Day 8

We wake up at the sound of the alarm clock, fresh and joyous, kissing tenderly to share our yet unspoken love for each other. As I get closer and closer to her, my erect cock pokes her voluptuous pussy, rubbing my hardness between her sensual lips.

Laughing as she leaves my mouth, Akari exclaims, “You do have a morning erection.”

“Yeah, I need to pee,” I tell her quickly, only now conscious of the pressure in my bladder.

Akari continues to laugh as I hastily jump out of the bed for the bathroom. After relieving myself, I join her in the shower room, feeling better now that I’m empty, but even more by the sight of her gorgeous body under the jet of water. We chat as we shower, but it is charged with growing sexual tension. I look at her body with desire, wishing I could be fucking her as she washes her feet, bends over and exposes her pussy to my great pleasure. I’m so locked into my own little fantasy that I’m not realizing I’ve been cleaning my dick for the last minute, only stopping when Akari asks me if I expect to wash away all the dirty things I did to her with my tool. Softly laughing, a plan starts to form for this evening, to soil my cock with Akari’s pussy as she just said. Although, my scheming is interrupted with the arrival of someone.

As we are dressing, Natasha comes into the room. Wishing us good morning, she kisses both of us, making me wince as I look away from the sight of Akari’s proximity to her. I still haven’t figured out why I’m so uncomfortable about it, but it’s getting me more and more worked up. Fortunately, neither see me as I’m turning to put our cleaning products into the lockers.

“Do you want to do our next evening session tomorrow?” I hear Natasha asks me.

Composing my expression, I turn around, an eyebrow raised, questioning if she is speaking to me.

“I would like to know how you are progressing with integrating the crew. Last time, we have touched on many things that I want to discuss again,” she explains.

I think about it for few seconds, mostly wondering if she will also be inviting me back into a hot session of sex. We had a great time few nights ago; it would be fun to be with her again. Although, now that Akari and I are closer, it feels wrong even though I’m encouraged into it. In any case, I think it would be good for me to talk about the trip so far, regardless of what happens after.

“Okay, I think it would be good,” I answer Natasha, but turning immediately to Akari for asking, “If you are okay with it?”

“You know you don’t have to ask my permission,” my companion of the last days tells me with a soft smile, not showing a hint of jealousy or concern.

I bite my lower lip while looking at Akari. This isn’t the answer I wanted to hear. Should I ask her again or should I drop it?

Before I can decide what to do, Natasha looks at Akari and tells her, “As much as you don’t feel the need to permit him, I think he needs to have it from you. Not to be allowed per se, but to know that you are okay with it.”

Akari looks at her and nods before answering, “I understand.” Then, looking at me with her most beautiful smile, she tells me, “You have fun tomorrow evening with Natasha, I’m happy for you to see her.”

Mirroring her smile, I reply, “Thank you, you are the best.” I approach her and kiss her softly, bringing my arms around her waist to feel her heat against me.

“I’m so glad you found each other, you are so beautiful together,” Natasha says as we are still locked together. We part ways and look at her, grateful for the compliment.

We let her have the room for herself, not without kissing her on the way out. I go for the door as Akari is with Natasha, not wanting to see any of it, ignoring that it is what they are doing even though I perfectly know they are.

Akari and I get our breakfast while continuing our conversation from last evening, chatting about few personal things. As our shifts approach, we part as I’m in engineering all day but not without having a long kiss at the bottom of the stairs. She leaves for the first deck, jiggling her ass for my enjoyment as she moves upstairs. I laugh softly as I go down, shaking my head in wonder at my new and awesome life.

As I enter engineering, I find Leet ready to start the day.

“Hello, Alex. Good morning,” she tells me with joy.

“Good morning, Leet. How are you doing this morning?” I ask her, surprised by her cheerfulness.

“I’m full of energy for the day,” she says as she gets closer to me. Before I can reply to her, she absently, like it is an accident, brushes my dick, sending sparks all through me. I exhale with delight, to feel this sensation again. As she stops behind me, she puts her hands on my shoulders and gives me a soft massage. As I start to relax at her comforting touch, she whispers in my ear, “I’m gonna need you today and I hope you will help me any way you can.”

As I feel her hands work on my shoulders, an idea pops in my head, but Leet’s massage is so exquisite that I have difficulty focusing on anything. I close my eyes to better appreciate the moment. After few seconds, I reply to her, “You know I will help you however I can, it’s my—”

“Good, I’m glad you are there for me,” she whispers, bringing her body closer to me until I can feel her breasts pressed against my back. As she puts more pressure on me, from her massage to her body against mine and her sensual presence, I’m lost in bliss, melting away to her will.

She finally removes her hands and body from me, slowly, as if she doesn’t want to. I feel her move farther away from me, but I still feel her grip on me. Out of know where she slaps my right butt cheek.

“Now, ready for our maintenance of the environmental systems. Let’s start this,” she tells me in an authoritative voice.

As I open my eyes in surprise, she walks past me while looking back. The smirk on her face is so pronounced, she must be playing with me. The thought of earlier gets back on the top of my mind, although I still have difficulty figuring what it is.

“Stop dreaming, Alex. The environmental systems will not upgrade themselves. Come here and help me as you promised,” she says in a more friendly tone.

