"Turn Up The Heat - My College Days - Freshman Year, Part One."
To set the stage for recounting the event I recognize as the founding cornerstone of my lifelong erotic journey, let me first provide you with a bit of beneficial background information.
My name is Kim. I reside in South Carolina, USA. I was born into a stable, loving middle-class family on May 20th, 1973. I have a sister who is two years younger than me. We girls were raised by loving parents who nurtured us and instilled within us lifelong ethical values. We were brought up to believe that kindness was a virtue and that the world did not owe us anything. We were taught to enjoy life yet be mindful that what you get from life is firmly seated in the ability to succeed. Our parents were hard-working, down-to-earth people, yet they made a point of surrounding themselves with good friends and a healthy attitude for enjoying life to the fullest.
My sister and I never wanted for anything, yet we were taught to be grateful for the good lives we lived. Respect for others was prioritized, as was humility and kindness for those less fortunate. Both of us girls excelled in school and won numerous academic awards. With that said, as you process what I share here and formulate an opinion of me, please bear in mind that I view myself as an intelligent, warm-hearted, fun-loving woman who believes that you get out of life what you put into it. I consider sex to be the spice of life. I also consider sexually pleasuring men to be an art form, which I take great pride in being extremely good at. And above all else, as my parents did before me, I believe in living life to the fullest with no regrets.
To help further acquaint you with myself, here are some of my physical characteristics and social attributes. I am a petite, five-foot-tall, little hellcat with an incredible sexual appetite that is off the charts! I weigh one hundred and twelve pounds. I have thick, shoulder-length, dishwater-colored blonde hair, typically styled in a wavy, open, relaxed curl. My eyes are emerald green. I wear a size five or small in all articles of clothing, including my shoe size. My measurements are 34C, 24, 36. Men tell me I have an ass to die for, and the term "perfect bubble butt" is often used to describe my backside. When in public, I typically dress to impress. This includes my signature look of a lacy top, thigh-high stockings, and high heels. Although back at the beginning of my lifelong erotic journey, I did not yet have all the ins and outs of dressing provocatively for men's amusement figured out. In my early adult years, the sexually vibrant persona that eventually became my personal signature look was still a work in progress.
From a psychological standpoint, I can only speculate as to where the erotic mindset I was born with came from. I assume the powers at hand must have had a specific agenda in mind when I was conceived. As you will undoubtedly come to understand, I was destined for a life unlike any other. My compulsion for sex and sexually pleasuring men began in my mid-teens with my very first sexual experience. However, this highly sexualized attitude was brewing deep inside me even before that. In my early days, when my lifelong erotic journey was still only a curious twinkle in my eye, this attitude about sex and pleasuring men came naturally. I felt it deep in my core as if it were the driving force behind my very existence. However, the confidence behind this sensual attitude was a work in progress, which cultivated over time. At sixteen, my body had matured physically to the point where I was no longer this awkward little nerdy tomboy. Every part of my body's voluptuous features had filled out, and the boys were taking note. Having no practical knowledge about sex other than what my high school girlfriends and I learned from gossip and saw on a porn video one of them found in her older brother's bedroom, I was completely in the dark. But, unlike the sheepish attitude my girlfriends adopted regarding sex, I, on the other hand, was anxious to dive right in and explore this exciting newfound frontier. As I mentioned above, for unknown reasons, I was mentally predisposed to having a highly sexualized mindset. In my early days, I grappled with why my brain was wired this way. However, this internal dilemma did nothing to curtail my overzealous sexual attitude.
I had mentally reached a point where I was more than ready to take a faithful leap into the world of sex and whatever came with it. I felt a strong need and desire to validate this overwhelming sexually-orientated mindset that had persisted for several years. Without going into great detail regarding my first sexual experience, which is chronicled in another chapter of my memoir series, let me just say that right out of the gate, it became apparent that I unknowingly possessed extraordinary man-pleasing qualities. When this was discovered, it began a cascading chain of events that took my sexual eligibility status with the local boys from nonexistent to being one of the most desired and sought-after sexual conquests in my local community. And, because of my innate highly sexualized mindset, the widespread notoriety I received had my head spinning. As word spread among the boys in my hometown regarding my sexual bravado, the frequency of my sexual encounters increased tenfold. The more sexual experience I gained with the boys, the stronger the cravings grew to expand my sexual pleasuring prowess. Realizing that I was such a tantalizing source of euphoric pleasure for so many guys was intoxicating.
