....I married at 21, my virgin bride was 20. We basically grew up together. I taught her things, she pleased me and we got along as well as any broke newlyweds. We decided early on it was a marriage license, not a bill of sale. She had 3 blow jobs(that I know of) , I had 2 one night (hour?) stands, in our youth. I loved hearing about her experiences, as I knew she had only had 1 man, Me.(she only did oral as she was a BBW)
.....Fast forward about 15 years, we wind up in separate bedrooms. After 29 years she passed quite suddenly. My love was gone.
. ......After 2 years I remarried to another BBW who looked a lot like my love. Worse mistake ever. She was a gambling addict and we went 12 years. Marriage never consumated.
....Met up with my high school sweetie, after 45 years nd we got together and had a grand time !! For about a year :(. Then we both retired and moved to Mexico. Since then Notta.
.....Thing is, I am NOT looking for sex. PERIOD. !!!What I am looking for is "Intimacy" . Just the gentle touch of a pat on the butt, a kiss on the cheek, a small grope in inappropriate places. Basically a sign that, "I still love you, but feel uneasy doing the nasty. " Such a small thing in my opinion.
.......what say you ladies ??