A. The Prologue.
1. Simon's Backstory.
I am driving back to my old home town, where I have been invited to a party. In fact it is a 'wake' for an old Irish friend, named Finnegan; I know he would have wanted us all to have a great party in his honour.
I hadn't seen him for a very long time, so I was really on the edge of his circle of friends, but having been invited, I felt obliged to go. As I drove, I thought back to those days when I was twenty years younger, and still married to Anna. There had been some very good times, of course, as well as the difficult ones which had led to us leaving town together, and eventually to our divorce.
I wondered if Beth still lived in the area, and might be at the party. She had been my downfall, really, twenty years ago, and I had never been able to face telling her exactly why I had left all that time ago. I remember what happened, in minute detail, even after all these years and I can recall it as though it were happening right now.
She was only eighteen at the time, and obviously, I was very much older. I was old enough to be her father, in fact, but that hadn't stopped either of us. I was attracted by her youth and supple beauty, and it seemed that she was attracted by my age and experience, at the beginning. It seemed like a perfect match.
I had given her and her best friend a lift home after a night out; they were both excited about their new freedoms, at eighteen, and talked excitedly about the 'boys' they had seen during that evening. I couldn't help overhearing, of course, and it seemed that Beth was more disdainful of the young men than her friend, who was keen to pursue one of them in particular.
I dropped off her friend at her home, and we two continued towards Beth's house. She just couldn't stop talking, it seemed; possibly out of nervousness? But she continued with the theme of young men being gauche and inexperienced. Not that she was very experienced herself. I suspected that she might have been a virgin, but was trying to appear more worldly-wise than she really was.
I stopped outside her house and expected her to jump out of the car, but she seemed to want to stay and chat more. She asked me what I thought of her and I had to say honestly that I found her very young and very beautiful.
She had shoulder-length blonde hair, suited to her blue eyes and lively personality, and was quite vibrant in her manner. This was a little surprising to me, as I had always seen her as quiet and diffident whenever I had seen her before, in company.
I thought that the earlier discussions about "boys" had enlivened her in a way I had never seen previously, and possibly a drink or two had helped.
She reached across and put her hand on my thigh, quite gently, and stroked up and down, while she talked about "men" as opposed to "boys". It was very clear what she wanted, and I was not going to disappoint her.
"Beth," I said, "have you actually ever seen a man? In real life, I mean."
"Of course," she said, though not very convincingly. "But I would love to see you, Simon, just for comparison. Would you show me, please?" She looked so eager.
What with one thing and another, I had already got rather hard talking to her, and so I said, "You can look for yourself, if you want... It's up to you."
And she did. It was all a little awkward, sitting side-by-side in the car, but I just let her unbutton my flies and open them. She gasped when she saw that the head of my cock was already protruding above the elastic waistband of my briefs, and I had to lift and adjust myself to allow her to pull them down, with my jeans, to below my knees.
I don't know whether she had anyone to compare me with, but she said, "God, Simon, you are so big and long; it looks so thick! May I touch you?"
Of course, I said yes.
She did not need any more encouragement and reached over to grasp my cock (too) firmly and confidently, stroking one hand over the swollen head, while the other slid up and down the shaft. If I wasn't fully hard when she first revealed me, I certainly was within moments of her touching me. Her grip was strong and unhesitating, so I was getting harder and bigger by the minute until my cock was throbbing and as hard as steel.
She looked up at me and asked with a polite smile whether she could help me. It sounded as though she were serving me in a department store.
I let her drop her head and wrap her lips around the head of my cock, to suck it into her mouth, while one hand continued to stroke my shaft, and the other dropped to fondle and cradle my swelling balls.
I was very conscious that she was young and inexperienced, but I had literally placed myself in her hands, to do with as she wished.
Beth said, "Simon, I just love your cock! I can hardly get it in my mouth, but I know that is what I'm supposed to do. Would you mind if I just made you cum? I've never seen a man cum before, and I know I have a lot to learn. Can I please? Please!?"
I simply nodded (but only because I could hardly speak!) and she rested her head on my thigh while she stroked my cock up and down, occasionally licking the head and shaft to provide some lubrication with her saliva.