With every exciting sexual romp that I participated in, I experienced a sense of euphoria. Psychologically, it felt like I was on a potent mind-altering drug that I was hopelessly addicted to. To maintain this must-have, feel-good psychotic high, I had to constantly feed this addiction. And all the young guys I sexually entertained seemed to sense this. They took full advantage of my erotic cravings. Needless to say, at this juncture in my life, I was feeling all kinds of mixed emotions. There were highs, and there were lows. At my lowest, I emotionally struggled with the notion that I was spiraling out of control and headed for a life of debauchery. On the other hand, this overwhelming desire to sexually pleasure every guy who smiled at me was so intense that I aggressively sought out more and more boys to feed my erotic addiction.
Ultimately, my sexually charged mindset won this internal conflict, and, to that end, I made a commitment to learn and explore every avenue for how best to sexually pleasure men in the most unique and exciting ways. And so began the process of building my sexual resume and perfecting my man-pleasuring techniques. Over the next few years, after graduating high school with honors, I discovered my body possessed unusual physical characteristics that allowed me to sexually pleasure men in ways that no other woman could. Upon making this discovery, I made another commitment to train my body to control these newfound built-in abilities until I had perfected a variety of one-of-a-kind sexual pleasuring techniques that utterly fascinated the guys I sexually interacted with. After discovering my body's unique man-pleasuring qualities and the physical training I did to enhance these physical features, plus participating in dozens of outrageous sexual events, my sexual prowess and man-pleasuring skills were soaring off the charts! To put this into perspective, most of the discoveries, training, and absurd sexual events I speak of took place during my time attending college at USC from 1991 to 1996.
In my experience, we humans live our lives in phases. Going off to college in 1991 at age eighteen began a significant new stage in my life. I was really looking forward to college and the independence of living on my own, not to mention the sexual freedom I eagerly anticipated. As I noted above, over the last couple of years, while still in high school, I had my first taste of raw sex and quickly discovered that I possessed an innate ability to provide boys with sexual pleasures far exceeding anything they had previously known. I successfully built quite a reputation with the local boys in a short time span. It is plausible to say I was more sexually advanced than most girls my age. However, the sexual antics that took place in my high school days dramatically paled in comparison to what awaited me only a few short months into my Freshman year of college. I abruptly found out just how sexually naïve I still was.
Feeling confident and even a bit cocky once I settled into my college dorm and began living my collegiate life on campus and with my new friends in the off-campus party scene, I anxiously looked forward to exploring my newfound sexual freedom. To that end, as an example of my overzealous naive behavior, I willingly made a commitment to participate in a decadent sexual event at two all-male parties put on by a College Fraternity near the USC campus. This commitment came with little to no knowledge of what I was getting myself into. Prior to my participation in the first major annual Frat House party of the school year, I had no idea that more than one hundred guys attended these wild, decadent fraternity parties.
Here, for your enjoyment, I am publicly revealing for the first time all the crazy and obscene details regarding my first-ever big sexual adventure! Unknowingly, this event was the beginning of a wild sexual crusade that I fondly refer to as my lifelong erotic journey.
In mid-October 1991, after only being on the USC campus as a freshman for a couple of months, I was approached by the president of a well-known prestigious fraternity. Even though this Fraternity was an iconic institution on campus, with me being new to USC, I only knew of this Fraternity through rumors and gossip from the girls I had befriended. Supposedly, this Fraternity had a rather elite but sorted reputation. All the members were known to come from families with deep pockets. So, the young men who were members or gained membership through pledging to this Fraternity were not the type of guys you often saw hanging out with your average college girls. They drove expensive cars, and when you saw these guys on campus or at the bars in town, they were always dressed nicely. According to my college girlfriends, these guys also had a reputation for being rather sexist. Rumor had it this Fraternity was known for having wild, depraved parties where young college girls were sourced to serve the sexual needs of the frat brothers. Having been told this before the fraternity president approached me, I was anxious and curious about his interest in me.