After shaking my head to clear my thoughts, I follow her and start the day. This specific maintenance is complex as the systems regulate the air, water, and temperature, basically everything that keeps us alive. There are two fully redundant systems, so while we are upgrading one, the other takes over the full load. The main concern is that if the other crashes or has an issue during the procedure, we are in deep shit. Fortunately, the first system is upgraded during the morning without incident. Unfortunately, I’m still chased by what Leet said to me before we started, even though I try to push it away and focus on my actual job.

As 1200 arrives, I head upstairs to get my lunch, not having found any answer to that thought lingering in the back of my mind.

As I get to the second floor, Bruce exits the stairs from the bridge, also getting his meal.

“Hey. Isn’t it our alluring rookie? How is the upgrade going?” Bruce asks, with his usual charming smile, getting closer and closer to me as we head for the kitchen.

Jumping over his not-so-subtle allusion, I answer him as I go to grab leftovers from yesterday evening. Turning toward with a plastic container in hand, I say, “It’s going great, the primary system has been—”

I freeze as Bruce brings a hand to my face, slowly, as to grab the back of my head to bring me to him, to kiss. As I see his hand gets closer, I hold my breath, too surprised to push it back or move away. At the same time, I feel a surge of emotions in me, from fright and repugnance to desire and anticipation.

Before my brain can decide what I should be doing, I feel Bruce’s hand reach my face, softly resting there. This simple touch sends thunder through me as if all of his desire for me rushes through his hand to my face. As the electricity reaches all my extremities, my eyes open wide, like I’m discovering something new, something I didn’t know was there.

Bringing his face closer to me, Bruce tells me with the most sultry voice, “You have grease on your face, let me clean you.” Extending his thumb, he rubs it on my cheek, removing whatever I have on there. One pass, two passes, three passes, all going slower and slower, as if he is simply brushing my face, sharing a private moment. I look into his deep blue eyes, filled with hope, with desire, with lust. I’m getting lost in them, letting myself be bewitched by them, be attracted, moving my face closer.

“Ahem!” I hear from behind me.

His eyes lose their attraction as they break contact with mine. I breathe deeply, my lungs burning from the lack of oxygen. My brain refocuses on reality. Who is behind me? What would they think?

Without skipping a beat, Bruce greats the newcomer, “Hi, Akari. I was helping Alex, he got some grease on his cheek.”

I briefly close my eyes as I hear her name, afraid of what she will say.

“Oh, really,” I hear her say before adding, “Let me help you clean him up.”

Now, not only have I Bruce’s hand on my face, his eyes locked on mine, his smile even wider than before, Akari’s joins him with a nasty grin on hers, too happy to participate. Licking a finger, she brings it to my face, brushing my cheek in alternation with Bruce. Her soft finger brings me to a new height of lust, having her delicious presence alongside the so tempting body of Bruce, each building on the effect of the other. I’m rocked into the moment, building and building on the passion, until it is too much and I can’t take it.

Moving back a step, I turn away from the complicit duo and go for the sink. Taking a cleaning rug, I rub furiously my cheek to remove whatever was there, if there was any. Only once it starts to burn that I stop, satisfied that there isn’t anything left, that they will have to leave me alone.

Turning toward them, I quickly tell them as I’m breathing fast and with difficulty, “Should be gone now.”

To add to the already tense situation, they are both holding their laughs. It infuriates me that they are playing with my emotions like this, but I take a deep breath to calm myself. This isn’t the time to take rash actions and particularly not the time to jump into the arms of another man.

Bruce is the first one to move, extending his toned arms inside the fridge to retrieve a sandwich and a drink.

Turning back to me, he tells me, keeping his sultry voice on, “Come to me if you have a spot to clean, a hitch to scratch, or a muscle to stretch, I’ll always be there for you.”

I simply nod to him, unsure that my voice would not betray me, letting him know how excited I’m right now. At the same time, I’m sure he can tell, my erection is surely very visible through my clothes.

With a wink and a last passionate look, he turns around and heads out of the kitchen. My eyes follow him as he exits, too focused on him to even remember that Akari is there. Although, she reminds me few seconds after Bruce is gone, grabbing my dick through my flight suit.

“Oh, Alex, you are so on with Bruce,” she tells me while rubbing my glans, making me breathe deeply.

Reminding myself why I’m here, I turn away from Akari and rush to the microwave, to heat my lunch. Not looking back at her, I say, “I don’t want to talk about it.”

As I look at the countdown on the kitchen appliance, I feel her arms getting around me and grabbing my dick again. As I feel her breasts pressing against my back, she continues her torture on me, “I saw the look you were sharing with him, how you were getting closer with him, how you wanted to kiss him. I know you want him, Alex. Why can’t you accept it?”

Her hands work their magic on me, making me more and more aroused, letting me entertain what just happened. As a desperate effort to refute her, I answer her with a whisper, “I’m not gay.”

“We both know this, Alex. This doesn’t have anything to do with being gay or not. It’s about having a male friend which you share intimate moments of pleasure with. Why can’t you have fun with both sexes?” she counters.

“Because it’s not who I want to be,” I reply almost inaudibly, still looking at the timer, wishing it was going faster.

“Well, this is a different issue. Can you, at least, acknowledge that you are attracted to him, regardless if you want to pursue it or not?” Akari challenges me.