I leaned the seat back as far as I could and allowed her the freedom to play with me as she wished. I resisted grasping her head in the way I really wanted to.
She enjoyed that freedom to the full, but I noticed that one hand now dropped between her own legs, and moved in coordination with the one stroking my cock. I was trying to resist, but I think she could tell from my micro-movements that I was getting more and more excited with every stroke.
I had to warn her that I would cum soon, and just saying that made her shake with anticipatory excitement. She did not put her mouth around me until the very last moment, and then only over the head, while she continued to pump my shaft more and more firmly, and the hand between her thighs also moved more and more urgently.
Finally, I let out a shout as my cum shot with force into her warm mouth, and she gagged on the volume of cum hitting the back of her throat. I think she was only expecting one spurt, and she withdrew suddenly, to swallow what I had already shot into her mouth. As a result, the second, third and fourth pulses shot everywhere, as she panicked and squealed out loud. I was surprised we didn't wake everyone in the neighbourhood!
She licked her lips and hands and swallowed every drop of cum she could gather. It might have been her first time, but she certainly enjoyed the taste of my cum. She told me it was the most delicious free gift she had ever been given.
I do NOT fully remember how we managed to clean up the almighty mess I had made (with Beth's help!), but I do know that she was still shivering and trembling with excitement when she got out of the car. Her face was alight with pleasure and she spoke quickly, stumbling over her words, as she thanked me over and over again. I thought it probably was her first real sexual encounter, but I somehow knew it wasn't going to be our last.
So began an illicit relationship between a thirty-eight-year-old married man and an eighteen-year-old girl. It grew and developed in seriousness and frequency until it became an obsessive need for both of us. We fucked frequently and in every conceivable way. She wanted to learn everything about sex, and she wanted to learn it from me. It continued for months and became more and more serious.
It all came to an end when my wife discovered that I was having an affair. Our own sex life had deteriorated, but it all came to a head when she found a hotel bill for two.
It would have devastated her to know that Beth was the 'culprit', not only because of her youthfulness but also because she had been quite close to us as a family friend; after all, that was how I first came to be taking her home after her night out.
So I had kept our secret, but the knowledge of my unfaithfulness ate away at our marriage, even after we left town to try to 'start again'. It didn't work, and after a few years, we acknowledged that, and divorced. It was all done in a very civilised way, but it was a sad end to that chapter of my life.
Now, I am on my way back to my home town and find myself wondering about Beth again. Is she still there? Is she married now? Is she as beautiful as ever?
2. Beth's Backstory.
I have been invited to Finnegan's wake, through local family connections. He was much older than me and I didn't have much to do with him, but he knew my parents, who were now involved in organising the party. They gave me the invitations to post, and my heart nearly stopped when I saw that Simon had been invited.
Simon had been a family friend for as long as I could remember until he left when I was about twenty years old. I had not known his new address and wouldn't have dared to contact him if I had, because of what had happened between us.
He was about twenty years older than me, but a very gentle man; truly a gentleman. He had introduced me to sex, at my instigation, when I was eighteen. He did it in wonderful and considerate ways, realising, I think, that I was actually quite naive at the time. I loved to have his experienced mind and wonderful body guiding me through all the difficulties of 'coming of age'.
It all began when I gave him a blow job (of sorts) in his car when kindly taking me home after a night out. I had had a few drinks with my girl friend, who he dropped off first, leaving the two of us alone in the car, heading to my house.
I realise now how clumsy and gauche I must have seemed, trying to pretend that I was so sexually sophisticated when really I only had the vaguest idea what to do. Simon was very kind and indulgent of my whims, and for me, as an inexperienced eighteen-year-old, it was a perfect introduction to sex. In fact, it was an introduction to sex with Simon.
Our relationship steadily grew to the point where we would go out of town to stay at a hotel and spend the day fucking like rabbits. He showed me how we could take part in 69 sessions lasting, it seemed, forever, by alternating with each other until we made the other come. He showed me how to fuck in almost every conceivable position, though we didn't need to refer to the Kama Sutra, only to his experience.