The night the fraternity president sought me out, I was at a bar with two of my college girlfriends. He walked up and politely introduced himself, making known his position as the fraternity president. Our conversation did not last long as he was very direct and got straight to the point about why he wanted to speak with me.
He said, "Your name is Kim, correct?"
I responded, "How do you know my name?"
He said, "I know about you from a couple of my frat brothers who partied with you here in town."
He did not mention their names but, instead, asked if we could speak privately. We moved from the bar to a table. I was eager to hear why he wanted to talk with me. He told me he had a proposal that he hoped I would consider. He proceeded to tell me his Fraternity held two elite parties every school year. One in November and another in March of the following year. He was a well-built, nicely dressed, handsome man with blue eyes and short sandy hair. He obviously was an upperclassman or possibly a graduate student and looked to be in his early thirties. He spoke calmly and concisely and seemed very sophisticated. Right from the get-go, I was mesmerized by his good looks and soft-spoken charm. He told me every October, a month before the Fraternity's first big annual party, the fraternity brothers selected several girls who they felt would make great candidates to fill the distinguished position as the party entertainment for their two elite yearly parties.
He said, "The girls selected are voted on at the Fraternity's Fall Rally," which he indicated had just been held the day before.
He told me the vote was unanimous. I had been voted the number one pick to fill the prestigious appointment as the 1991/1992 party entertainment. He told me I would be joining a small but elite group of girls who had previously held this privileged position over the past twenty years. His pitch was quite convincing, and I loved listening to him speak. He had this magnetic personality that pulled me right in. Being only eighteen and having an engaging upperclassman of his caliber tempting me with this kind of proposal was enough to sway any young girl's heart.
When I questioned him about what my role as the party entertainment would entail, he was very vague, which seemed odd based on my first impression of his demeanor. He would only say that if I chose to participate as the party entertainment, I would temporarily be giving up all rights and ownership of my body. My body would become the Fraternity's property, giving the fraternity members the freedom to do with it whatever they desired for a period not exceeding twenty-four hours. He would not expand on what this meant, but that didn't matter; he was speaking my language. The mystery surrounding his proposal was exceedingly intriguing. Plus, the blatant sexual undertones made my whole body tingle with delight. I felt highly aroused but did my best to hide my excitement. His proposal was totally insane, but at that moment, the thought of a group of guys lusting for me overwhelmed my sense of reason. My overly sexualized mindset, coupled with my unfettered and constant desire to sexually gratify men in outlandish ways, made it impossible to refuse his request.
With little regard for what I might be getting myself into, I nervously agreed and committed myself to this crazy adventure. He smiled and seemed surprised at how quickly and eagerly I agreed to his proposition. After our conversation ended, I immediately started second-guessing my decision. But how could I refuse this crazy opportunity? Over the last couple of years, my life had changed drastically, especially regarding my crazy sexual ambitions. And now, being presented with this wild offer at the start of my college experience was utterly unbelievable!
Was this a sign from the cosmos? Was I being tested? Even though I was intelligent, I didn't always make the most mature decisions. Considering how delighted the fraternity president appeared to be with my positive response, maybe I should have pressed him further on what I would be doing for his Fraternity. I must have seemed gullible to him, but his proposal fascinated me! I got to thinking that perhaps the Fraternity's first choice was not always as willing and agreeable as I was. Possibly, he had not anticipated my positive response and figured he would have to move on to the second or third potential candidate. So, when I readily agreed to his request, he was relieved, knowing his search was over. Based on his subtle reaction, I sensed a huge burden had been lifted from his shoulders. This, in turn, gave me a sense of goodwill. I felt happy being able to do this for him. Before leaving, he bought my girlfriends and me another round of drinks. And, when he did leave the bar, he said with a big smile, see you in a month, Kim.
A week later, I was contacted by one of the frat brothers. He informed me about what to wear to the party and to only bring a small handbag containing makeup, nothing more. He said I would be picked up outside my dorm at seven p.m. sharp and brought to the Frat House on the night of the party. For the next month, all I could think about was what did I get myself into. My imagination was going crazy with vivid thoughts of what the frat brothers would do with me. The girls I had befriended on campus thought I was crazy for agreeing to do this. Still, none of them were as preoccupied with sex or sexually pleasuring guys as I was. I had made a commitment and given my word to the fraternity president. So, as far as I was concerned, there was no turning back. I was going to see this through! Thankfully, the next few weeks flew right by, and November 23rd, the night of the Fraternity's first big annual party of the school year, was here.