Bip-Bip-Bip. The microwave is done. I quickly grab my lunch, almost burning myself. I burst out from her sexual embrace, feeling the heat of the discussion getting to me, not wanting to cum in my work attire. As I’m close to the door, I stop, not wanting to leave her like this.

I turn toward her, a carnivorous smile on my face, full of the pumped-up energy that I’m accumulating since this morning. I tell her, in no uncertain terms, “Tonight, I’ll show you how much I love fucking a woman. I’ll make you beg to stop. Everyone, including Bruce, will know I’m fucking you to high heaven, he will be jealous of the attention I’m giving you.”

“Looking forward to it,” Akari tells me, anticipation showing on her face. “Think about my last question and let me know your answer tonight.”

I nod back at her and promptly leave the kitchen. I know that if I stay there, we will end up doing it right there. As I head back down, I take deep breaths, trying to relax my energized mind, my adrenaline-fuelled body, and my rigid cock.

As I enter the engineering section, Leet sees me coming and wants to say something but holds off. It suits me, as my mind is far, far away, still in the kitchen with Bruce and Akari.

As I sit beside her, I feel that Leet is eyeing me, but I ignore her, too focused on my game plan for tonight.

“What did you get?” she eventually asks me.

“Leftovers from yesterday,” I reply absently as I tell myself that I need to come up with new moves for Akari.

Few seconds pass before her next question, “Do you like it?”

“It’s awesome.” Oh, yeah, Akari will find it awesome.

“You like sausages that much?”

“I like spicy sausages a lot.” She will find my sausage spicy when I slide it right in.

“For me, I like big and fat sausages.”

“There are some left upstairs?” Akari will get to eat my big and fat sausage.

“Not right now, but maybe tonight, if you want?”

“Sorry, no sausage on the menu tonight. I think we have sushi.” I’ll stuff her sushi real good with my white cream.

“I was thinking after dinner.”

“Maybe there will still be some leftover if you are still hungry.” There will be no leftover, I’ll feed her everything.

“Alex, I don’t think you get it. I want you, tonight.” Leet says, with a serious voice.

“That’s what she said.” Oh, yeah.

“I want you to fuck me, Alex. I want to be close to you, I want to feel you.” Leet repeats, with more insistence.

“Can’t.” Because I’ll be fucking Akari good.

“Alex, I feel alone. I need a friend right now and I want you. Why can’t you be with me?” she requests urgingly.

“I need to stick it to Akari!” Repeatedly.

“Okay, I get it, Alex. You don’t need to be obnoxious about it,” she says painfully.

Her tone of voice makes me lose my focus, coming back to reality. I raise my head from my empty plate. What just happened? Why is she sad?

“What’s going on, Leet?” I ask her, curious about her tone of voice.

“Nothing, you made it very clear. Let’s get back to work,” she tells me as she rises from the workbench.

Looking at the time, it is a quarter to 1300, lunch break is not done. Why is she like this? Have I said… Suddenly, I remember our conversation without the Akari filter and more precisely her last question. I was so caught up in my encounter with Bruce and Akari that I didn’t understand what she was saying. Shit, what have I done?

“Leet, come back here. I think you—” I start to say, but Leet raises a hand, stopping me.

“Don’t worry, no need to apologize. I’m a big girl, I understand when I’m not wanted. I need to work on something in the engine room. I’m sure you can do the secondary environmental system alone,” she tells me, as she goes for the door. Before I can say anything, she is gone, the door shutting behind her.

Should I go after her? This is just a misunderstanding, but she told me that I do not have to apologize. Has she understood that I was in a different state of mind? But, she also said that she felt not wanted. What have I done? I’ve made her feel unwanted when it’s the opposite, but because I was so caught up in what happened in the kitchen, I’ve let her down. And now, I can’t go see her as she is in the engine room. Fuck, Alex, stop thinking with your dick for once.

As the afternoon slowly crawls forward, my thoughts become darker and darker, as I’m chastising myself for my lack of sensitivity with Leet. Even though I’m keeping myself occupied with the upgrade, I keep looking at the door, just in case Leet is to come back. Unfortunately, I do not see her all afternoon, nor at dinner. By the time I’m joining the rest of the crew, I feel empty inside, like I was the one victim of my dickish attitude with her.

I’m the last to arrive upstairs, a seat is reserved beside Akari for me. When she sees me get out of the stairs, she harbors a devilish grin, but it quickly evaporates as she sees my expression. As I sit, she doesn’t say anything but grabs my leg, acknowledging she saw I’m feeling down. I smile at her, my heart feeling better at her sight, but still. Keeping her eyes on me, she nods at the empty seats where Leet would be sitting. I look down and bob my head, confirming what is going on. She turns back toward the table but squeezes my legs to comfort me.

Dinner goes through without a hitch, but I do not participate, not feeling like I deserve it. I even keep my head down, as I’m not sure I have the will to face the others. After we are done with the meal, Akari brings me to the couches. I follow her reluctantly, as I would prefer to just go in my room and sulk there until tomorrow.

As I sit in front of her, she grabs my hands and asks me, “Okay, something is going on and I want to help you. What is it?”

I deeply inhale and blurt out, “I think you will hate me.”

“I doubt it, try me,” she tells me with a soft smile.

“Just, please, don’t get mad,” I reply, fearing her reaction to what I did to Leet.

“Alex, I’ll get mad if you don’t tell me, so you might as well,” Akari counters, keeping her smile on.

