"Wow, you look so sexy and hot in that dress. I am sure you will be attracting unwanted attention," I said as I walked into our bedroom.
Kerri, my wife, was getting dressed for a wedding we had been invited to; it was one of her co-workers' daughters. She dressed up very elegantly. I thought she looked beautiful. She had put some extra effort into how she looked. Her dress was simple, cream-colored, without any accessories. It accented her breasts nicely. She usually doesn't wear makeup, but I detected a hint of rouge on her cheeks, some eyeliner that had been applied very tastefully, and the scent of a nice floral perfume.
"You look and smell so beautiful. I am sure you will be hit on many times today."
"I think my age and wedding ring will stop any unwanted attention," she said. "If that doesn't work, I'll use my demeanor to chase them away."
"I was talking about me hitting on you."
"Bullshit, I know you are always hoping someone else will do it. Don't get your hopes up. Even if anyone is hard up enough to hit on an old woman, they will meet my wall. You know it well."
I do know that wall well. When I try to have sex with her, she tells me she just can't let go of her reluctance to do it, though she can't remember any incidents or exact reasons. She tells me it's a strong feeling of dread. I have to work very hard to get her aroused. I massage her whole body, I touch her sexually only after I have been doing it for a long time, otherwise, she will shut me down.
The ride to where the wedding was happening was short, about a half hour. It was a warm, early autumn day, and there wasn't a cloud in the sky. Parking the car in a large field with many cars already parked there, I realized, this was going to be quite the gathering. As we walked to the area where the ceremonies and celebrations would happen, I looked at Kerri. She looked great. She has a natural beauty; though she is in her sixties and has grey hair, she radiates a wholesome sexual energy that is almost spiritual.
As we approached the area where chairs had been arranged for the ceremony, we met a young, beautiful woman. She was hot, and she had a very sexy body. I had no idea who she was. Kerri started to talk with her. I soon realized who she was and that we knew her well. She was the daughter of a co-worker, and she had helped her with her school studies a few years ago. Her name was Celia.
They would work together on her studies in the afternoons after school. I would see them when I got home from work. Usually, they would be just finishing up or saying goodbye. I would say hi, then head to get my work clothes off. She was gone by the time I had cleaned up, changed, and was ready for a drink. She was younger then, but now she had a body that was mature, sexy, and muscular; she must be doing some sport. She was no longer the skinny, young girl with braces I saw when I got home from work. As they were talking, I stood there smiling, trying to keep up with their conversation. I soon gave up, and I let my eyes wander around, trying not to ogle Celia.
There were many young people there, mostly in their late twenties and early thirties. They were all dressed up, getting together in groups, laughing, and looking happy. Celia had walked off, and then Kerri started to tell me all about what they had discussed together, giving me updates about people I hardly knew. It was hard to keep my mind focused on what she was saying. I was enjoying the scene, the people, all the beautiful women. I made gestures and sounded like I was interested. She soon realized where my attention was, and she gave me a look.
"Let's go sit down. The wedding is going to begin," she said.
We sat down where her co-workers were; we all smiled and said hello to each other. I was sitting next to the husband of one. His name was Bill. He had done some body work on my antique car. We knew each other well, so we started up a conversation. The ceremony was nice. I was glad that it was short and soon over. My wife and her friends were all talking about it as we stood up to head to the tent where the meal and dancing would be. It was set up overlooking the ocean on a cliff about forty feet above the beach. It was a breathtaking view. As we entered the tent, Bill and I grabbed a drink from the bar, and we continued our conversation.
I wondered where Kerri was. I didn't see her anywhere as I soon became busy talking to people I knew. Meeting their spouses or being introduced to people I had never met before. I had soon forgotten about Kerri. There was an announcement that it was time to find your seats and sit down. I looked around to find her, but I could not find her anywhere in the tent. I went outside and looked around, but I didn't see her anywhere out there either.
Many people were still out there, starting to head into the tent. I scanned the crowds, but I didn't see her. There were chairs placed at the cliff edge. I did not know anyone sitting there. As I sat in an empty chair, we all looked at each other, nodded, and smiled. I kept scanning the crowds all around the tent. I could not see Kerri.
As I took in the view of the beach. I was surprised. Two people were walking towards a very rough trail up the cliff. It took me a second to realize it was Kerri with a young man. He had curly blonde hair and a golden tan. I had noticed him earlier; he radiated youthful energy. He'd been with a group of young people who were talking and having fun together. For some reason, I thought he had stood out amongst them.
As they started up the trail, Kerri slipped. He reached out to stop her from falling. She held onto him a little longer to steady herself. As they continued to climb, they kept turning their heads towards each other, reaching out to the other to steady themselves. When they came near the top of the cliff, she slipped again. He was behind her, caught her, reached under her legs with one arm, and supported her back with the other as she put her arm over his shoulder. It all happened before she fell to the ground. It looked like a rehearsed dance move. They were both laughing loudly. He carried her the last ten or fifteen feet up the cliff.
As they reached the top, he gently let her down. She then held onto his shoulder as she put her shoes on. I got up from the chair and started to walk towards them. Kerri saw me, and her arm slipped off the young man's shoulder. She introduced us, his name was Brian, a cousin of the bride. He had traveled from California to Massachusetts to attend the wedding. She started to go on. I stopped her to let them know people had been told to find their seats.