Just as I had been told, a limousine arrived at my dorm at seven p.m. to pick me up. It was a quick ten-minute trip. Upon arriving at the Frat House, which turned out to be an enormous southern-style colonial mansion, it wasn't long before I found out what the Frat brothers had in mind for me. I was met at the front entrance by a young man who escorted me through the foyer and down a long hallway toward the back part of this huge mansion. I could hear loud music playing and what sounded like people partying. The sound came from the opposite side of the house from where I was being escorted. I saw no one besides my escort, who led me to a large room in the back half of the Frat House. Once inside the room, my young escort handed me off to a man I assumed was a grad student. He appeared to be in his late twenties or early thirties. He smiled and nodded as an indication that my escort could leave. As he looked me up and down from head to toe, he said, "My name is Taylor. I will be preparing you for your role as the party entertainment."
He indicated that per my previous verbal agreement with the fraternity president, I was now, at this time, relinquishing all rights and ownership of my body. My body was now the Fraternity's property, and, as my trainer, a sanctioned fraternity member, he was now taking possession of my body and would do with it as he deemed appropriate for the agreed-upon time frame. He spoke in an authoritative yet kindly manner. He asked if I understood and agreed to the terms of this agreement.
I was nervous as hell but answered, "Yes, I understand and agree."
He said, "Good," then told me, "I was not permitted to speak from this point forward unless told to, and I must comply with all commands from him or any fraternity member."
He told me to undress and only leave on my black thigh-high stockings and high heels. After removing my clothing, he placed my garments and handbag in a small basket and stored it away in a cabinet. He then inserted a thick leather gag in my mouth and buckled the straps securely on the backside of my head. This gag extended into the back of my mouth and completely covered my lips, making it impossible for me to speak. As he stood behind me, buckling the gag, I heard him breathe in deeply through his nose.
As he stepped back around in front of me, he said, "Your perfume is intoxicating. You smell great!"
His comment came as no surprise. I was used to guys telling me this all the time. However, with the gag in place, I could not tell him I was not wearing any perfume, and that the potent scent he found so erotically irresistible and arousing was actually my personal pheromonal scent. If possible, I would have explained to him that I was born with several unique physical characteristics. And having an exceptionally potent and pleasurable personal scent that men took exception to was one of my body's physical oddities.
Next, he walked me to the center of the room, where he had me stop and stand in front of this weird-looking mechanical contraption. He allowed me to look it over for a minute or so, then had me turn around so I was facing away from this odd-looking device. He informed me this was a fully automated robotic machine recently donated to the Fraternity by a generous fraternity alumnus who owned a robotics manufacturing company. He said this new machine replaced several generations of rickety manual restraint devices the Fraternity had built over the years for use at the Fraternity's two big annual parties. My trainer added that the man who donated this new machine had become a wealthy businessman in the robotics manufacturing industry. He and his partner had started and built a successful business. Their business had become a mainstream robotics supplier for the automobile manufacturing industry.
Apparently, this man was revered by the fraternity members as the gentleman responsible for conceiving this elaborate plan of sourcing and using Freshman girls as the Fraternity's primary party entertainment back when he was a fraternity member twenty years prior. My trainer told me after implementing this man's grand scheme, the Fraternity's elite social status skyrocketed. In the years that followed, the Fraternity's reputation for having the most extreme decadent parties sored. So now, twenty years later, when the originator of this crazy idea reappeared bearing gifts, what are the chances of me showing up at the exact same time? I wasn't even born when this man conceived this idea. But now, his admiration for the joyous times he spent as a member of this Fraternity had brought him full circle. And low and behold, here I was! Was it preordained that I appear on the scene at this time? Did fate bring me to this crossroads right as this Fraternity was embarking on a new era in its decadent ways? I could only believe this was meant to be! There was no other explanation. This man's endearing donation would enormously affect the Fraternity's iconic reputation and once again bolster its social status. And I was destined to be a part of this crazy social revitalization!