He was always gentle with me, and he had to be. His cock was large and it was thick too, and I found it quite difficult to take it all in, at first. I loved the feeling of being filled so full of cock, stretching me on every dimension, and probing so deeply inside me, before he filled me with his wonderful cum. That feeling of being absolutely filled to overflowing was one which I would never forget, and I think has never been truly matched since.
Whenever I did 'overflow', I would gather some of his cum, to taste him properly. I had always loved that, ever since I got my very first taste in his car, that evening.
The only problem was that Simon was already married and we had to meet secretly, out of town, or when his wife was away. She eventually discovered evidence of his unfaithfulness and was furious (just as I would have been!).
Simon never revealed that it was me he had his affair with, but we had to break up.
He was scrutinised too carefully now, for any illicit activity to be possible, though we managed to text each other secretly. I was enormously frustrated throughout that time, knowing that he was within reach, but unreachable. I used a vibrator to relieve myself while looking at the photos we had taken during our trysts. I had kept all of those photos (and have them still), because it was just too dangerous for him to have them.
Ultimately, and with great sadness to me, he and his wife left town, to 'start again'. I never heard directly from him again, though I gathered through the family grapevine that they had eventually divorced.
It was only in those later years, after he left, that I fully realised how lucky I had been with him, as I met other partners. I did not have many other men, but after a little experimentation, over a few years, I chose to settle down with Craig, who is just a couple of years older than me.
Craig is also a wonderful man, and I truly do love him. He loves me too, I am sure, but his lovemaking is a little unadventurous, and somewhat predictable. He does not like to go down on me, like Simon did, and we largely restrict ourselves to the missionary position, in the marital bed, perhaps once a week. It is not his fault, in any way, but I do find myself thinking back to my more energetic and experimental flings with Simon.
Sometimes I do so when Craig is making love to me, and I think then he is surprised by my ardent reactions to his somewhat mechanical performance. He thinks that he has 'hit the spot', but it is actually Simon who is fucking my mind, while Craig fucks my body.
I do love Craig, and he is by no means under-endowed, but I will never reach the greatest heights of sexual ecstasy with him, unless I recall Simon fucking me and filling me in every way. That is just the way it is.
Now, I discover that Simon is going to attend Finnegan's wake.
I am extremely nervous about meeting him again. It has been twenty years - or more! - since we fucked so intensely and secretly. We are both twenty years older, but he will still be twenty years older than me! What will he be like now?
As it happens, Craig will be away on business when the wake takes place, and I wonder seriously whether I should even attend. That worry reaches its peak when I see Simon's RSVP saying that he will be there, but I cannot think of any valid excuse to present to my family. The last thing I can do is to admit that Simon's presence would be a cause of any concern to me!
I accept that I have to brazen it out, whatever happens. Simon will be there, but so will family members who might know us both; it could be a tricky first encounter.
I wonder how much older Simon will appear, but also how much older will I appear to him? Will we still be attracted to each other? I know that he is now divorced, and so a free agent again, but now I am married to Craig. Truly, the "boot is on the other foot" this time, and even if Simon and I did recapture something of our old spirit, I would not want it to lead to similar outcomes for me and Craig.
I decide that the best way forward is simply to present myself as attractively as possible, and hope that Simon still appeals to me. It may all lead to nothing.
I choose clothes and colours which I think will appeal to him, from past experience.
A fairly demure blouse of lightweight silk which clings to my body and emphasises my shape; I am a little nervous that if I should become aroused, my sensitive nipples will rub sensuously against the silk, and may become very noticeable. I wear it nevertheless.
A knee-length skirt with a wraparound fastening, which allows a thigh-high slit to emphasise my shapely legs. It occurs to me that it also allows for very quick and efficient removal, if required.
A pair of skimpy panties which would easily be pulled aside, if necessary, but no other underwear.
It occurs to me that I am dressing for action, and in the absence of my husband, but I decide that no harm is done by being well-prepared. Nothing may come of it.
Memories are tinged with a rosy glow of fantasy, I know, and are sometimes best left as memories. Even if we do re-kindle some of those memories, I am not sure whether I will want to venture into a new reality, given the complications of cheating.
