I lay on the bed, completely nude save for an ankle bracelet. I wait for my husband as tonight I am his, body and soul. It is his birthday, and all of my usual no's are now yes's. We have tried several positions, and I have begun to overcome my gag reflex when giving him head, but my somewhat shy and repressed upbringing has prevented us from going further. Tonight that all ends.

I asked him two days previously what he wanted to celebrate his birthday, my family has money and there is no gift I would refuse him. The gift he wishes has no price tag however.

"I love you, completely, and without reservation, and yet, you still fear that I might hurt you somehow. I only wish that you would give yourself completely, and the trust that I will not cause you any serious pain, and let me show you that you can enjoy both pain and pleasure equally. That's all I want, your trust for one night." he said with a whisper. "No other gift could I want, save for you."

He has given me instructions. I am obeying them to the letter. I am nervous as to what he might do, but I trust and love him. There is a plastic sheet under the regular ones, and the bed linens are older and somewhat worn. There will be no worries about any messes ruining things. There are several bottles of warming oils and several types of lubes. No toys are in evidence, but I know they will come. There is only one other thing, a black silk blindfold that has my name embroidered upon it. I am to don it when he comes in the room. He has programmed his iPod with soft mood music, and the gentle rain upon the rooftop sets the mood further. I am excited and nervous.

His knock comes upon the door. "Enter." I say. He comes in, he is 6 feet tall, with the toned body of a man who works hard, and his handsome face is lit by a soft smile. How could I doubt this man? His grey eyes show only love for me, and he wears only silk boxers, his erection plainly visible.

"Put your blindfold on my love." I do. "Now lay back, and prepare to discover new worlds of pleasure...." I do. His fingers touch my lips. "There will be no need to talk, but if something causes you real pain and you wish to stop, simply say 'Nevermore!'." He knows my love for Poe. "Other than sounds of pleasure, words will not be needed this night. I love you with all my heart, and will not hurt you."

He begins by laying down next to me, I feel clumsy as I can't see, but his strong sure hands reassure me as he kisses me deeply and I respond with my own desire. We kiss passionately, and he begins to kiss downward, and I feel him reach to the edge of the bed. A cool liquid pours on my nipples, and I feel him begin to lick them. I love warming oils, but these are different, it isn't warmth, but heat, not enough to burn, but enough to be somewhat painful!

If there is pain on my nipples, what must his lips and tongue feel like? It doesn't bother him and he sucks and licks me with abandon and bites down I let out a gasp of pleasure as I feel his teeth! Pain is there, but a deeper pleasure shudders across my body as I pull his head closer to me.

His hands roam freely, and I feel more oils, but as his fingers caress me, they are only the usual ones, my body is awash in multiple sensations, as he continues to suck and bite my nipples. My pussy begins to get wet as I find the pain to be...somewhat intoxicating. I had asked if I should have a few drinks, but he told me my own body would give me more and he is right...

He kisses and licks me and darts upward to kiss my lips as he's used several flavors, and I taste the cherry, grape and cola. More is applied to my breasts and more heat strikes me, he sucks again and then I taste the fiery peppers and the heat mixing with the gentle sweetness of the others. My lips and tongue feel the tingle and I can feel my pussy is already soaking the sheets as I realize the hot oils can also go to my pussy!

My legs are spread wide as his mouth reaches me and he kisses me directly on my clit, and bites down upon it, eliciting a cry a pain, but the heat already spreads and his tongue darts in me, and he takes huge slurping licks of my already drenched pussy. I moan in pleasure as he begins to unleash his own sounds of enjoyment, and I know he has come before simply by eating my pussy.

His hands caress me all over, and he pulls my legs further apart as he devours my pussy, the hot oil mixes with the regular, his saliva, and my own juices to create what must be a heady mixture for him and duelling sensations of light pain and great pleasure begin to shake me. This is unlike anything I've ever known! I normally am fairly quiet in bed, but now loud yelps and moans escape me, as I build to what must be an incredible orgasm and I hear him chuckle as he knows I enjoy this far more than I'd thought!