With a big breath, I start to ramble my story, “You know the thing with Bruce. You were also there, but yeah, Bruce. He was so… I was so… I don’t know what happened.”

As my brain is reliving the events earlier today, I stop talking, as my brain is overloaded with the experience. I feel Bruce’s hand on my face, his tenderness as he was brushing my cheek, his inviting smile, his lustful eyes…

“Alex, get back to me,” Akari tells me while putting a hand on my legs, “What does it have to do with Leet?”

Coming back to reality, I look at Akari with wide eyes, feeling ashamed of indulging again into those thoughts, to still entertain Bruce’s invite to let loose with him. I lower my head, feeling my guilt overwhelming me.

“Alex. I didn’t want—” she starts to say, but I stop her with a raised finger.

“You see how this gets me rattled. I was worse when I got back down in engineering, Leet could see I was feeling… You know… Excited,” I tell Akari, the first person I confess I’m getting excited at the sight of Bruce, a man.

After few seconds of silence, where I’m chastising myself for having such a reaction, I continue my story, “I was so excited by the close call with Bruce. Your arrival into the spicy situation and your longing to see me with Bruce along with my defiance of everything telling me I should allow myself to be with him and my desire to show you how much I’m not going to fall into Bruce’s arms, it made that I was on Alpha Centauri, plotting a pumped-up sexual evening with you, not with Leet in engineering.”

Akari is now looking down, having understood my situation, an event where she played a role in this whole mess. I continue before she goes too far into her reasoning, “I should have been listening to Leet, or at least tell her that I was taken by my problems. But I did not, I was not listening to what she was saying. I’m such a dick, I was thinking with it at the time. Finding ways to screw you to high heaven. Instead, I ended up hurting Leet and my relationship with her, while also wrecking our evening. I’m such a tool.”

“Alex! You aren’t a tool. I’m responsible—” Akari starts to say, but I cut her again, denying her any responsibility in this.

“No, you aren’t. I’m the one that didn’t pay attention to what she was saying, not you,” I start to tell her, getting angrier at myself as I recall my mistake, “I should have listened to her when she was telling me she was feeling alone. That she wanted to see a friend tonight. That she wanted me. But, no! I was too caught up in my desire to screw you that I was ignoring her. I’m such an imbecile. If I cannot see when a friend is in need, how can I be a good friend to her? How can I even be a good boyfriend to you if—”

“Don’t say that, please don’t. You are a great person, Alex. You just made a mistake,” Akari tries to say, to comfort me.

“Then, why do I feel so shitty? So, angry at myself? So…” I start to say before the dams open up. Suddenly, all of the tension of the day releases. My mind becomes numb, my body becomes weak, my arms fall to my side, my eyes become watery.

“Oh, Alex,” Akari says as she embraces me.

Putting my head on her shoulder, I let myself go, having a place where I can feel secure, where I feel welcome in all situations, where I can be really myself. Even though I feel the guilt and shame run through me, her body pressed against me helps to reduce the black void that opened up in me, sucking all of the great things and leaving behind the shitty stuff.

As I finally start to relax, she tells me softly, “You need to go see her, explain what happened.”

Sighing, I reply very softly, “I know. But, I want to spend time with you. Maybe not what we discussed earlier, but still spend time with you.”
“I know you want. I also want to keep you close to me. I want to console you. But she is my friend who needs you tonight more than I do. If you don’t do it right now, the void between you two will grow until it cannot be closed,” she tells me, squeezing me even harder, giving me strength.

I close my eyes in trying to arrange my thoughts. As much as I know I need to do it, I would like to stay like this forever, not bothering about anything else than to have Akari’s body pressed against mine, giving me life and purpose. Unfortunately, this is not how it works.

“You need to go now, otherwise Leet will be charging and you’ll have to wait tomorrow to speak with her,” she encourages me, releasing her arms as she ends.

Looking at her with loving eyes, I confess, “I wanted so much to be with you tonight, as I’ll see Natasha tomorrow. I’m sad that I’ll have to wait few days before we are with each other again.”

“Well, consider this. We will be sleeping together tonight,” she tells me with a smirk.

Frowning, I ask her, “How will we be sleeping together if I’m with Leet?”

Softly laughing, she explains, “Leet needs to recharge each night. One side effect of it is that she becomes very hot from all the current flowing into her batteries, causing the AC in her room to run very cold. So, she doesn’t allow anyone to stay the night. When you leave her, come back to me, you’ll have a place beside me.”

Widening my eyes at the explanation, I tell her with a soft smile, “I see. Then, I’ll see you later,” I wait for few seconds, losing my smile at the next question, “You think she will accept my apologies?”

“I don’t know, Alex. There is only one way to know. Go before she transforms into a hot rod in a freezer,” Akari tells me while pushing me out of the couch.

Softly laughing, I ask her, “I’m not your hot rod?”

“Yes, you are, but not as hot as when she recharges.

Stop wasting time and go see her,” she replies, eyeing my hod rod.

“Thanks, Akari, for everything. I…” start to say, but stop, unsure if it is the right time to say it, to finally decide against, “… really appreciate you helping me,” I finish awkwardly.

“I know, I also really appreciate helping you,” she replies, playing the game, although I have the feeling she understood what I wanted to say.

Kissing the top of her head, I leave her in the living area, going for the fourth floor, where I hope I can regain the trust and friendship of Leet.