"Thank you for a wonderful time. I know I haven't had so much fun in years. I do hope we can get together later on," Kerri said as Brian walked away.
I was surprised he didn't say anything; he just walked away. She kept looking at him as he did.
"Having some fun on the beach?" I asked her.
"Yes, Brian had asked me to take a walk with him. I was sure you wouldn't mind."
"You know me, I have told you many times, that if you ever want to be with another man, I would be very happy."
She turned to walk to the tent to find our place without responding to my statement. Usually, she would get upset when I said that. This time, she ignored it. We found our seats. They were at a table that was the farthest from the head table, and we were with all of the bride's mother's coworkers. We knew many of them. Most were close friends of Kerri's. I noticed Brian had gone to the head table near the bandstand.
With so many people there and so much happening. I hadn't had a minute to think about Brian and Connie being on the beach together. My thought was that if I had one, she loved the water and enjoyed walking on the beach. She didn't want to pass up a beautiful opportunity to do two things she loved the most in life. Her being there with Brian was no big thing. The meal was nice, the speeches, the toasts, and the cutting of the cake were done. Now, the band was starting to play, and people were getting up to dance.
I was feeling full and very satiated. It would be nice to smoke a joint. I had rolled a few to take with me. Kerri doesn't like to smoke at gatherings of this sort. She was busy talking with her girlfriends from work. I gave her a look to let her know I was heading out of the tent; she knew why. I headed toward the chairs again. There were too many people there for me to light up. I walked over to the edge of the field. I found a pine grove that was nice and private. I walked into it, smoked the joint, and afterward, I just sat there enjoying the scent of the forest and watching the sunset through the pine trees. It may have been about thirty minutes. I centered myself. Then, headed back to the crowd, I was quite pleased to have had some alone time.
I went back to the tent, then to the bar, to get a drink. I looked around. People were dancing, talking, laughing, and drinking. Kerri was on the dance floor. She looked so beautiful; her dress was shimmering as she danced in the orange, red sunlight that was shining on her. It was just beginning to go below the horizon. I thought she was dancing with her girlfriends. That's what she usually does at these gatherings. I didn't see any of them around her. There weren't any of them on the dance floor.
Brian was dancing near her. Were they dancing together? They both kept dancing song after song, I was impressed with her stamina and her ability to keep such physical activity going for so long. Now and then, they would move close together. Their heads would bend towards each other, and it looked as if they were talking. They must have had to yell loudly to hear each other because of the music. Brian had nice dance moves. They were both moving in sync. Most of the time, there was a large distance between them. They weren't even looking at each other; it was like they weren't dancing together at all. I wasn't sure what was going on. Was this the getting together 'later on'?
I saw Bill. He caught my eye and walked over to where I was.
"Do you have a joint? Be nice to get high right now?" He said.
We went out together to smoke. He was very talkative, talking for quite a while even after the joint was gone. When we headed back to the tent, the band was still rocking. Kerri or Brian weren't on the dance floor. They weren't anywhere in the tent.
A wave of jealousy broke over me. I quickly thought, 'Wait a minute, you have told her to be open to having sex with another person for a long time. You've asked her to do it a million times. Why am I feeling jealous? No way she would do anything sexual with him. She has always told me. She just doesn't think about or like sex very much.' So I just watched the crowd. It felt good to see all the people having fun; some were getting a bit drunk. The band started a slow song, and couples began to get close and hold each other tight. Some got a little frisky, especially the young ones. Celia was making out with her dance partner more than she was dancing.
Kerri and Brian walked into the tent. He put his arms on her hips, and she raised her hands to his shoulders. They started to dance together. I must say they looked happy and they moved together well. They were a great-looking couple, even with their age difference. Brian moved with maturity for his youthful looks. She had a radiant smile and an ageless, timeless beauty.
Again, I had a wave of jealousy engulf me, but I laughed it off. I knew my wife too well. When I saw her wrap her arms around his shoulders he moved his body very close to hers. He lifted her slowly and effortlessly as he spun her around. Unless you were watching them like I was. You may not have noticed. She smiled when he did it. She put her head right next to his, and I thought she kissed his cheek. He then set her back down, and she moved her hands to his shoulders and moved away from him a bit. I noticed they were both barefoot.
When the song ended, they walked toward the entrance a few feet apart. She hadn't seen or even looked for me. It seemed at first she was going to follow him out of the tent. She stopped before the entrance. Brian kept walking, and he went outside without her. She stayed there, nodding to a few people who walked by. She seemed to be waiting for something.
People were starting to leave; the sun had set. Bill and his wife Mary joined me for a last drink. They told me they were getting ready to head home. They wanted to say goodbye to Kerri. They asked if I knew where she was. I pointed to her by the entrance. As they walked away, I watched them head towards her. She walked out of the tent before they got to her. I figured they would all meet up just outside the entrance. I had one joint left. I thought it would be good to go back to the pine grove to smoke. Then I would find Kerri so we could leave. I walked out of the tent by the bandstand instead of the entrance because it was closer to the grove. I also didn't want to get caught talking to Bill and his wife again.