Then he stops! He pulls away and I start to speak, but remember I am to be silent. I only feel his hands upon my thighs and hear both of us breathing and I can hear my own heart beat. Why has he stopped? Have I done something wrong? Did I not responds the right way? Why? I am so close! Why?

Seconds tick by......

Then I am shocked as if by electricity with his tongue darting into me again! He licks, suck and bites upon my clit and the waves of pleasure return with more intensity! His hands grab my ass from beneath as he greedily eats me, and I cannot even control myself, all I feel is pleasure and pain as he has applied more hot oils! The two sensations inch closer to each other as his lips and tongue move in what must be a blur and I erupt, screaming out as I come for the first time! MY scream is pure pleasure, and it lasts as incredible shudders of feeling ripple across my body in cascading waves! This is no regular orgasm, this is a climax such as I've never known before and it feel delicious! He continues to lick and suck and I know the bed is soaked.....

I expect to cool off, to rest a few minutes until whatever he has planned next comes, but that is not to be. I feel a bit of a sharp pain on my nipples as I realize he has used a set of clamps! They are pain, but not too severe, and the pain reconnects me to pleasure as if they were an electrical switch!

"On your stomach, ass in the air, now." It is not rude, it is simply a command that I must obey if I am to be what he wishes, but I slowly realize I like the orders, and a new fire awakens within me.

He runs his hands over my pussy, and then rubs the wetness all over my ass, and he gently slaps my ass cheeks. I let out a little yip as he makes contact, but now I know it is not to hurt, it's like another jolt of the pleasure/pain mix and it amplifies my already heightened senses.

I feel oil dripping onto my ass and I begin to worry, anal is something I'm terrified of, he is not small, and I'm barely five foot five! I don't get the intrusion I am expecting, instead I feel his tongue gently spreading the oil all around my ass. It's the regular warming kind and it feels good as he flicks his tongue all over it, and then I feel his tongue pushing into me, he is penetrating my ass, and instead of the revulsion I expected to feel, I feel elation and I wonder how the intense heat will feel? I am told not to speak, but I will beg him!

"Hotter, hotter!"

He laughs, and slaps my ass cheeks again, just a bit harder this time.

"You're supposed to be quiet!" However I feel more oil dripping and it is the hotter stuff.

My already tingling ass is twitching in pleasure, and the heat causes me to orgasm again, and I didn't expect it to! I shout out as I come, and he drives his tongue deeper into my ass, and I feel his fingers spread me further, as he explores me. I've been afraid of anal, but now I want it, I want more than his tongue or a finger, I want his eight inches! God, I want to get fucked in the ass!

He stops again! Why? It feels so good, and he stops! Why? Doesn't he know how good I feel right......yes, I realize, he does know how good I feel. He's driving me crazy, and withholding his pleasure and mine! It felt even better when he came back to me the first time so....

"Uhhhhhhhh!" I cry out as it's not his tongue or fingers, but something else and it goes deeply into my ass. I feel it pop into place and I feel him slap my ass as it does. I feel him above me as I think he's going to fuck me doggy style, but no, he simply holds me close as I can feel his cock only millimeters away from my waiting pussy.

"That's your butt plug, it's only four inches long, think of how my eight will feel!" The four feels like it is a foot long, and there is pain indeed, but I love my man and will trust him! He caresses my back and runs his fingers through my hair and I want him to just fuck me, to just take me any way he wants, as hard as he wants I just want it!

It's not to be as he tells me to lay down again, and I feel his warm embrace and his lips find mine. I love making out, but the sensation of the plug makes it feel so different as we move around the bed. Tingles come and go, and tiny bits of the hot oil bring shocks to me, and I realize there is far more to my ass than I thought!

"Suck me. Now." His voice beings instant obedience, but with a blindfold, I fumble for a few seconds and then I find his rock hard cock and suck as deeply as I can. He pulls out and pushes me away. More withholding?

"I told you now. It took you too long. I guess you need something to teach you a lesson." It sounds ominous, but the smile in his voice is playful.

He pulls me toward him and puts me over his knees as he sits on the side of the bed. "Let's see, first offense, so we'll call it 15!" and with that he begins to spank me!