As I get closer and closer to her door, my heart beats faster and faster, but my brain becomes darker and darker. As I’m in front of it, I discover that I don’t know how I can explain what happened. For one thing, I’m not yet ready to discuss Bruce with her. What happened in the kitchen is so new to me, so unnerving that I don’t feel confident enough to tell her, even though I want to become a close friend with her.

As I continue to review the last twelve hours, I feel a spiral pulling me down into the void that I’ve been feeling since lunchtime. My thoughts are getting darker, spinning faster in my head, making me concerned that I will be making more of a mess than it is right now. As I delve more into those thoughts, only one thing allows me to bring my head out of this black mess, the sound of Leet in her cabin. Knowing that if I linger longer I’ll get back into the same issue, I knock on her door, ending my dilemma of a hypothetical situation.

After few seconds of silence, I hear her feet getting closer to the door. As it slides, revealing her beautiful person, I see the surprise on her face. I smile bravely at her, even though I’m not feeling particularly brave at the moment.

“Can I come in?” I ask, hoping.

After a little bit of hesitation, she allows me in, “Come in.”

As I pass the threshold of her room, I look around as it is the first time I see it. To my surprise, I see that she has decorated the walls of her cabin with paintings. As I move closer to the bed, I discover that all of the canvas has representations of part of the ship, from the engine room to the bridge.

“This is beautiful. Who painted them?” I ask her genuinely, surprised that she can appreciate art.

“Alex, if you are here to apologize, just say it and go,” she says coldly.

My heart twinge at the tone of her voice, but it just reinforces my resolve that I need to fix it now.

“Can we sit?” I ask, pointing at the bed. She doesn’t move one bit. After few seconds of uncomfortable silence, I add, “Please?”

Sighing, she finally sits on her bed. Taking my shoes off, I follow her, sitting cross-legged in front of her. As I get comfortable, I try to reach out for her hand to create a connection with her, but she moves it aside. Disappointed, I move back my extended arm and bring both palms together, a small consolation for my failed attempt.

“I want to apologize to you, I haven’t been considerate to you, to what you were trying to tell me. I wasn’t listening to you, I wasn’t in the room with you per se, I was far far away in dick-land. I want to tell you that I’m so, so sorry, Leet. I’ve been a dick to you, I should have been there for you when you needed me, but I wasn’t. I hope you can forgive me,” I finish off softly, looking at her bed, between our feet.

Only few seconds pass before Leet answers, but they feel some of the longest of my life, “Thank you, Alex, for your apology. Now, if you want to go screw Akari, go.”
The tone of Leet is like a rusted saw chopping away my heart while it still beats. Not only have I failed to apologize, I feel like I’ve made the situation worse. I don’t care about sex, I don’t care about Akari, this is about fixing my broken relationship with Leet. She means something to me, she has been a close colleague since we left space dock and her friendship is important to me. I don’t want to lose her, how can I explain that to her.

As I look between our feet, I tell her with difficulty, a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes, “You mean a lot to me, Leet. I don’t want to lose you. I’m very, very sorry that I hurt you, that I let you down. You wanted a friend to be with you, to spend time with you, but I didn’t listen to you. I was so into my little fantasy, in my head, that I wasn’t with you, hearing your need. I don’t know what I can do to show you how I care about you. Tell me, Leet, what can I do to repair our friendship?”

Without any delay, she replies with the same painful word, “Leave.”

I raise my head as she says it, but I only see a disturbed vision of her, my eyes are filled with tears. Before I can see more, she rises from her bed and goes for the door. Without thinking, I reach out and grab the back of her flight suit, stopping her from going further.

“Oh, Leet. Don’t force me out of your life. Please, Leet, don’t. I’m going to do anything to keep you as a friend, just tell me. You said you needed a friend tonight, I’m here. What can I do? Anything!” I tell her with force, showing her how much I care about her.

Using a finger, I brush the tears from my eyes to clearly look at her. She is before me, looking away, pain on her face. I see her hesitation, how our friendship means to her, but also the hurt I’ve done to break that link.

“I don’t know, Alex, you were so insensitive to me. It’s not because I’m an android that I’ll simply delete what you said and do it just because you ask. I have feelings like everyone else and I wished you knew that,” she tells me with pain, having found the heart of the issue.

Taking my time to find the right answer, I reply to her, hoping I’m not going to screw this up again, “I can’t change what I did to you, but I can make a promise. I’m not going to take you for granted, nor will I ever consider you like a simple robot. I want us to be best friends, for us to have fun working together, to confide in each other, to be there for each other. If you are ever lonely, if you want to discuss something, if you need something, I want to be there for you. If I’m ever a dick like earlier, you tell me in my face and I’ll do everything to make it up to you. That’s what friends are for and I want to stay yours, very much.”

She looks down at me, judging what I just said. I give her a soft smile, hoping it will change her mind. As I see a small trace of hesitation on her face, I decide to push a little bit more, “You know, I heard this Alex prick was hurtful to you during lunchtime. Do you want to talk about it, my dear friend?”

As my heartbeat jumps to high speed, I see her face soften and a thin smile form. We stay locked in this position for few seconds, before she tells me with a mellow voice, “Yeah, that fucker Alex was a real dick. He ignored me when I asked him to be with me tonight. You don’t seem like him, are you here for me?”