B. The Renewal of Friendship.
Simon parks outside the venue and takes a deep breath before he feels able to venture inside. It is a little strange being back in his old home town after such a long absence and so many changes in his life. Looking around as he drove from the hotel into town, though, it seems to him that time has largely stood still here.
All the familiar landmarks are there, but new signs of hardship and division are also there, in a High Street full of Charity Shops and Betting Shops, interspersed with Fashion Boutiques and Tanning Salons.
He enters the Wine Bar and shows his invitation, to pass the “Private Party” signs.
Once inside, he does not immediately recognise anyone; they are all too young to have known him, or too old to remember! His first thought is that he should not have come at all, but then a couple of middle-aged people introduce themselves and clearly know something of him.
He has to hold polite conversation (not his forte) but escapes from their attentions as soon as he can, to go to the free bar. He doesn't want to drink much, but nurses a large glass of red wine while he scans the room. He has not yet seen any sign of Beth and wonders whether she will come. In truth, he does not even know if she still lives here.
Then, like a ray of light, Beth walks into the room and scans around, just as he had. She obviously knows more people, at least on 'nodding terms', but very quickly, her eyes focus on him. He wonders whether she had in fact been searching for him.
As soon as they do lock gaze, she steadily works her way across the room towards him, saying hello to everyone en route, but clearly heading his way. She had obviously recognised him, despite the passage of time.
He is entranced by her, looking just as good as she ever did, and even more so, if that were possible. As she approaches him, he feels a familiar stirring, and swallows hard, wondering which of his pre-planned introductions to use.
When they do come face to face, he finds himself speechless, and it is left to Beth to say, “Hello, Simon! I've not seen you for a very long time. You hardly seem to have changed at all. How are you?”
Simon says, “Hello, Beth. Lovely to see you again, we must catch up on the old days. Can I get you a drink, and we can talk over there, perhaps?” nodding towards a quiet nook where there is some privacy.
They settle into the bench seats, facing each other, and lean forward over their full glasses. They are both breathing a little heavily as they talk through their histories since Simon had left town, but it doesn't take very long to exchange their basic histories of family bereavements, divorce and marriage, changes of jobs, etc.
Both of them had tried to forget their affair so long ago, but both had abjectly failed. It seems that it had been suspended in time, in the backs of their minds, never to go away. It is not long before they begin talking about their intimacies of the past, and there is clearly an undercurrent of a rising passion to renew their connection.
The conversation becomes more and more intimate, and their flashing eyes, his smiles, and her giggles reveal their deep attraction to each other.
Beth can feel her nipples stiffening under her silk blouse, and sensitively brushing the material as she moves back and forth. Simon can feel his cock responding to Beth's smile and the pointed tongue flickering around her wine-stained lips.
Within half an hour, they are talking about their experiences in more lascivious detail.
Simon reminds Beth of her first attempt at a blow-job in his car, and they laugh together at the very messy outcome. She admits it was not only her first attempt but was actually her first real sight and touch of a hard, exposed cock. One she would not forget.
“It was such a shock,” she says, “your cock was much bigger than I'd imagined, and so thick I didn't think I'd be able to get my mouth around it! I knew that was what I was supposed to do, and I did my best, but I was shocked when you first came, and then didn't stop cumming! I just didn't know what to do!”
“Of course, I learned to do better, later, didn't I? You taught me so well.”
Simon says, “You were a very good student, Beth. It was a great pleasure to be your teacher, but I had to keep testing you to make sure you didn't forget anything, of course!”
Beth laughs, “You know, Simon, it wasn't only my first blow job and my first taste of your delicious cum. Later on, you were the very first man who ever came inside me; once you'd forced that thick cock into me, that is. I had never felt so full before, nor since actually. In some ways, you ruined me, you know, and when you left, I had to accept what I could find here.”
Simon says, “You do know how sorry I was that we had to break up, don't you? I had to try to save my marriage, but looking back, it was never going to work, after what we had between us. If I had stayed here, I would not have been able to ignore your presence; Anna and I just had to leave. I am so sorry.”
“I understand completely,” says Beth. “Let's not dwell on that. The great thing is to see that you are still as you were. I shouldn't say this, but I'd really like to know if your cock is the same as it was!