost. But I was an adult, well pretty much anyway, If I wanted to hook up with someone I could.
I decided I'd head away from the student area of town. While I was looking to be more open sexually; I wanted to mostly present as straight for now and didn't want rumours spreading around campus before I'd had a chance to figure myself out.
I hopped in an Uber and went to a part of town I knew had some good bars. I'd done my research before I moved, of course! I nervously wandered the streets for a short while, before ducking into a small bar on a not-too-busy street.
When I stepped inside there were no more than four tables with people on them plus two bartenders. The bartenders were a young man and a woman. They didn't have much to do, mostly chatting as they looked out over their small clientele. One table had a thirty-something straight couple, looking pretty tipsy. They were all over each other, flirting and laughing. Another table had two older men, who I could tell probably came here regularly. They were sipping pints of bitter and chatting away. Another table was three middle-aged women drinking G&Ts. The only other person I could see was on his own at the end of the bar. He sat with what looked like a whisky, and was looking down at his phone.
This guy was objectively a very attractive man. He looked tall and slim but you could tell he worked out. He had short messy brown hair and well-groomed stubble. Very well put together, wearing a low buttoned white shirt, a long, navy coat, with skinny black jeans and a pair of black suede boots. He looked down at his phone mostly, but would occasionally look up and scan the room.
I walked up to the bar, interrupting the bartenders' conversation, ordered a pint and sat down in a booth in the corner.
I sat for a little while, nothing really happening and thinking hard on my sexual curiosities. I wondered if I were faced with another man, would I actually go through with it? At this time, my thoughts were interrupted by my phone vibrating. I looked at the screen - it was a notification from Grindr... I had a new message.
Immediately, I knew if I wanted to stay discreet with my sexuality, I'd have to be careful. I stared at the screen for a moment and I clicked on the message.
I was brought to a chat window with 'Danny' where the message simply read, "I'm game if you are..." I looked at the profile picture and realised it was the guy sitting at the bar. It felt too good to be true. I'd only come out on a whim, pure curiosity. Now here I was, the very first bar I stepped into, looking at was definitely an invitation. Since I didn't have a picture he was scanning the bar to see if he could spot someone on their phone. I tried to not make it look like I wasn't reading the message, while I thought about his proposition.