I breathe easier for the first time since lunchtime, feeling that I have turned the tide. Finding more easily my words, I answer her, “I’m here for you, Leet. That guy is a real douche. He doesn’t know what he’s passing on. Dump that dip shit.”

“Woah, he’s not that bad. Watch your language,” she tells me, pulling her tongue at me.

“He’s not around, so who cares,” I reply with a small smirk.

“I care. He might be a dick, but I still want him to be my friend,” she says while walking back to me.
As I let her flight suit go, I feel ambitious and propose, “Well, I’m glad that you still want to be friends with him. In the meantime, you told me you need consoling. Come sit on me, I want to hug you.”

She frowns at me. I freeze. I went too far too quickly. I swear at myself internally.

“I can’t, don’t you know?” she tells me coldly.

Hesitating, I reply, “I should know what?”

With a bigger frown, she says, “I weigh half a ton. I can’t sit on you without crushing every bone of your body.”

I blank stupidly at her at the revelation that she weighs this much. Without thinking, I start to say, “WWWOOOW… Eh, I mean… You’re heav… I don’t want to say that you… You know…”

As I regain my senses from the revelation, I see that she is laughing softly. “So, you really didn’t know? In that case, let’s do the opposite if you still want to hug me.”

Still dumbstruck, I nod at her. Smiling warmly, she sits back on her bed and motions me to sit on her. As I get comfortable on her legs, I bring my arms around her, pressing my body against hers, giving all my friendship, appreciation, and comfort I can. She returns it, her hands resting on my back.

We stay like this for a long time, simply communicating through our bodies. Although it started as a friendly hug, it becomes more and more sexual. As we feel more comfortable with each other, we let our hands roam, reaching places that simple friends wouldn’t dare go.

As my breathing accelerates at the idea of getting closer to her, I tell her, “I’m glad I came to see you, to ask you to forgive me.” As I finish, I raise my head from her shoulder, to look at her eyes.

“Well, there might be something else you could do to gain my forgiveness,” she tells me with a tense voice.

Getting closer to her face, I reply, “And what would that be?”

“I don’t just need a friend tonight, I need a very close friend getting very close to me,” she tells me as our lips are almost brushing.

“I can be that very close friend,” I confirm.

“Comfort me, Alex. I want you!” she asks me.

I close the gap with her, putting my lips against hers. The same shock I felt when she was brushing my dick earlier thunders in my mind. I get lost in the sensation, leaving all my worries and problems behind to fully enjoy my first kiss with Leet.

At first, we explore each other, we make sure that we both want this, but once we pass that point, it becomes a thunderstorm of deep kissing, petting, groping, and massaging. All of the sexual tension we accumulated since we left orbit comes down crashing on us, pushing into high-warp our desire, lust, and raw passion. Lost between stars, we start frenetically removing our clothes, bringing down zippers and unhooking buttons. What stopped us from getting naked is the fact that we couldn’t remove our lips from each other, until we had to.

Moving back from her face, I look down at her half removed flight suit, exposing her breasts in all of their glories. As I raise my eyes to her face, I see that she is still looking down, at the profile of my dick through my clothes.

“Don’t worry, you’ll get my big and fat sausage, but I have an entrée for you. You need consoling, let me make you feel very good,” I tell her, full of desire to explore her body.

Raising her head, she tells me, “Alex, don’t feel—”

“I’m not, I want to see all of your curves, smell your delicate aroma, touch your secret garden, and lick you out of this world. I’ve been wanting to get closer to you the moment I saw you get out of your room. Let me discover you,” I reply passionately.

As I tell her how much I want her, her face changes to pure desire, until she begs me, “I’m all yours, Alex. Make me feel good, show me how much you care about me.”

Pushing her softly against to bed, I make her lie down to get better access to her delicate yet strong body. While kissing her, I remove my flight suit, staying in boxers to feel her body directly onto my skin. As I remove my last sock, I raise back my head to marvel at the woman below me. Never in my life I would have thought I’d be close to an android, nor will I be doing this with her.

“You like what you see?” she asks me, a thin laughing smile on her face.

Giving her a knowing grin, I lower my head so my lips are beside her right ear. “You are so beautiful, I can’t contain myself. So, here is how I’m going to show you how much I care about you,” I tell her softly. “I’ll start by kissing you, from your lips to your neck.”

Moving my head back to her lips, I kiss her with passion, pressing hers with a purpose. I then open my mouth to let my tongue play with hers, twisting, and rubbing on each other. As I’m over her, I keep a balance with a hand and let the other one start to wander. I start by brushing her hair, slowly going down toward her left ear. As I reach it, I leave her lips and kiss my way toward her other ear. Using both my tongue and fingers, I play with her lobes. Her respiration accelerates, her body relaxes under me.

Letting her lobe go, I continue to tease her, “Then, I’m going to explore your breasts.”

As I’m saying it, I move my hand from the side of her head to her left breast. “I’ll explore them and make you moan,” I say as I’m finally able to feel them, to explore her exquisite body.

I move over her, going down on her, to kiss her breasts. I gobble her right globe, sucking her areola, teasing her tit with my tongue. I feel her body react to me, to my delicate assault on her. I switch to her left, giving it the same treatment. This gets her to moan at me, at the attention I’m giving her. Raising my head, I give her a knowing smile, happy that I’m making an effect, that I could be there for her, even after what I said.

