Do any of your friends or family know you write erotica

My deceased wife knew I wrote erotica because I submitted a story to a men's magazine on a dare and won $400 in an erotic writing contest. She never liked reading what I wrote but I continued to write and post on various sites just for the experience and responses.

I write porn stories and no one knows. I write about my two fetishes, hairy grannies and piss sex.