He is not that gentle and it hurts at first, but by the third, the combination of the plug and the clamps have kicked in and I feel myself getting wetter with each slap. I know my ass must be red, but I have never had such intense orgasms as I have already had, and he hasn't even put his cock in me yet! I'm letting out gasps of pleasure and pain with each slap, and he chuckles with each.

"If you think that taught you a lesson, nod yes!" My head bobs like a jack in the box.

"Good. On the bed, on your stomach, ass in the air. Now."

I leap into position. He leans forward and kisses me gently. "Good girl." The kiss alone sends a spurt of wetness. I hope he is going to fuck me now!

"Looking good, looking good, but maybe, just maybe, we need more."

He pulls out the plug and rubs some more lube on me, and I feel a different one go in. He pops it in and gives me as the same slap, but then he pulls it out partway and lets my ass pull it back in several time, and an electric thrill runs through me.

"That's a six incher, and a bit wider, but it still isn't eight inches, just you wait."

I nod as I really can't wait. He gets off of the bed but I hear him moving around. He then grasps my left wrist, and I feel him tie something to it.

"Just a pair of stockings, babe, don't want you wiggling around, too much, right?"

He ties my other hand and my feet and I am bound. Not uncomfortably so, but I'm not going anywhere in a hurry. Normally this would freak me out, but he is there, no hurt can come to me with him there.

"As much as I enjoy your sounds, the noise can be a bit...well....distracting." He puts a ball gag in my mouth and fastens the straps.

"One more thing..." as I feel him stuff a set of foam earplugs in my ears. I cannot see, I cannot hear, I cannot speak. I am at his mercy.

I feel him back on the bed, and he playfully slaps my ass again, and my gasp is cut off by the gag! I want to voice my indignation, but cannot! He runs his hands all over me, caressing me, a playful slap here, a slap there, he tweaks my nipples, he pops the plug in and out several times. I feel him behind me, and once more I feel oil dripping onto me, but it is cooling, very cold, and I shiver, and he begins to trace a design on my back with it, he uses my entire body as a canvas, the icy chill bringing me new sensations, and then more oil, but this is the familiar heat! The two sensations war across me, as he draws his masterpiece and then without warning, his cock rams into me!

I was so caught up in the other sensations that it was a surprise! I attempt to yell, but am prevented, and he is not the gentle, and easy lover I normally know, he is taking me roughly....and I love it. His hands grab my ass none too gently, he plunges in and out of me! He alternates slapping my ass as he rams himself into me, and I feel him reach around to slap at my tits, and the multiple shocks begin to drive me insane; hot and cold, sharp pains, slaps, and his eight inches hammering at my pussy as hard as he can go!

I can't speak, but I can grunt and I'm as loud as I can possibly be with a gag, he rides me incredibly hard, and I know it will be an incredible orgasm as it builds slowly, and all the sensations mix into a kaleidoscope of shocks and waves of pleasure running through my body and he pulls out of me! Only for a second as he rips the plug out and rams his dripping cock into my ass as hard as he can!

Were it not for the gag my scream would have shattered windows and his thrusts are even harder into my ass and my fear of anal comes back, but my new found pleasure in pain wars with it, and I realize the orgasm is still building as he owns me, body and soul, he will do whatever he wishes to me whenever he wants and I will love him the more for it!

Despite my earplugs I hear his grunting with his grinding thrusts and I know he's not far from his own orgasm, and then I simply explode into mine, my pussy is flowing as I feel the wetness down my legs, and I thrust back against him to wrack every last bit of pleasure I can from his pounding cock, and his eight inches pulsates as he erupts into me, and the jets of come fill my ass like no sensation I've ever known and I orgasm again and again, and I feel his arms around me, and he holds me close.

The blindfold slips from me as I regain my sight, the earplugs come out and I hear him tell me he loves me. and the gag is released as I tell him the same.

The bonds are released and I collapse into his arms. The nipple clamps come off, and he gently kisses my nipples to make sure they are okay and we embrace passionately.

Later we will experiment further, we will push our own limits, but for now, we are happy.