“Alex, don’t stop, please!” she pleads while brushing my hair.

“I’ve just started. Now, let’s see what you have down there,” I reply, breathing more quickly at the thought of discovering her private region. Grabbing her flight suit, I bring it down past her ass, as she raises it to help me. As I bring her clothes off, I let my hand brush her soft skin, sending her thrill throughout her body. I keep my eyes focus on her, silently telling her I’m there for her. Once I can’t bring her suit far enough with my hand, I use a foot to bring it off her legs, leaving her naked on her bed, inviting me to have fun together.

Giving her breasts a last kiss, I continue moving down on her. As I pass her navel, I look down and start to see the beginning of her pussy, her clit towering over her mount. Seeing her like this makes me breathe more quickly, having dreamt of seeing her like this.

Having moved down enough over her, her delicate flower is now fully exposed to me. I take few seconds to admire it, how inviting it is, how sensual it is formed, how it looks perfect.

“Stop staring, Alex, and help me, it itches down the… Ah!” she starts to say before I plunge on her and put my mouth over her clitoris. “Fuck! Don’t stop. It feels so good. AAAHHH!”

As I flick my tongue over her clit, I keep watching her, sharing my desire for her. Her eyes are on fire, stimulated by my furious assault on her and my desire to make up to her. I keep this setup for few seconds, but I already know what I’ll be doing to her next. Moving my mouth higher over her, I leave enough space for two fingers to get inside of her, penetrating her vagina. As I start a back and forth motion with my hand, I love the look of pure pleasure on her face, having reached a sensitive place of hers. She bites her lower lips as if she is resisting me to delay the inevitable.

As I feel her body react more and more under me, as I feel her breath get quicker and quicker, I knew that she will be crashing soon. Removing my fingers from her, I plunge back in, but with three fingers this time. She cries my name as she grabs the bedsheets, her head thrown back as the rush of her climax goes through her.

I keep my mouth connected with her, keeping my tongue pressed firmly against her clit. I also keep my fingers in her contracting vagina, feeling her inside react to me. My eyes stay on her, to show her how I care about her, how I want our friendship.

Her climax runs long as she enjoys it, as I amplify it by staying connected to her. When she starts to go down from her bliss, I slowly remove myself from her, leaving her space to recuperate. Raising on my knees, I stay between her legs, looking at her with a wide smile, admiring the goddess body of Leet, my erection creating a tent with my boxer.

As she gets her senses back, she takes a long look at me, focusing her eyes on me, sharing how glad she is that I’m with her right now. Her smile says it all, sharing warmth, passion, and lust for me, her friend. Then, she breaks the connection, focusing on what I have between my legs. Her smile changes, now having a knowing look, a naughty grin.

Without a word, she gets on her hands and knees and comes to me. I don’t say a word, too taken by the perfect woman coming at me, wanting me, desiring me. As she gets in front of me, she gives a peck onto my boxer, on the top of the tent. My body freezes at the same sensation as this morning, a rush of electricity running through her body and mine, making my dick get hard as a diamond, making my body shake all over.

“I want your fat sausage, Alex. I want to eat it, to taste it, to savor it,” she tells me without any preamble.

It is with the same energy that she brings my boxer down, exposing my dick to her. Taking it with one hand, she fully exposes my glans and takes it in her mouth, not wasting time.

As I feel her warm mouth wraps around my dick, I let out a deep breath, not having realized I was keeping it. The same special feeling I felt when she touched me is present as she blows me but exponentially more intense. Her mouth feels like I’ve put my hardness inside those electric transformers you see on wire poles. I’m blown away by the intensity of her blowjob, how she is expertly pleasuring me, but also that she takes me all in, feeling the back of her throat as she presses her nose against my waist.

All this intensity and the fact that I was enticed most of the day makes that I’m getting overwhelmed very quickly, feeling the sensation of climax coming fast.

“I’ll cum soon. If you don’t stop…” I warn her with the last air of a breath.

With a last, slurpy, and painfully slow movement, Leet removes my dick from her mouth. Looking up at me, she tells me, “We can’t have that, I want you inside of me, right now.”

“I’m not going to last long if you don’t give me time to recuperate,” I tell her, very conscious of my state.

“Oh, I’m having you right now regardless,” she says as she turns on herself, exposing her ass to me, aligning her pussy with my dick. Looking down, I feel the need to plunge in her, to be one with her, to explode in her.

Guiding my dick with a hand and resting the other on her ass, I get myself in her, entering her slowly. The warmness and moistness make her vagina so perfect, I rest inserted fully in her for few seconds, simply feeling her insides all around me.

Leet looks back at me, surprised that I haven’t started pounding her. She asks a silent question with a raised eyebrow, wondering what I’m doing.

“I’m so happy to feel you all around me, to be with you, to be your friend, it’s a perfect moment,” I tell her truthfully.

Raising from hands and knees, she straightens up so we can be closer. As I hug her, she tells me, “I’m happy that you came to see me. I want to know you better, Alex. I want us to be very close. Now, pound me. Bring me to heaven once again.”

“Your wish is my command,” I tell her as I move a hand to a breast and the other to her clit.

