My parents were really strict about me being alone with boys in my bedroom while I was growing up. As such, I was a big fan of the back seats at the local cinema and spent an unreasonable amount of time sitting in stationary cars, testing out the suspension and upholstery.
That background is my excuse for what I did to Alex.
Alex was ‘the Korean kid’. He was very different than the rest of us 'Middle England' 16-year-olds, watching anime through his bottle-bottomed glasses, rather than joining in with the games that the rest of us played, such as 'Catch and Kiss' and 'Grope'.
Unlike me, he was very introverted and he definitely didn’t talk to girls, let alone 'Kiss' or 'Grope' them – he didn’t even know how to act around girls, which is perhaps why my parents thought it was safe to let him up into my bedroom.
I might have been safe from him, but he wasn’t safe from me.
It wasn’t like a cliché romance plot that you see in films – not that I actually watch the films when I go to the cinema - and I wasn’t interested in "coaching" him on how to talk to girls.
He didn't have a crush on me, nor was I interested in him at all.
But I was interested in his cock.
And his spunk.
What I really wanted to do was give him a ‘proper’ blowjob where I could actually see what I was doing.
What Alex wanted to do was homework, play around on his phone – which is exactly why my parents had thought it safe for us to be alone.
“Alex?” That didn’t even get a reaction. “Alex!”
“Huh?”
This was getting annoying and I had had enough. “I want to suck your cock.”
“Huh. OK.”
I knew he hadn’t heard what I’d just said but lowered myself into position by his legs anyway. He still seemed unaware as I unbuttoned and unzipped his jeans.
"Hey, what are you doing?"
"Oh, shut up,” I snapped, feeling frustrated. “You won’t be complaining in a minute.”
I pulled his penis through the hole in the front of his boxer shorts. He was unexpectedly hairy down there, given that the rest of him was girlishly smooth.
Flop.
Out came this thin, smooth penis. The first thing that came to mind was that it looked like a cute worm – not the thick-veined beast full of blood lust that I had imagined: more earthworm than cobra.
Without any fanfare whatsoever, I jumped right in and began kissing and licking, running my tongue and lips up and down the smooth skin protecting his shaft.
The bastard didn’t even put down his phone!
When he moaned, it was because the back of my head had jolted his precious screen.
For fuck’s sake! This is not going how I had imagined.
‘I forgot - this is probably his first blowjob, isn't it?’
Licking my lips, I slid them over his cock and began playing with his penis. His cock didn't reach the back of my throat – which was OK; it wasn’t hard yet.
I could hope.
In fact, it settled just over halfway along my tongue. I’d never had a cock that I could take all the way in and being able to do it was really turning me on.
However, it wasn’t turning Alex on. I gave his little dick my undivided attention for about five minutes, but disappointingly, there was no magical transformation from earthworm into spitting cobra; his cock wasn't getting hard at all.
It was still completely limp.
He had started moaning after I started sucking and he seemed to be enjoying what I was doing.
"Willyougetoffthatfuckingphone!"
"Don't talk with your mouth full," he said.
“Don’t you dare make a fucking joke, you little shit!” My first ‘proper blowjob’ was not going well.
"I was just kidding!" he said, desperately back-peddling while looking so nervous that he might have an accident; yet he still didn’t put his phone down.
"Fine." I confiscated his phone and stomped off downstairs with it.
“How’s it going, love?” Dad asked.
“No matter what I do, he won’t stop playing with his fucking phone,” I said angrily.
“Language.”
“Will you watch it for me?”
“Sure thing, love. We’re just going to watch the rest of Bargain Hunt.”
I rolled my eyes. Was everyone mad in this house apart from me?
I was going to go mad if I didn’t do something about my rampant horniness; having stomped back into my bedroom, I went rootling around in a box under my bed for ‘a close personal friend’ of mine.
"What the fuck is that?” Alex asked, his eyes bulging in a way that his cock had completely failed to do. “Is… is that a dildo?"
I didn’t answer him as I pulled my knickers off. "Well, you don't seem to want to help me at all,” I snapped irritably, “but I'm horny as fuck and I need to sort that out before Bargain Hunt finishes."
Alex looked completely lost – no doubt perplexed by the loss of his phone, the sudden appearance of my genitals and a large fake cock, combined with the contextless mention of Bargain Hunt. To be fair, who wouldn’t?
“I know you’re not interested,” I said, tossing my knickers in his general direction, “but you are going to get a show.”
“What kind of show?” Alex asked.
“A fucking sex show,” I fairly shouted. “Maybe that'll help get that little worm of yours to spring into action. I know I’m not some exhibitionist internet slut, but I’m here… I’m real and it might work for you.”
“Work?”
“Fuck’s sake,” I muttered, as I dipped my fingers into my juicy slot and smeared them around the head of the fake cock. The length and girth made Alex’s wiener look like an itty-bitty stringy sausage that had been left in the butcher’s window for too long.
However, the fake cock was wonderfully satisfying, and the grunt of satisfaction which filled my room was completely genuine.
OK – it was a little bit exaggerated because I have watched exhibitionist internet sluts, even if Alex hasn’t, and I secretly get off on the idea on someone watching me masturbate – even if they are too stupid to understand that that is what a girl is doing when a six-inch sex toy disappears when she sits on it.
“Are you OK?” Alex asked, his spectacles making his eyes look like black dinner plates as he stared at me intently.