Then, I start pounding her, not restraining myself, pushing hard on her ass to get my dick inside of her as far as I can. My hand is furiously moving over her clit, rolling and rubbing it as hard as I dare go. We are both in ecstasy, breathing hard, moaning loud, and saying dirty things to each other. A minute later, as I feel my climax getting close, I find the energy to push harder and harder on her, knowing she can take it. The bed is shaking, the walls echos every sound, the smell is omnipresent, the room is filled with our sexual desire for each other.

With a final push, I bury my dick inside of Leet, pushing as far as I can to feel her vagina contract around me, as she is having another orgasm. Crying her name loud enough to wake up everyone back on Earth, I release my cum in her, filling her with my seed, my friendship, my sexual desire for her. My mind is in turbo, processing all of the pleasure and feelings expressed tonight, making the whole experience powerful, so meaningful to me. As I feel Leet having her moment over and around me, I’m feeling glad that we could share this moment, that we could finally put to bed this tense situation we were having. I also realize that I do not want to cause pain to her, that the only thing I’ll be giving her from now on is my friendship, my help when she needs it, and my dick when she desires it.

As every sensation, emotion, and realization come to me, I eventually get down from this heaven that I was lost in. Opening my eyes, I look at Leet, her smile says it all. I give her mine, so glad that we could reconcile, that we could share this moment.

“That was great, Alex. I’m glad you came to me and that you came in me,” she tells me jokingly.

“You sassy vixen,” I answer back, pulling my tongue to her. Taking a more serious tone, I tell her, “I’m just glad you forgave me, Leet. I want us to not be colleagues, I wish us to be friends.”

Taking a more loving pose, she moves, taking me out of her, and invites me to lie down beside her. We rest on our side, one in front of the other, our arms wrapped around the other, our breasts touching, my dick resting between her legs and pussy.

“Alex, I would have come around, I wouldn’t have stayed angry with you forever. You were just so aggravating with me, not listening, not paying attention like you were purposefully hurting me. What happened, Alex?” she asks me, going directly for the subject I wanted to avoid.

Taking a deep breath, I try to deflect the question, as I’m not sure myself of what happened, “It’s true I wasn’t listening to you, I was lost in thoughts that weren’t caused by you. I was worried about something else. Don’t worry about it, it will not happen again, I promise.”

As I finish to tell her this half answer, I move closer to her, moving so I can rest my head on her breasts. Putting kisses on her perfect globes, I try to distract her from the real issue.

“Alex, what aren’t you telling me. What caused you to be that distracted?” she tells me, not slightly affected by my diversion.

Kissing her breasts a last time, I look up at her to tell her, “Don’t worry about it, it’s nothing.” I move back down, resuming my diversion, but now adding a finger into the mix, getting closer to her clit.

“I know what you are doing, Alex. Why don’t you want to discuss it? I want to help you,” she tells me with a voice half-serious, half enticed by what I’m doing.

“I know you want, but it’s not important. Don’t worry about it,” I tell her with more conviction. I move my other hand to her vagina and insert two fingers in her, this should shut her up.

“Is it bothering you that much?” she counters, forcing a serious voice.

I stay silent in trying to get her to drop it. Right now, I don’t even want to think about it. I increase the intensity of my distraction.

“Alex, we are friends. You came here to make sure I stay one to you, why can’t you share what happened?” she says louder, forcing the issue.

Suddenly, I stop and rise on my knees. I look down at her, at the person I wanted so much to be my friend, but that is trying to force an issue I don’t want to deal with right now. She might be true that talking about it is better, but not tonight.

“Leet, don’t force me,” I tell her, in no uncertain terms.

“I’m sorry, Alex. I didn’t want to force you, I just want to help you. This is what friends are for. You came to me because I needed you, I want to be there for you as well, as you seem to be dealing with something serious,” she tells me very softly.

I continue to look down at her, getting angrier as she doesn’t want to drop it.

“Do you have problems with Akari?” she inquires. I do not answer. “Is it Angela?” I do not budge. “Not Disy?” I roll my eyes. “Natasha?” I try to ignore her, but I lightly tighten my jaw at the name of the woman that likes to kiss Akari. “Is Bruce disturbing you with his jokes?”

My eyes open wide, my jaw drops as I take a deep breath. My hands become sweaty as I recall our encounter in the kitchen. My dick becomes hard as I feel the emotion from earlier submerge me again.

“Oh, Alex. He’s making you feel that way?” she tells me with pity in her voice.

This is what triggers me. I don’t want to feel pitied or sorry for, I just want to forget the whole thing and never think about it again. I look down at her with accusatory eyes, feeling that she is trying to force me to relive this painful moment. What is her problem?

I get off the bed and grab my clothes, then go for the door, not putting on anything.

“Alex, don’t go! I’m s—” I hear her say as I close the door of her cabin. I quickly go one floor up, to Akari’s room. I let my clothes drop to the floor and get in bed. She senses that I’m there, groaning happily and bringing her hands around my body. Her breasts are on my back, poking me. Her pussy is radiating heat, pressed against my ass. I don’t enjoy having her close to me, I should have gone to my room and slept there, so worked up by Leet’s last words.

Unfortunately, my sleep doesn’t come. I see the events of the day turning in my head. It takes many hours for me to finally get to sleep, only because of the extenuation. But my problems follow me even in my sleep, dreaming of Bruce’s attractiveness, Akari’s desire to be with Natasha, and Leet’s accusations of not being her friend.